*Adam P.O.V.*

''I just want to make sure my pace always matches yours.'' I admitted to him honestly.

''But I like when it doesn't. I like when you surprise me, if we waited till I stopped over thinking everything to do something nothing would ever happen.'' He said. I stared into his beautiful brown eyes.

''Okay,'' I said after a while. I knew I had to take everything slow with him, but that didn't mean I had to hold it off forever. ''Okay I want to try something.'' I started walking towards the closet in the back.

''You can climb in, I'll just be a second.'' I called back to him. Usually I'd have what ever I needed in my house when it came to sex. But not to surprisingly I had nothing. Not even lube.

It wasn't so surprising to me because I've never had sex in my house before. I bought it like ten months ago. Which meant I'd have to go pick up all the stuff we needed, but I wasn't worried about that right now. We weren't going that far.

I grabbed the soaps, shampoo and conditioner from the closet before shutting it and walking back over to the shower. I stripped the rest of my clothes before sitting the stuff down on the rack in the shower and climbing in.

I knew he'd be a bit tense and a hell of a lot nervous. ''Calm down.'' I whispered in his ear. He took a deep breath.

''I am calm.'' He whispered as my arm wrapped around his shoulder pulling him into my chest. I smiled when he leaned his head back on my shoulder, before I placed a quick kiss to his lips.

''What do you want me to do to you?'' I whispered into his ear, letting my fingers card through his wet hair as the warm water poured down on us both.

''Whatever you want.'' He whispered back.

''Really?'' I teased lightly. ''What if I pinned you up against the shower wall right now?'' I asked. I heard him laugh.

''You've done that before.'' He reminded me, making me roll my eyes to fight the blush the memory brought. I remember it well.

''Turn around.'' I told him, reaching over and grabbing the shampoo. He turned facing me and closed his eyes when my fingers started knit into his hair, massaging his scalp and spreading the shampoo.

''You're so beautiful.'' I hummed before taking the detachable shower head off and rinsing the shampoo from his hair. I put the conditioner in and did the same.

He opened his eyes and beautiful brown eyes captivated mine. ''You're more beautiful.'' He responded, blushing. I grabbed the wash clothe adding a bit of soap to it before running it over his chest and begining to clean him.

''Impossible.'' I told him.

''I can feel your heart beat beneath my finger tips.'' I said as I let one hand go lower on his body.

''My hearts beating so fast because of you,'' He said quietly.

''You said you were calm.''

''I am,'' He said confusing me. I was about to ask him to explain what he meant but his lips were on mine in the next second. His arms looped around my neck as my hands found his waist pulling him closer to me. I bit down on his lip, making him give me entrance as his head tilted back slightly and a moan escaped his vibrant pink lips.

A groan freed itself from my lips when I felt his erection digging into my thigh. My mouth went to his neck, nipping at the flushed skin. I placed kisses down until I got to his collar bone, where I began to suck roughly.

He moaned and I felt his fingers pulling at my hair. I looked up and placed kisses along his chin until my lips met his and I completely dominated his mouth. We were forgetting about the shower; we always did.

''I love you,'' He said, kissing my lips once again before he began to slide down. Licking his way down my body...letting his tongue toy with my nipple causing me to bite my lip. My fingers took a good grip in his hair when I felt him sucking on my chest, down my stomach.

His hands were pushing on my hips, causing me to walk back until my back hit the shower wall and he got to his knees. Before words could leave my mouth, his mouth was around my leaking erection.

''Oh g-god T-tommy.'' I moaned out, fighting with myself to keep my eyes open instead of just squeezing them shut at the intense amount of pleasure I'm getting. I looked at him to see bright brown eyes staring back up at me.

I felt my self being taken deeper into his mouth, I bit my lip to stifle a moan as my hand tightened in his hair on reflex but I quickly loosened my grip so I wouldn't hurt him.

''Try to relax your throat, baby.'' I advised through pants when I heard him gag. His hands tightened on my hips and I felt his nails digging into my hips turning me on even more.

I had to remind myself of self control when I felt my tip hit the back of his throat. Oh my god he had me about to fall weak in the knees. For his first time this is amazing, he had no problem taking me all the way in after that.

He literally sucked me dry. He milked every inch of me and I've never came harder in my life.

''You even taste beautiful,'' He said, standing to his feet and pecking my lips. I wrapped my hand around the back of his neck and let my tongue dive into his mouth.

''You are fucking amazing.'' I said, pulling back from the kiss. ''And I fucking love you.'' He laughed, kissing me again.

