Y/N's Pov

I was about to go to bed when I go onto my phone when I see I got a text from IU

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IU: I haven't talked to you in awhile this is weird, this is not normal for me what's so ever. I'm worried about us, and our friendship are you not telling me something, i felt from the last times I've been with you were slightly distant. I know you and I are going to be busy with our entertainment companies but that is no reason to leave your best friend hanging. You always tell me everything and literally everything so I don't know what's going on with you like how's it going in the  entertainment company? Have you been eating well? Good sleep? How have your parents been? YOU always tell me everything and I'm scared it's because were not that close anymore, please tell me that I'm wrong...

I had no idea that I have been making her feel this way only kind of thinking about myself and I didn't ever tell anything else that was going on I always on accident made Taehyung a priority until reccently.

Y/N: I am So sorry for making you feel this way, I really didn't have a clue, I got to caught up in the entertainment company and I'm not going to give that most of the blame it's my fault to because I didn't do anything about it, There has been something on my mind but i'm scared once I tell you it will ruin whatever I have with him, I just want you to understand that but please don't be mad at me, I hope we can hang out and sort all these things out and go back  to the ways they used to be.

IU: I knew there was something you weren't telling me...

Y/N: It's NOT like t|

before I could finish what I was typing I got a text from Taehyung,

Taehyung: I'll wait for you, but please don't forget about me

I hadn't known what to say just yet so I went back to IU I don't need to lose anyone else.

Y/N: It's not like that, Please understand.

IU: what's not to understand? It seems I lost your trust.... 

Y/N: It's NOT like that please please please don't be mad with me I don't need to go through this again not today.

IU: What's up with you these days.

Y/N: meet me in the park, I'll explain... JUST please don't be mad with me.

IU: Okay.

I felt my chest tightening afraid of what's to come  next, I don't want to lose her, but I might lose him. she's been there for me my whole life I'm not going to leave her like that. I remembered that I still had to reply to Taehyung In which I was able to do but it took me awhile afraid to see what he'd say next.

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Taehyung's POV

In the middle of practice my phone went off, but I didn't bother going to it, I had just waited until practice was over. But it wasn't long after when it had, I went to check my phone to see what it had been.

I looked to see it was Red heart , as looking at her contact name remind me of when Jimin and Jungkook had busted me, I laughed at the thought I was getting anxious though as I felt it could be rejection I am anticipating for I didn't look at my phone, I was afraid, afraid of what she had said. I couldn't just stall and never look at it, so I just pulled the bandage and saw what she had said to me.

Y/N: I'm sorry, but I don't want you to wait for me, please live your life, I don't want to be the reason why you stop yourself from doing things. In all honesty, I regret being dramatic but it was how I feel, but I really do need to sort out myself before I can put all my heart and soul into you and only you. My heart will always be yours but I can understand if you find someone else. I'm just an ordinary person who is your #1 fan that was SOO lucky to be able to have a piece of your heart. I will never forget you know that please...

Ahh, what a silly girl I smiled to my phone. How am I suppose to stop loving my love when she still loves me. I will wait for her no matter what she says, knowing my feelings towards her is mutual makes me happier, but then again I will let her problems resolve so that I can be with her. She has stolen my heart and I don't think it will come back until I have her in my arms, she shouldn't think of herself so lowly as just an ordinary person but as a person who was able to reach out to me, and make me feel the way I do, My love...

Taehyung: Okay, Just remember, I'll be here for you.

I wanted to say much more than that but I just had left it, If I were to continue on I would end up having paragraphs after paragraphs telling her how much she means to me, but with patience I will keep it to myself, until I can say it to her as my girlfriend.

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