Have you ever felt like you hurt people no matter what you do?
You cause pain when you leave and pain when you stay,
You cause trouble when you get involved and trouble when you don't.
You're always caught in between decisions that have the same outcome, one you would rather avoid at all costs. It gives a feeling of being trapped, you don't really have a choice, or at least that's what it feels like.
You feel like poison, like you infect every situation, hurting yourself and others around. Your mind races trying too figure out how too fix it. When you relizes you can't, you stop.
Your thoughts, they stop. You reach for the nearest relief, but even that gives a negative outcome.
You lay awake, wanting the night too steal you away as the numb feeling starts too consume you. Instead you lay awake, trying too find a solution on how too stop hurting the people around you, the people you love.
When the sun rises, a whisper is heard as the rays stroke your face...
"It's not hurt they feel, it's worry"