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''But I don't want to get up.'' Tommy whined as I pushed his boots on his feet. I chuckled, and brought his hand up to my lips for a kiss.

''I told Freya that I'd handle diner, c'mon baby.'' I said, tugging at his arm. He still refused to move.

''But there's food in the house, why do we have to go all the way to the store?" He whined. I smiled, he's so adorable when he acts like this.

''Because I need to get more ingridients and of course some junk food.'' I add on making his whining stop. Seriously his addiction to junk food was unhealthy and I shouldn't be encouraging it but I'm a sucker for giving him what he wants.

''Carry me.'' He more demanded than asked, but I smiled anyway and pulled him to a sitting position by his arm.

''Sure thing my pretty kitty,'' I said, making him blush as I scoop him up bridal style. His arms took their position around my neck and I walked down the stairs with him in my arms.

I left the house and made it to the car, having little to no trouble opening the door before I sat him in the passenger seat. I looked at him about to ask when I saw the answer in his honey brown eyes already. He smiled. ''Thanks.'' He said, when I buckled his seat belt.

I walked over to my side climbing into the car and starting it as I took off towards the nearest store.

''Did you just say junk food to make me get up?'' He asked after a while.

''Maybe,'' I said with amusement in my voice.

''Maybe I'll give you your wallet when we get to the store.'' He teased, waving my leather wallet around when I glanced at him. I smirked.

''What's mine is yours.'' I replied unfazed, making him roll his eyes.

''Candy spree day for me.'' He said when we pulled into the store.

''Not too much,'' I warned when we entered the store. ''You can only get like ten things.'' I said and he looked at me with a 'yeah sure' expression on his face.

''What ever you say Daddy.'' He purred out to me, making my cock twitch in my pants as he grabbed a hand basket and scurried off towards the snack section.

''Oh god,'' I groaned, running a hand over my face before quickly getting what I needed from the store, paying for it, and bringing it to the car. I walked back into the store and grabbed a basket. I got all the ingredients for what I planned on making for diner.

It wasn't going to be anything fancy, since literally all I can cook are the basics. I met up with him by the chip section where I spotted him standing in front them debating on which one to get.

Before he could decided I quietly walked over to him and slipped my hands around his waist from behind, loving how much of a perfect fit it was, as I let my lips land on his neck.

He didn't tense up, not even for a second, so I smiled and pressed my lips to his cheek. ''I thought I told you only ten things.'' I chided as I glanced over at the basket he had replaced the hand basket with. It was filled to the brim with stuff.

''You did?'' He asked in an innocent voice. ''I'm sorry, guess I didn't hear you.'' He said turning in my arms and kissing my lips.

''Sure you didn't.'' I laughed, letting my hands travel down his back until they rested on his perfectly shaped ass that I groped roughly. ''You're lucky I love you.'' I said, glancing at the basket again. He beamed up at me, mumbling something against my lips as he kissed me again.

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''This isn't love!'' Tommy screamed at me. I rolled my eyes and continued putting the food up.

''This is tough love.'' I told him as he stood there pouting at me. ''If I give you all that junk food now you're just going to ruin your appetite, you can have it after diner.''

''Adam.'' He groaned out. I watched as he made an even sadder face than a few moments ago. I walked over to him, gripping his hips with my hands as I pulled him in for a kiss.

''You'll live.'' I told him when we separated. I kissed his forehead and laughed when he wiped my kiss away. ''That's not nice!'' I yelled after him as he walked into the main room.

I finished putting all of the extra stuff up and got the food ready. Chopping up the vegetables so it could marinate in the pot with the broth. After a while, Freya came in insisting on helping me, which I was silently grateful for because I really didn't want to fuck this up.

She said she could finish it up, so I left the kitchen and went to look for Tommy. After searching practically everywhere I found him on the back deck sitting on the stairs. I took a seat next to him, wrapping my arm around his shoulders and pulling him into my chest.

He nuzzles his head in between my neck and shoulder.

''Your house is breath taking.'' He said. I smiled.

''This is honestly the longest amount of time I've spent here.'' I admitted to him.

''I like it here. Can we stay forever?'' He murmured, leaning more into my embrace. I placed a kiss to his temple, wrapping my arm around him tighter.

''What ever you want, kitty.'' I said, hearing him make a purring sound before a comfortable silence settled between us. I scooped him up and made my way over to one of the lounge chairs. I layed down, letting him lay on my chest as I took the light blanket that covered the back of the chair and spread it across us both.

I ran my fingers through his hair as his breathing evened against mine and he snuggled against me.

