mark is shakin with all yo questions
jackson is confused with all yo questions
and i wasn't attacced so i feel good!

ooh also! my best friend who is reading this story right now realized that mark may have hated jackson, but yet, his username was the nickname that jackson gave him irl LMAO

like i literally just noticed that when she said it 😂

warning: none of these questions will affect the plot, meaning those questions directed to jackson talking about mark apologizing, he won't know that mark did apologize after this q&a. nice try spilling the tea but what happens in the q&a, stays in the q&a ((;

now let's answer all this confusion

asked by I_Got_Bambam

._itsjoeytuan: how's life knowing that your OLDER brother, a person you're supposedly supposed to look up to is as mature as a 5 year old

uhm pretty bad, but i dont mind a little brother

asked by IGot7Starlights

._itsjoeytuan: how does it feel having an immature OLDER brother? oh! and can you hit mark for me? thanks

it feels like im the older one?? i would hit mark, but i cant, since his room is still locked and i dont have a key. sorry!

asked by jacksonsidiot

._itsjoeytuan: how do you feel about your brother now? do you think he will ever change his behavior and do you think he has regret what he has done?

i still feel the same way about my brother, meaning i still love him because i lived with him my entire life and i know he's not like this, but i cant lie and say that i am not disappointed in him. and yes he's definitely regretting what he has done and its hard for him but i know he could change his behavior

asked by I_Got_Bambam

peachyJY: how do you honestly feel about mark despite the fact that he stupid af

i honestly feel that mark is a good person deep down inside but he's just blinded by insecurity. and i'll have to admit, jackson would be perfect for him to realize his true self which is the reason why i forced him to go to the concert and also that they looked good together up stage

asked by jacksonsidiot

peachyJY: what do you think will happen to mark? and have you contacted him after what happened?

i dont know what will happen to him, its all up to his his hands what his next action is to fix his actions and i tried contacting him after his brother told me that he thinks mark finally realized what he has done, but mark hasnt answered

asked by I_Got_Bambam

any markson shipper: why did yall think its okay to ship an idol and a hater without doing yo research? eDUcaTe yOurseLveS

marksonisbae: uhm i didnt know he was a hater because people just suddenly started shipping this "markson" and i saw a video on youtube of them on stage together and thought to myself "they look fine as f individually but together, they look like a full on visual power couple so i said hey, why dont i ship markson as well"

asked by I_Got_Bambam

shiningjae: hEllO how are you?

hi i feel dull rn but how are you

asked by I_Got_Bambam

1-800-bxb: why are you so relatable?? 😂😂

idk to be honest. im just a drama addicted person that likes getting their heart hurt with angst. i guess im not the only one.

asked by I_Got_Bambam

i_hate_you_bambam: why you gotta hate on ma boy? tf he do to you? nOTHING

hey! it's not my fault he's a hateable person (;

asked by I_Got_Bambam

deafsoul: who the fuck are you?

your worst nightmare (;

asked by jacksonsidiot

deafsoul: who the fuck are you and why do you enjoy hate so much?

just a person sitting back and watching entertainment

asked by I_Got_Bambam

dabbam: why are you such husband material? come over here and love me

husband material? i dont even have a wife yet.. can i wife you up? (;

(JACKSON)

asked by Muzikislife96

come here hun, let me give you a hug

im coming! i really need a hug

asked by BlackMoonFeelings13

do you know that mark deleted his account because he felt sorry?

he did?

asked by myheartyougotnojams

i want to give you a hug and shower you with presents

please do

asked by PikaWings

did you see mark's post that he tagged you in?

no...

asked by PikaWings

do you know he's sorry?

he is?

asked by k-pop_lover14

do you think you guys would ever make up?

i mean i still love him and i dont know why... it's all up to him if he wants to fix things

asked by I_Got_Bambam

will you ever forgive mark?

if he wants to be forgiven.. it takes time though

asked by I_Got_Bambam

how do you think he feels about what he did?

