"Please don't ask if I'm okay.

I might be something stupid,

Like open up to you.

And I'm really tired of getting close

To people people and watching

Them leave me like im nothing."

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Jungkook's POV:

"Darling, V's gone.. he's dead." Doctor Park said to Jimin.

No.. this can't be true.

"STOP LYING! V CANT BE DEAD!" I yelled kicking the chairs outside the emergency rooms.

"Calm down please.. I'm sorry.. He couldn't survive anymore.." She mumbled.

"JUNGKOOK CALM DOWN PLEASE! IM SAD AND IM GETTING FRIGHTENED. STOP PLEASE." Krisha yelled and cried in the corner.

"Just shut up!" I yelled.

Namjoon and J-hope hugged him but he only cried.

"STOP WITH THE ATTITUDE JUNGKOOK" Jimin yelled.

I ignored it and his presence.

"WHERE IS HE?" I asked the doctor. She started walking away, making a signal to follow her.

We walked in a room, to see someones body being covered by the white blanket.

I covered my mouth and tears came out of my eyes.

The boys and Krisha were behind me.

"V WAKE UP!" I yelled running towards him. I shaked him, "DON'T LEAVE US!" I yelled with tears streaming.

Someone tried to pull me back. I tried to get their grip off me but whoever it was, they were too strong.

"V I KNOW YOU'RE STILL ALIVE! DON'T LEAVE ME.. MOSTLY NAOMI!" I shouted.

Suga let go of me and I ran to him again. I hugged him.

I looked behind me, and saw the boys and Krisha crying.

I pulled the white blanket down, and saw V. He was pale, and not breathing.

He was really dead, and I wish I was dead with him too..

Doctor Park went back in to check on us, "Naomi and Jin has finished their surgery an hour ago. They can wake up anytime. V's kidneys have been transfered to theirs.." she said sadly.

"Where's their rooms?" Krisha asked crying.

Doctor Park cleared her throat. "Go inside the emergency room, and look for 809 and 810. They're right next to each other" she said.

"Thank you.." J-Hope said bowing while crying.

We were about to leave until Doctor Park grabbed Jimin's wrist.

I looked at her, "Yes?" He asked. She was holding two letters.

"Give this to Naomi and Jin. Thank you.." she handed it to me and left.

Naomi's POV:

I woke up looking at a light shining on me and pain near my pelvis.

"Ouch" I mumbled.

I didn't even realise there was people in my room. I gasped.

It was the boys and Krisha. "How are you feeling?" Jungkook and Krisha asked me.

"I feel a lot of pain.. but I'll be okay." I said.

Someone was missing..

"Is someone missing?" I asked. They all looked at each other.

Tears came out of everyones eyes. "Did I say something?" I asked confused.

"Give it to her Jimin.." Suga said nudging him.

He gave me a letter, at the front it says;

Dear my childhood buddy, best friend for 22 years and first and last love.

I started reading in my head.

Dearest Naomi, you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. Keep smiling, because you look ugly not smiling. You must be wondering to yourself, "Where is V?" or "How am I still alive when one of my kidney organs are dead?". Well, I donated my kidneys to you and Jin. Doctor Park told me that you both needed kidneys or else you and Jin would die. Of course, I won't let that happen. I'd rather give you and my best friends everything I have to keep you both in this world. Your life is so precious, spend it wisely and fun with the boys, your family and mostly Jimin. I know he loves you so much. Whenever you need me, close your eyes and think of me. Remember, I am still in your heart. My kidneys are now yours. Look after them, also yourself. Be kind to the others. Know that I'll always be listening to your wishes, confessions and prayers. I love you so much. Listen to my heart. You'll always be my first, and last love. Love from, Taehuggy xx

I was crying. "What's this letter suppose to mean!? And where is he?" I yelled at everyone.

"Baby.. Taehyung is dead. He sacrificed his life for yours and Jins.." Jimin told me.

He was about to hug me, but I pushed him off. This was my fault. I wanted to die, I'd rather be with V, than stay in this shit society.

I've suffered 7 years without him, now I am about to suffer a lifetime without him..

I took of the things connected on my body and walked out.

Someone hugged me from the back, it was Jimin.

"You'll get more sick.. please don't leave. It's going to be okay.." Jimin said to me.

I felt so stubborn, because this is all my fault. "Yeah, because it's not happening to you" I replied and left the room.

I had troubles walking. I asked one of the receptionists where V's room was.

"Hello, do you know where my friend V's room is? Also known as Kim Taehyung?" I asked the receptionist lady in the emergency department.

