21 | BROKE HIS HEART
EMILY'S POV:
I was about to start my car but then it wasn't starting. I tried again and again but nah, it wasn't working. I got out of my car to check what was wrong. I checked back and forth but.......wait, the tyre is punctured. Damn, how is my life so shit? I kicked the car in anger. It's already dark outside.
The same exact time, a car appeared. It was Jason.
"Get in." He said.
He already went, didn't he? I saw him going in his car 10 minutes ago. Why is he here again? It's fishy. Wait, what if he set this thing up so that I can go in his car? I didn't expect him to use such cheap trick.
"You punctured my car so that you could pick me up, didn't you? See, it's really looking like someone had stabbed the tyre a thousand times. That's so low of you, Jason. I didn't expect that. Just because I didn't say I like you dosen't mean you will go to this extent." I said angrily, almost shouting at him.
I didn't know why I shouted. It was never my intention to shout at him but everything that happened from morning, I was so stressed and top of that, my car stopped. I vented all my anger on him. My main problem.
He was taken aback by my sudden outburst. I could see him clenching his teeth and his eyes filled with tears though he managed to not let them fall.
"What exactly do you want Emily? Don't you see, I'm trying my best. Whenever I try to stop chasing you, you let me hug you, you let me kiss you, you let me protect you raising my expectations but then why can't you just let me like you? Why? I'm so sick of it Emily. I patiently waited for you this whole time to accept me but the fact that you always doubt my feelings is so disturbing.
You know what I told Ed when he told me to give up on you? I told that 'Emily is a different girl, she is unique, she just needs some time to adjust to these kind of things' but this is too much Emily. I think he is right, I should really give up on you. I guess now it's really Ms. Parker for me.
And let me tell you one more thing, it was not me who punctured your car, it was John. While being taken away by the police, he, for a minute forcefully came out of their hold and punctured your car in anger. You can check the cctv footage if you want, since you won't trust a cheap person like me. I left a while ago, but came back again for you as i knew that after whatever happened you cannot be left alone at night but guess what? You don't want my ride. Nice meeting you, Ms. Parker." He said angrily washing away the tears off his face.
"Jaso-" I was about to say when closed the car door and rode off.
What did you just do? You know better, Emily. My overthinking, I slapped my head. I dropped to my knees and started crying. What is this Emily? You are really stupid, aren't you?
I didn't expect Jason to burst out like this. I thought he was not so serious about it and was just playing around until this morning, when I saw real feelings in his eyes when he looked at me and asked me 'do you trust me Emily?'
But it's just me, I'm scared that I don't want to be heartbroken again, I don't want to be depressed, I dont want to be ordered by my boyfriend, I don't want to be stalked again. I don't want to be hurt again. It's just so terrifying. I know that I'm being stupid right now but I hope someone understands me. But still I'm being selfish right now, I just need someone to talk to. I'll just go to Amelia's but how?
After a minute, I saw Jason's car again. He came back. For me. After I broke his heart. I don't deserve him man. I just don't.
"I might be a jerk for you, but I can't leave a woman on the road at night." He said with a serious face and I got in.
"Where to Ms. Parker?" He asked me. It was not at all sounding good. I wanted him to call me Em.
"Amelia's house." I said.
"Oh, even I'm going there? You don't mind my presence there, right, Ms. Parker?" He said with sarcasm. He was doing it on purpose.
"No, I don't mind it." I shrugged my shoulders.
The whole ride was awkward. It was very uncomfortable. I felt like I'll choke myself from the amount of guilt in my heart. My mind was blank, I broke his heart. He won't really give up on me.......right? Please don't, Jason.
After we reached, I got out of the car and he angrily closed his side of the door and walked to the house. Damn, he is hot when he is angry. Not the time, Em. Okay, I need some Amelia therapy. And I was tensed about the product launch too.
Jason rang the bell and in the meantime, I asked him
"By the way why are you here?" I asked him. How can someone be so perfect in doing things at the wrong time? I should really get an award for it.
He obviously ignored me. I mean, I deserve that.
Edward opened the door and I said "surprise."
The first thing he asked "Why are you guys here?" No one is happy by my presence.
"Oh, I was stressed about tomorrow, so I came for a sleepover with Amelia." I said.
"And I came for the same thing." Jason said. Oh. Okay.
I greeted Amelia and she told me that we have got a new friend, I entered the room only to see a beautiful girl, a little smaller than us but she was really pretty. She looked sad. Damn, I'm not alone.
"Em, this is Lily, Ed's sister and Lily this is my friend Emily." Amelia introduced us to each other.
"Heyo." She said waving to me. I smiled and waved back.
"So, are we having a girls' night?" She asked for which Amelia nodded in a yes.
"Hurray." She said and hugged Amelia. This girl is so cute.
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