It was about thirty minutes later that Freya came out to tell me that the food was ready, but she said she'd bring it out since 'we looked to adorable to disturb'. She went back in the house to get the food.

''Time to get up babe.'' I whispered into Tommy's ear and he began to stir on my chest. ''What'd you dream about?" I asked him when he opened his beautiful brown eyes and stared up at me.

''Candy.'' He answered honestly, making me laugh. We got up and moved over to the small table by the stairs, sitting down just as Freya came with the food.

''Gracias.'' I thanked her as she sat the food down on the table. She smiled and went to go pack her stuff up to leave since her shift had ended like two hours ago but she stayed to help me.

''This is delicious,'' Tommy said as he took a bite of the food.

''Better than candy?'' I asked, smiling at him.

''Don't push it.'' He warned, frowning playfully before a smile took over his features.

We ate, and talked, and fought a bit when he stole some of my food from my plate. I really had to thank Freya again when she came in tomorrow. This food wouldn't have came out half as good as it did if it was just me cooking.

''Let me.'' I said, when he went to reach for the plates. I gathered them up and went to the kitchen to put them in the dish washer.

''Okay, I have a surprise for you.'' I said, taking his hand in mine as we walked up the stairs.

''Really?'' He asked.

''No,'' I said, after thinking about it for a minute. ''But you'll like it anyway so it doesn't matter.'' He laughed and I felt his soft lips land on my cheek. When we stopped and I opened my room door there was a loud scream and I watched in amusement as his eyes lit up, before he ran towards the junk food filled bed and jumped in like a little kid.

After we got home, and I hid all of the candy that we bought at the store, I had Freya go to the store and basically clean out all of the snack aisles. I walked over to the bed and jumped on top of him. He pulled me down for a kiss.

''This isn't all.'' I said, seeing his eyes light up even brighter. I smiled, uncontrollably. I reached over his head and grabbed the remote off the night stand before pressing the TV button. The entire wall left of the bed lit up. I pressed on Netflix, and it opened up immediately to the horror movie category since that's what I set it to.

I looked down at him to see him watching me admiringly. ''Did I tell you that I love you?'' He asked. I laughed.

''Say it again.'' I said, placing kisses all over his face.

''I love you more than candy and guitars.'' He said.

''Really?'' I asked, pulling back to look into his eyes. He smirked.

''Well maybe not more than guitars, but you're getting there.'' He said jokingly, making me roll my eyes before kissing him again.

~~~~~

''Favorite memory?'' Tommy asked, entangling his legs with mine on the bed. Before we started to watch the movies I wrapped up all the snacks in the blanket, and of course Tommy freaked out for a second, thinking I was about to throw them away or something.

But after seven straight hours of watching horror movies we deciede to take a break. So he was now cuddled into my side letting his fingers trail over the lightly freckled skin of my chest as we went back and forth asking each other questions.

''Our shower this morning.'' I answered making him laugh and no doubt blush as well.

''Okay, favorite non-sexual memory.'' He corrected. I thought for a minute, my mind was racing. Every moment with him was my favorite memory.

''That night when you came into my hotel room, when I couldn't sleep. And we did excatly what were doing now; wathching scary movies and eating junk food.'' I answered after a while.

''Why?'' He asked, grabbing my hand and starting to trace lines across it with his fingers. This I didn't need to think about at all, the answer was clear, it would always be clear to me.

''Because that was the night I fell hard in love with you.'' I told him. It was silent for a while, I felt a warm liquid hit my chest and I pulled Tommy up into a sitting position as I sat up as well and wiped his tears away.

''It's okay.'' I said kissing his lips softly, bringing my hands around his waist to pull him onto my lap.

''I know,'' He said. ''I love you so much, Adam. You have no idea how much I love you and everyday, with every word you say you make me fall deeper in love with you.'' He pressed his lips to mine again.

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I don't know how long we stayed up, but after a while we both dozed off. My eyes opened to the sun streaming in from the window.

I wrapped my arms tighter around him as I felt him move a bit.

He was lieing comfortable on my chest. I looked down to see the sun lighting up his olive toned face perfectly.

He's beautiful.

He's mine.

And I'm so grateful for him. I wish we could stay like this. Just me and him like this. I let my fingers brush across his face lightly, moving his hair to the side.

That's exactly what I want, I want us and I want us forever.

I watched as his eyes fluttered open and the sun illuminated his mesmerizing honey brown eyes. He tiltled his head up slightly and I leaned down letting my lips connect with his.

''Marry me,'' I whispered agaisnt his lips. ''Marry me and be my pretty kitty forever.''

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