"Room 417" she said rudely. Wow, I didn't even bother saying thank you.

I finally found the room.. Will I have the guts to see him dead?

I opened the door, and saw a while blanket covering someone.

I slowly went closer, and also removed the white blanket.

I saw V. My best friend and also first love, is gone.

"V WAKE UP!" I yelled. "I THOUGHT YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME.. YOU PROMISED ME AGAIN WHEN WE FIRST MET AFTER 7 YEARS!" I shouted with tears running down my face.

I hugged him, hoping he will wake up and just hug me back, telling me to stop crying. Like he usually does.

"NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND ME LIKE YOU DO" I hugged him.

I prayed, "Please, let a miracle happen and just let my best friend live. Please, let him stay by my side." I asked.

My tear fell down on his chest.

I left, and went to the top of the hospital building. I felt the fresh air hit me.

I wanted to jump off the building. I was about to until someone stopped me.

Jimin's POV:

I felt upset that she's really depressed.

After she left her room, Suga said something.

"Can't you see? She's not okay, in fact, shes far from okay." He said standing up and following her.

We followed Suga. We saw Naomi enter V's room. It hurts to see her struggling to walk, and being depressed.

She must love her best friend so much. We listened to what she had to say to V.

She was shouting words, yelling things.

"I THOUGHT YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME.. YOU PROMISED ME AGAIN WHEN WE FIRST MET AFTER 7 YEARS!" I heard Naomi shout.

She opened the door to see us outside at V's room. Her eyes were red. It broke my heart.

"Excuse me for a minute" she said and passed through.

"Jimin, follow her in case she does something stupid, Jungkook and Krisha, stay here in V's room in case a doctor wants to bring him into a different room while Suga, J-hope and I will go visit Jin and tell him what's going on" Namjoon said.

We all nodded and I followed wherever she was going. I tried not getting caught though.

She was going to the rooftop of the hospital building.

I realised what she was going to do, she was about to jump.

My eyes widened and I yelled, "NAOMI STOP!".

Naomi turned to my direction. "If I jumped, the earth would still spin, the sun would still shine, the stars would glow, the rain will still pour, so why not?" She said.

I ran to her and pulled her in my arms. "You don't realise don't you? If you jumped, my life will become a blur, my world won't spin, my heart wont beat, and the universe will come crashing down on the boys and I" I said crying.

Naomi looked at me sadly. "I'm sorry.. I'm just really upset. I love you.."

I smiled while crying, "Its okay. I love you more."

Jin's POV:

I woke up with a sharp pain. The door barged open and it startled me.

"Mianhe!" Namjoon said closing the door quietly once J-hope and Suga came inside.

"Where's the others?" I asked.

"That doesn't matter right now hyung. This matters" Suga said handing me a letter.

On the front, it says;

Dear Jin. The pink princess, hyung and eomma.

I looked at the boys for a while and they nodded their heads.

I read the letter out loud.

Dearest Jin hyung, thank you for being the best older brother, Eomma, good listener and best friend to me. If you didn't know, I donated my two kidneys to you and Naomi. Look after it well. Look after the other kids well, like how you look after me. I'll always be there when you need me, just close your eyes. I love you eomma/pink princess! Love, Alien V.

I didn't get the point of the letter. He gave his kidneys??

"What's this suppose to mean?" I asked. They looked at me sadly. "Hyung.. V is dead." J-hope mumbled.

I felt everything in my world came crashing down.

"WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN?" I shouted.

They tried to calm me down but the tears wouldn't stop.

Taehyung..

J-hope got a call from Jungkook.

"V WHAT!?" J-hope shouted.

Jungkook's POV:

It was Krisha and I here in V's room. It's really depressing and quiet.

My closet hyung is next to me, but dead. If I could of done something to save you, I would.

"I'm sorry for pushing you away and getting mad at you earlier" I said guilty. "Whatever, just shut up." Krisha snapped at me.

Pain hit me again. As much as I wanted to cry, I couldn't. Why? Because I was too busy crying earlier, that no more tears could come out.

Even if I was upset and depressed.

Krisha's POV:

I really miss Taehyung. It must be so hard on the boys, and mostly Naomi unnie.

I wish shes okay. I'm really worried about Naomi and Jin..

Jungkook started a conversation. "I'm sorry for pushing you away and getting mad at you earlier".

I was really mad at him. "Whatever, just shut up" I said. I faced away from him and cried.

Doctor Park came in, "We have some news for you about V."

V?