I'm Sorry; Trust Me

*Adam P.O.V.*

I smiled as I watched uncertainty cover his adorable face. ''Are you sure?'' He asked again, for about the third time. I laughed, nodding my head.

''Yes, Tommy. I'm sure. You and Isaac need bonding time, I understand that. I won't mind spending a night alone, I've done it before.'' I assured him. I guess he thought I'd be mad at him for not wanting to room with me tonight, but I was perfectly fine with him staying with Isaac.

Actually I was quite happy that he had made plans to stay with Isaac. It's not that I didn't want to room with him, it's just that I didn't want to end up losing my control and pushing him further than he was ready to go. I promised him I'd take it slow, and I really want to keep that promise.

''Okay then. It's just for tonight though, then tomorrow it's you and I.'' He said with a cheery smile on his face. He leaned up wrapping his arms around my neck as he quickly enveloped me in an unexpected kiss. I kissed him back, gently nibbling at his bottom lip asking for entrance as my arms linked around his slim waist pulling him into me more.

He pulled away though, smiling at me as he shook his head. ''I have a suprise for you!'' He said happily. ''But your not getting it until we're alone.'' I smirked at his words, leaning down to attempt another kiss before I was pulling back at the sound of an annoyed voice.

''Speaking of being alone!'' Isaac whined glaring lightly at the two of us. ''We're in an airport bathroom okay? And we're not going to a romantic getaway, we're going to work.'' He added playfully. ''Now, no offense boss but your hogging my Tommy time.'' He said walking over to us and grabbing a handful of Tommy's hair as he pulled him from my embrace and proceeded to drag a complainig Tommy from the restroom. I laughed shaking my head.
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*Tommy P.O.V.*

''Dude! Hair!'' I yelled swatting his hands away as we left the restroom.

''Guys can you do me a favor?'' Ashely asked as she walked up to us. She was dressed in her blue cloud covered pajama bottoms and a black tank with a matching hoodie over it. Her outfit basically mimicked mine except my pajama bottoms were faded and grey. Everyone was dressed exactly how they crawled out of bed this morning for our early flight.

I guess Adam changed the flight time in hopes of the airport being less crowded with papparazzi. Boy was he wrong. This place is swarming with them. Adam told me before we left the hotel that he thought it was best that we keep our distance in public for a while. We had our first small argument after those words left his lips.

I've told him so many times that I didn't give a fuck about what anyone has to say about us. I only care about him and I; screw everyone elses opinion. Anyway that's why we had to go to the restroom just to have a freaking moment and Isaac tagged along to draw the suspicion away. I sighed, letting the stressing thoughts leave my head.

''Sure, anything Ash.'' I said. She stepped up really close to us, which was kind of funny because she had to stand on the tip of her toes to make her height match ours.

''I really really really want a mocha from the store but all the paparrazi are blocking the way.'' She said, looking at us with puppy dog eyes. Just as I was about to cave in Isaac spoke.

''And your point is? Last time I checked you we're tryna castrate me for falling into your bed on accident.'' I scoffed in attempt to hide my laugh. I placed my hand on Isaac's shoulder pulling him along before Ash killed him.

''Isaac man, I love you but your stupid as hell.'' I said erupting in laughter as he glared at me. He flipped me off.

''Just keep laughing, she's going to make you her bitch.'' He joked.

''As appealing as that sounds, I'm already someones bitch.'' I said to him with a wink. He pretended to gag.

''Okay, TMI dude, TMI.'' Our conversation died down as we made it closer to the papparazzi. I tried to zone out all of their invasive questions and very rude comments they were yelling. We made it back to Ash and gave her the mocha she asked for. Since we were all walking zombies we decieded to get ourselves one and Adam as well.

I tried to sit next to him, but he made Isaac sit in between the two of us as he gave me an apologetic smile. I scoffed and rolled my eyes at him as I felt a sting of pain invade my body. I know he was only trying to protect me but in my opinion he was taking it a bit over board. I mean we could've at least sat next to each other, I just wanted to be near him.

I was still mad at him once we made it on the plane so I ignored him. Which caused Isaac to get mad at the both of us because our seats were infront of Adam and Ash's so everytime Adam spoke to try'n get my attention he disturbed Isaac's nap.

''That's it!'' Isaac yelled quietly after he could'nt take it anymore. ''I'm going to sleep in the bathroom. Get your shit together guys.'' He left the seat next to me and before I could blink Adam was there next to me giving me a soft smile. I shook my head at him turning to stare out the window.

''I know that you're mad at me Tommy, but I didn't think it would have hurt you. And if for one second I thought it would've I would have thought of something else. I'm only trying to protect you.'' He sighed, and I could see him shaking his head from the corner of my eye. He let out a sigh and placed his face in his hands. ''I'm so sorry Glitterbaby. I'm truly sorry.'' He said picking his face up and taking my hand in his.

I looked at him and stared deep into his hazel blue eyes. It was clear that he felt bad for how it all played out. But even if he never meant to make me feel hurt he shouldn't have been so okay with a plan that had us pretending that we didn't give two fucks about each other.

''I want you to kiss me, Adam.'' I told him as I turn a bit in my seat. He looked at me in shock for a minute but then his features suddenly went stoic. I felt disapointment and hurt hit me hard.

He didn't want to kiss me in public?

Half the people on the plane were asleep and the other half we're occupied with head sets and tablet screens, so I didn't think it would be that big of a deal to ask for a kiss. I'm not stupid, if he wants me to be careful about us then I can do that but only if it means that we don't have to shove the truth into a huge dark bag everytime we're in open space. I'm okay with being discrete but I'm not okay with him depriving me of himself. It's not right, and I don't like it.

