Broken Heart
Naomi's POV:
I heard everyone knocking on my door and telling me to let them in.
I can't face Jimin.
My face was hideous, there were tissues everywhere in the room, everything was just a mess.
I smudged my mascara.
I heard V shouting at Jungkook to get the keys to my room.
Shit.
They managed to unlock the knob, but they couldn't get past the door.
Everything heavy was blocking it.
In case they barge inside my room, I faced the other way not facing the bed and put my blanket over my head.
They all barged in the room and a tear escaped my eyes.
"Naomi, get up please." V said patting my back.
The blanket was still over my head.
"N-no, leave me a-alone." I said with a sad voice and started crying again.
"Is this about Jimin?" V asked.
No shit, Taehyung..
When I heard his voice, I broke into thousands of pieces.
"Y-yeah. I mean I'm upset on how he can replace me. I waited for him for four years hoping he would come back telling me he misses me and that his health is better than before. But no, he comes back saying he's getting married and it hurts. It hurts knowing that it's not me." I said tearing up.
I let go of the blanket on my head to show my face.
I thought V was only in the room, I was wrong. I saw the boys and Krisha standing on the door and Jimin at the back of Jungkook.
Did he really hear what I said?
"I'm going to wash my face." I said going past everyone, including my heart breaker.
I went downstairs to the music room and started playing my favorite song on the piano.
It was Stay by Rihanna.
I started singing.
All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air, said, "Show me something,"
He said, "If you dare, come a little closer."
Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now, tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you know.
Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay
It's not much of a life you're living
It's not just something you take–it's given
Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now, tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you know.
Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay.
Ooh, ooh, ooh, the reason I hold on
Ooh, ooh, ooh, 'cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving
'Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving.
Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay, stay.
I want you to stay, oh.
I finished singing and someone clapped behind me.
I saw Jimin. "You were amazing."
Lies. Get the fuck away from me.
"Thanks" I said avoiding eye contact.
Before I left, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a hug.
"I'm sorry. I know I promised to always love you and I did. I still love you though but I can't break my fiancé's heart when we're already engaged." Jimin said.
What he said really made me upset.
He 'did' love me..
Not anymore. I'm just a memory.
"Can you do me a favour? My wedding is in one month. Do you mind playing the song 'Wedding Dress' by Taeyang on the piano when my fiancé walks in the church please? It'll mean a lot, best friend" he smiled.
I wanted to cry on the spot but I held back my tears.
He was no longer mine.
'Best friend'. Thats all I'll ever be. But we were lovers, in my eyes.
Thats the problem, im just his best friend.
"S-sure.." I said faking a smile and holding my tears.
It was too hard.
I saw V looking at us through the glass door.
The music room has glass doors so anyone can hear or see whats going on.
"Thank you!" Jimin hugged me.
I hugged back and saw the boys and Krisha looking at me through the glass.
My tears fell but I wiped them quickly so Jimin couldn't see.
We walked to the front door.
"I should go visit my fiancé since shes lonely in my house right now. Goodbye! " he smiled.
I waved and closed the door.
I fell and cried.
I saw pairs of eyes on me.
The boys and Krisha came up to me.
"One month and then he will be married.." I mumbled to them with tears running down.
"You didn't have to agree on playing Wedding Dress for the intro song. He is so fucking stupid to ask" Namjoon said.
"I know, but I needed to be a 'best friend' to him. Even if he wont be there for me, I'll always be there for him" I said.
I saw Jungkook, V and Krisha crying.
"Jungkook? V? Krisha? Why are you crying?" I wiped my tears.
"I-it just hurts seeing you like this. We're a family remember? We feel what you feel." V mumbled.
We all had a group hug.
"I'm sorry to ruin your day."
They smiled. "You never ruin our day."
Jimin's POV:
I heard everything Naomi said when she was hurt.
//flashback\\
"Is this about Jimin?" V asked.
"Y-yeah. I mean im upset on how he can replace me. I waited for him for four years hoping he would come back telling me he misses me and that his health is better than before. But no, he comes back saying he's getting married and it hurts. It hurts knowing that it's not me." She said.
//end of flashback\\
That really broke my heart.
Seeing her like this really hurt my heart knowing its my fault.
I remembered something that Suga told me when everyone was gone.
//flashback\\
"You really broke her heart. Im disappointed in you.." Suga said.
"Hyung.. I get this feeling where I want to be with Naomi and stay with her forever. I feel like, I still love her. But I have learned to love Daniella." I said.
Suga sighed.
"If you loved the first one, you would of never fallen in love with the second. When I say Naomi, what comes into your mind? Describe it." Suga said.
"When I hear Naomi's name, the words that come up are beautiful, love, gorgeous, sweetheart, namsan locks, promises, forever" I said.
"Okay. What do you think of when I say Daniella? Describe it."
"When I hear Daniella's name, I think of beautiful, company, persuaded, convinced." I said.
//end of flashback\\
The feeling with Naomi's was different with Daniella's.
I was confused, I didn't even know anymore.
Krisha's POV:
Naomi's birthday is coming up.
"Naomi's birthday is coming up in two days" I said to the boys.
Naomi is in her room resting.
"April 19?" J-hope asked.
V nodded.
"We should throw her a surprise party!" Suga fangirled.
"No Suga, we're going to fix the decorations when shes here" Jin said with sarcasm.
I laughed. Suga is so stupid now a days.
"Why don't you guys do a performance for her?" I asked.
The boys looked at each other and smiled.
"Sure. Why not?" V said.
"Is Jimin going to perform with us?" J-hope asked.
I froze. I never thought of that.
"If he wants to be" Namjoon said.
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