He grabs my hand and we walk to his car he opens my door for me , I sit back in still holding his hand, but I slowly remove my hand as I put on my seatbelt, he closed my door and walked to his side and got inside the car.

He started the engine then had that hand placed down on his side, I look at his hand, feeling the need to hold his hand to feel his warmth, so I did just that. I placed my hand onto his then intertwined my fingers into his and as he felt my hand onto his he had done the same.

He had on hand on the wheel as the other was holding onto mine, not long shortly after we had reached my house.

Opened the car door dreadfully slow as I didn't want this night to end, greeted by Taehyungs face I hold him by the hand and walk over to my front porch.

He looks again at me with those searing eyes I get so lost in and I didn't realize he was closing the gap in between us. I feel as he presses his soft lips on mine feeling how gentle he was being, causing my stomach to turn in the inside.

He pulled away,
"Bye love, "
He says giving me one last glance until he started walking away, it was too fast I wanted to stop him, I went from behind him giving him a tight squeeze not wanting to let go any moment. I felt him stay there doing nothing but I thought to fast as I see him turn around, then to hold my cheeks with both his hands as my arms where still around his waist.

"Don't worry, you'll see me soon"
Giving me a smirk, he leans in to press his lips onto my forehead. My cheeks turn flushed.

After that moment he started walking back to his car I hug myself, as my arms feel empty, the warmth of his body, and the smell of his fragrance had me doing things that I wouldn't normally do. He had me falling for him so hard that I didn't want him to leave my side.

He made my heart beat faster than the regular human being, I stood there stunned watching as his car drove away.

I walked into my house and plopped on my bed recollecting all my thoughts and memories this whole night, I decided to write it all down in my diary so that I would never forget this day.

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The next day had come we're I had known that my life would start to change I had to start my first day as a trainee, IU had to be going through the same thing that I was going to have to deal with, I wast quite sure what you were suppose to wear as a trainee but I decided to wear clothes that was casual but was able to work out in as I had figured we might have to dance.

I left my house that morning complete energized and ready for whatever I was going to be facing with, As i started driving over Yg's entertainment.

When I had finally got there reality struck me, I wasn't quite sure of myself but I took a deep breathe and headed into the building.

Many people looked well dressed in the building making me feel out of place I went to the front desk to ask where the trainees go and I was greeted with a an unpleasant facial expression as the person seemed either serious or just not in the mood.

I got into the room with finding some difficulties trying to find it but eventually found my way, I walked into the room to find all these men and women who most of the seemed physically fit all stretching which seemed to me we where going to have a rough day.

Some people seemed new like me as I saw people looking quite timid and not knowing what to do but others seemed well experienced exercising before we start.

A man and women come up to me as the girl puts her hand on my shoulder,

"Hey There! You must be the ones fresh meat "
"Go easy on her, Jackson you probably scared the poor girl"

The girl looks over to me,
"Sorry for his arrogance, he tends to get a bit carried away, I'm Jennie, and he's Jackson. What's your name?"

Hesitantly I shake her hand and gave her a reply,
"My name is Y/n"
I tried to say as confident as I could as I didn't want to seem weak towards them but they seemed like they were pleasant people even thought one of them might be a bit touchy for my liking.

"Hey, Y/n again sorry this guy!"
She says as she removes him from me, I look over at Jackson to see him unpleased with Jennie.

"Seriously you need to chill"
"I'm not the one jumping on people "
"Shut up"
Grabbing her chin giving her a bittersweet emotion. She smacks his hand from her face and turns to me, I had a question that was on my mind,

"How long have you guys been here"
Knowing them for such little time I felt like they were going to be the only people I'm going to talk to.

"We've been here you 2 years has it ?" Asking the boy beside her for confirmation.
"Yeah, it's been two years"

I wasn't that surprised to be a trainee for that long but I just nodded, Jennie was about to say something but then the instructor can into the room.

Everyone bowed,
"Annoyhaseyo"
I didn't know what to do so I did the same.

He clasped his hands together and went to the front of the class and told us out beginning unit and we were starting with dance, he started straight away.

I got confused and lost, but when I went to look at everyone else they seemed to been catching on quickly, I started panicking a bit feeling frustrated but I kept trying, I look over to Jennie and Jackson practicing it with ease. Not making myself feel any better.

Everyone seemed to experienced even thought I wasn't the only one who was new. I had to pick up the pace.

Hours and hours we spent learning basics. That was only basic steps and I felt like I couldn't do it I was afraid what was going to come up.

But  when practice ended sweat was running down my forehead, my body feeling like it's on fire as my lungs were out of breathe I grab my water bottle and I slid my back on the wall.

They came up to me,  I look at Jackson seeing he didn't even break a sweat, then seeing Jennie only a few drops of sweat on her forehead.

"You get used to it"
She had said taking a hand out for me to take, as then I stood back up on my feet.
"How can you deal with this everyday !"
"Like she said you get used to that, plus some of us is dancing majors"
"I'm guessing you are?"
"Bingo"
"You don't need to show off Jackson, fresh meat remember"

He starts to laugh as I do too,
"Get some rest Y/n you're going to need it for tomorrow"
"Thanks"
And then with that and they both left out of the dance studio room, I gather all my things back into my bag and I headed out ready to go back home.

I get into my car completely exhausted I have both my hands on the wheel then I place my head onto the steering wheel and accidentally press the horn, it alarmed me as I raised my head back up. I wiped away more sweat off my forehead and turn on the engine and started driving back home.

My body felt numb even driving my car, it felt weak. I didn't know how I would be able to recover by tomorrow.

Reaching my house I quickly get out my car and open my house door. I see my brother on the couch on his phone.

"What happened to you, you look like you got hit by a truck"
"Thank you for the compliment, I can't deal with you today"
"No, but seriously"
"Being a trainee, no fun "
"You chose to do that"
"I know, now stop before you make me want to punch you "
He didn't anything but just tsked.

I went to the kitchen and got a ice pack and placed it on my head, as my head felt like it was going to explode any moment.

I went to my room and fell straight asleep forgetting to eat dinner but I was so exhausted I didn't want to move from my bed I changed into my pyjamas and went to sleep, praying that it would be easier tomorrow.