''Here?'' He asked quietly. I looked at him for a second before turning and facing the window again.

''No, in hell you asshole.'' I muttered under my breath. He must have heard me, becuase not a second later he was chiding me for my language. I laughed to myself; the nerve of him.

''Calm down Tommy--''

''Kiss me Adam.'' He opened his mouth as if he was about to object but I silenced him quickly. ''Now.'' I demanded. We both stared at each other for a while and just as I was about to give up and turn away from him I felt his hand on my cheek. He leaned over and gently placed his lips to mine. A quiet moan escaped my lips. I won't ever get used to his kisses; they're amazing. Our lips moved together in a slow sync. He pulled away after a while, resting his forhead agaisnt mine.

''Come with me.'' He whispered before getting up and walking through the ailses I stood up quickly, and carefully walked after him. I watched as he stopped infront of the bathroom door and pulled it open. A smile spread across his face and he gestured me over. I went to stand by his side and as I peeked in the restroom I had to cover my mouth when I almost burst into laughter. Isaac was seated on the toilet -fully clothed, of course- with his head leaned back against the wall. His mouth hanging slightly open and you could hear small snores escaping.

I walked in and punched his shoulder hard. He snapped back into reality with a grunt. ''The seats yours Tissac.'' I said, mocking him. He stood up in his groggy state and roughly pulled at my hair before I detached his hand from it.

''Don't fuck in the bathroom.'' I heard him mutter as he made his way out. I laughed. Before I could even turn around I heard the door shut and Adam had conered me against the wall. His hands found their way to the back of my thighs and he lifted me up; I wrapped my legs around his waist and did the same with my arms to his neck.

Adam's lips were on mine in a heartbeat. Completely controling my mouth as he wasted no time in gaining entrance. I moaned into his mouth as he started to slowly grind on me sending sparks through my body. I'm glad he was holding me because if he hadn't been I'm sure that I'd be weak in my knees right now. His mouth left mine and immediately went to my neck, placing soft kisses before he let his teeth scrape over the delicate skin.

I bit my lip to supress a very loud moan, letting my fingers grip onto his hair as he started sucking at my neck. ''More...'' I moaned out as the tightness in my pants started to become unbearable. The friction wasn't enough, and the way he was making me feel had me going crazy. I needed more, just a little more.

I felt his hands tighten on my thighs and suddenly I was being placed on a hard surface. He pulled back to look at me with his beautiful hazel blue eyes as I continued to take in low breaths of air. I could see the lust clouding his eyes and I can't help but admit that he looked sexy as fuck. ''Do you trust me?'' He asked with a husky voice. I nodded my head not trusting my voice at the moment.

''Adam?'' I questioned as his hands made their way to my pants and he proceeded to pull them down along with my briefs. His eyes met mine and he smiled reassuringly.

''Trust me, baby.'' He said. I let a nervous sigh leave my lips before leaning up slightly and letting him unclothe me. I didn't feel as insecure or as nervous as I thought I would, being completely exposed to Adam.

My thoughts turned to mush as an indescribable heat enveloped my member. I bit down on my tongue trying to keep quiet, letting my fingers rake through his hair as he took me all the way into his mouth. I could'nt described what I was feeling. One minute I wanted to moan out in ectasy when I felt his fingers dig into my inner thighs pulling a few groans from me.

When he looked up at me I could see the warning of 'quiet' in his eyes. But it was so hard. I could'nt help the sounds that left my lips; it was so hard to control what he was making me feel. His mouth left my now throbbing member. I was so close, yet before I could whine he started to slowly stroke me and his lips fell upon mine. I tightened my arms around his neck, and he deepened the kiss as his hand started to move quicker.

By this point I was practically panting in his mouth. ''Adam...Adam.'' I cried out when I felt it all start to push me further into euphoria. He kissed my neck sweetly adding onto the endless bliss.

''It's okay baby, just let go.'' He cooed to me. The sound of his voice echoing those words to me in my hazy lust clouded state just knocked me over the edge. I've never came so hard in my life, and never has it felt this incredible. I was panting quietly trying to come down from my high as Adam patiently kissed my face trailing kisses from my jawline to my neck.

He helped clean me up when I was calmer, helping me fix my clothes as well. When I stood up I was pulled into a breath taking kiss. I looked up into sparkling hazel blue eyes and smiled. He looked like he was about to say something but before he could I leaned up and connected our lips. He didn't have to say anything. I forgive him.

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*Adam P.O.V.*

A frustrated sigh left my lips as I contiued to toss and turn. I gave up and just settled for staring at the stars out the window. I never got sleep in hotels, I don't even know why I still try. I picked my phone up off the the nightstand and put my headphones in. Scrolling through my phone I hit play on my recent playlist, and layed my head back on the pillow as I closed my eyes.

I didn't go to sleep; just zoned out for a while. It could'nt have been more than thirty minutes later that I felt someones hand gently run over my cheek. I opened my eyes and smiled happily when they were met with beautiful vibrant brown ones.

''You're awake.'' He whispered softly, leaning down to kiss me.

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A/N

We all need to take a moment of silence to give praise to the AMAZING man that is Adam Lambert. Oh my good, he is my reason for life! How much are you all loving his new album??

**Vote if its the best thing you've ever heard!!
**Comment your favorite songs and how badly you freaked out in excitement when you heard them!!!

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