Chapter 5
I stared open mouth at his previous space with bulging eyes.
He's a lone wolf??? But what...how..why was he in the party then? How did he get in?
Its clear to me now why he rejected me....because he despise people in packs.
But did he seriously think that I would have been a long wolf just like him?
He's delusional and dangerous!
Thank goddess he rejected me cause my pack hate disobedience and if I were to ever be seen with someone out of the pack then there will be serious consequences to my action.
The wind blew harshly making me close my mouth in an instant. The bitterness of my vomit has me sprinting to the back of my house to wash my mouth.
I rinse my mouth a couple of times before I go up to my room and headed straight to the bathroom.
Opening the bathroom door i grab the Listerine and gurgle it in my mouth before I rinse it.
I relive myself of my clothes and walked into the shower turning the nod to warm as I step aside for the hot water to fall before going under the warm water.
I sighed when the water touched my body and in an instant i was on the floor, curled up in a ball as I cried.
I cried for being so stupid, I cried for agreeing to go to that party, I cried for the pup growing inside of me, I cried for the rejection, I cried for my parents....my real parents that is.
I completely broke down and I didn't regret it cause even the strongest warrior needs a shoulder to cry on sometimes.
I needed this....I have to get everything out so that I wouldn't break down in hysterics tomorrow in school.
Everyone probably know about me and Parker right now...after all he has a solid reputation to keep up with.
I don't even know how to react when I see him tomorrow.
Is he going to embarrass me? tell his friends what happened between us? That he took advantage of my drunken state!?
But its not his fault at all...its mine cause I was so stupid to go back into the party and drink my problems away.
I was the one who didn't put a stop to it, I was the one who couldn't control their feelings, I'm the one who couldn't keep their legs closed, I'm the one who gave into temptations.....I'm the one who love Parker....or used to anyways.
I felt like a big asshole to even had a crush on him for so long, denied The taught of him as a typical cliché. You know, when the boy falls in love with the girl he never noticed until one night.
I should've known better but I wanted it...I wanted to get waisted and let him feel the burn of another mans hand on me. I wanted him to come back to me begging for my forgiveness and admit how damn stupid he is for doing that, how much regret he has felt when he do that to me, and how jealous and furious he was when someone put their hands on me.
I always wanted that happy ever after ending that the girls talk about in the hallways.
I wanted to have him begging on his knees for forgiveness for him to just be mines and be so lovey dovey with me in the hallways so I could show him off to everyone and claim his as mine, for him to mark me and call me his.
I shouldn't have fooled myself with this fairy tale shit cause look where it has gotten me!
Disney is the reason behind all these violence today, cause since from young they had taught you about finding him about getting that fairy tale you oh so deserve.
If its anything that I've learnt from these past few days Is that this world will chew you up and spit you out like garbage.
I laughed darkly to myself. "What a world we live in" I said to myself.
My voice is raspy and barley audible.
I sighed as I raked my hands threw my dry hair.
I looked down at my belly and just stared at it, "What am I going to do with you?" I asked as I rubbed my tummy gently still staring at my stomach.
It hasn't even grown an inch and still looks like I work out.
"Honey are you home?" I heard my mom called from down stairs.
'Right here' I wanted to say but my voice wasn't having it so I decided to actually bathe instead of just sitting down completely nude crying and worrying.
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"Are you hungry?, you haven't really eaten since you told us about your pregnancy" my mother asked as worried filled her face.
Dad cleared his throat, "Are you sure you are pregnant cause other than the vomiting...I don't see no other sings" he said with a hint of hesitation.
I sighed but nod anyways, "Yes I'm sure I'm pregnant and i was just thinking that's why I wasn't eating much" I said shrugging.
Mom walked into the kitchen bring out our main course for the night seeing as the table had already been packed with food and desert.
My mouth watered at the sight of food and only then did I noticed how hungry I truly was.
With out a second taught i pulled everything on my plate as I eat anything my hands get on.
I moaned at the taste of the cheese cake melting to perfection on my tongue.
My taste buds sizzled with flavour as I devour the turkey leg and eat the mashed potatoes greedily.
I Chuck down the apple juice and take some Spanish rice on my plate with beef stew.
"Oh" I moaned again. "This is the life" I say before placing down the spoon on the table and unbutton my pants button and leaned back in my chair.
A pleased smile was spread across my face in a cheeky way.
"I see you have enjoyed" my father said to the head of the table as mom caressed his hand with a smile on her face.
I looked around the table to see it in an complete mess as mom and dad just had a small proportion of food on their plate.
An embarrassed blush covered my face as I awkwardly smile. "Sorry I just didn't realized how much I-" I started to say but my father cut me off.
"Its alright and you are eating for two so its completely okay" he said with a smile of happiness on his face.
I stared at them weirdly. "And you are okay with this?" I asked even though he just said it but I wanted confirmation.
I didn't give him time to answer as I fired another question at them. "I taught you were disappointed in me so what changed? Do you want me to have this baby?" I asked but even if they didn't want a baby I wasn't giving mines away.
They just sat their staring at me, no emotions displaying just their eyes staring intently into my soul.
"What?" I snapped but instantly felt guilty when they flinched. "Sorry but you were staring and not saying anything" I apologized.
"Its okay and after we left we have taught about your situation and realise how we should support you instead of arguing" she said as a dad nod in agreement and played with her wedding ring.
A huge sigh escaped me as relief course through my whole body.
"Thank god" I said unable to not stop myself from smiling.
"Good and since that topic is cleared we have came up with a solution for you and the baby" she said immediately getting my attention quick.
"What are you talking about?" I asked utterly confused.
"We don't think its a good idea to...how to say this?" She asked.
"We think you should drop out of school"
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Hiii guys!
Okay so I will start by saying that I'm not going to give any hints in this story.
And in case your wonder who haven grey, parker Lane and kyle is then this is them.
{Parker Lane}
Played by: Matthew Noszka
{Haven Grey}
Played by: Carmine Signorelli
{Kyle}
Played by: Brandon Logie
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