*ADAM P.O.V.*

It took fifteen cops to clear out the papparazzi. It took five of them just to get Tommy and I safely from the restaurant and to my car.

I sighed, pulling to the side of the dirt road I had taken to avoid being followed by them. I can't believe I let this happen. I should be frantic right now.

Yet the only thing I care about at the moment is him and how he feels. I'm more sorry than I can ever say. He didn't sign up for all of this spotlight time and drama, he just wanted to play guitar.

It's my fault, it's always my fault. If I would'nt have given in, they would have never caught us in such a comprimising situation.

''Tommy.'' I spoke, turning to look at him for the first time since I had pulled the car over. I didn't get to get another word out before his hand covered my mouth.

''I'd do it again.'' He said, holding my eyes as he stared sincerly at me. ''I would kiss you infront a million cameras, and not give a shit about what anyone or any network has to say about it.'' He removed his hand from my mouth and leaned back in his seat, watching me carefully. I stared at him completely shocked.

''For the cameras, because of the network? Or for yourself, because of how you feel?'' I asked slowly. He looked away from me then, turning his gaze to the window.

''I don't know how I feel.'' I heard him say after a while. ''I mean I know that I have feelings for you, but I don't understand them. I've never liked a guy before.''

I knew what he said wasn't meant to be an insult but it still kind of hurt. He's right, he's only ever liked women. Maybe he is just confused, I should'nt have kissed him. I started this.

''Your my first.'' The words were spoken so low, I barely heard them as they left his lips.

''Your first?'' I asked, just to make sure I heard him right. ''What does that mean?''
He turned to me, looking skeptical.

''I want you to be my first.'' He said. ''But,'' I could feel my heart beating faster as my breathing became more and more shallow. ''I need you to go slow with me. I don't really understand my feelings Adam, and I need your help.''

He stared at me, waiting anxiously for an answer. I sat there, the most silent I've ever been in my life. I'm estatic, how could I not be? I'm so happy that I'm at a lost for words.

We both needed to figure out how we felt about each other, and he needs to figure out his sexuality. But I could'nt come to reality on the fact that he had just asked me to be his first.

Of course that's an immediate 'yes'. Even though I could'nt force the word to leave my lips.

''Adam--''

''Can I kiss you?'' I blurted out, not regretting it as a light blush spread over his cheeks. He smiled.

''Is that a yes?'' He asked quietly, the blush that my words caused still danced across his face. I nodded my head.

''It is if your sure.'' I said cautiously, giving him one last chance to back out before it was to late. Before we threw everything we had on the table and let the cards land how they may. I wanted this...he asked for this.

''Yes, I'm sure. Now kiss me, Adam.'' He said, already leaning over towards me. I didn't let him get too far over before my lips connected with his, sending a shiver of anticipation and sparks down my spine.

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A/N

This was suppose to go up a while ago...so yeah. I'm taking full blame for the lateness of it, my computer is shitty and the editing page on the website is not friendly.

But to make up for the lateness I'm giving you Glamberts a sneek peek of the next chapter!! Tell me your thoughts on Tommy's decision.

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