i mean i lowkey hope he feels like shit just like me. i mean he did say my mv was shit which i worked so hard on so he's basically called me shit but it's whatever

asked by Diamondphantom1

mark apologized and deleted his account and his brother joey says that he won't come out of his room and he keeps sobbing because of the hate and how sorry he is. how does that make you feel? (ily)

is this supposed to be the part where i say i feel bad??? ilyt

asked by I_Got_Bambam

why did you let mark win? you know you are so much stronger than a stupid hater

i was just tired of everything, im sorry

asked by 1-800-bxb

if you see mark's apology, and the fact that he deleted his account and his brother's tweets, would you forgive him?

maybe.. but healing takes time and that's all i need

asked by -ultbambam

WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?! WHY JACK JACK WHY ?!?!

i couldn't handle it, im sorry

asked by -ultbambam

why would you let him win?

its better than hurting

asked by IGot7Starlights

baby don't listen to what haters say! they're just jealous of you. do you need a hug or ice cream to make you feel better?

i just want to feel true love

asked by WAKINGUPLATE

when you coming back to houston, im ready

hopefully very soon

asked by sunnybites

we love you 加油!

i love you too 要健康哦！

asked by bts_has_me_sh00k

top or bottom?

depends on who im doing it with

asked by jacksonsidiot

do you know that mark is sorry for what he did?

is he really sorry though?

asked by jacksonsidiot

have you ever seen joey's comments on your post about his brother?

no i havent seen any comments, i posted the post and immediately deleted my account

asked by jacksonsidiot

will you ever forgive mark for what he did? and do you think you can give him a second chance?

if he's willing to be forgiven and have a second chance then maybe

asked by JacksonsFutureWifey

devote yourself to me right now coz im your future wife 😀 okay? i'll take that as a yes

uhm..okay?

asked by JacksonsFutureWifey

if you had a concert and you saw mark again, how do you feel or react?

leave him in the audience

asked by JacksonsFutureWifey

markson, jackbam, or jackbum? if you didn't know what it means go ask author-nim 😀

i rather not know

asked by marksonisgoals

i hope you are okay love, we love you & please know that mark is sorry💕💕

i'll be okay, i love you

(MARK)

asked by brownhairednerd

on a scale from 1-10, how dead inside are you about this whole thing?

im already dead.

asked by Muzikislife96

why don't you give jackson a chance to be friends at least?

who would want to be friends with a nobody?

asked by BlackMoonFeelings13

deep down, do you like jackson?

i don't know.

asked by myheartugotnojams

you know imma bout to whoop you a$$ if you keep on bein this stupid?

ok i'll leave

i mean, i already left lol. you should stand in line for the people who already want to whoop my ass.

asked by PikaWings

why do you hate jacks, like what's the real reason??

cause i hate myself

asked by PikaWings

did you ever expect things to get this bad?

no and i regret every single moment except being up on that stage with him.

asked by k-pop_lover14

would you give jackson a chance if he tried to reach out to you?

the real question is, will jackson give me a chance if i tried to reach out to him.

asked by sammybush15

do you think you might deep down really love and care about jackson?

i dont know? maybe? i dont know what i feel anymore.

asked by I_Got_Bambam

why did you think it was okay to say shit to a person like that? at what point was it okay for you to hate on someone for no reason at all?

i don't know, i just don't know. i can't believe i've done all of this and i just hate myself so much and i wish i could erase everything and i'm just so sorry.

asked by I_Got_Bambam

how can you live with yourself?

i can't, that's why i hate myself so fucking much

asked by I_Got_Bambam

what if jackson killed himself because of what you said? its people like you who are the reason why no one wants to live on this goddamn planet !! but i really hope you get yourself a therapist

i know. i know. im trying, so goddamn hard to fix all my problems. i will get down on my knees and beg for forgiveness, i'll do whatever it takes. im sorry. im really sorry. and i already have a therapist but im ashamed of exposing all my secrets and insecurities.

asked by I_Got_Bambam

so how ya doin

1000000% fine.

asked by I_Got_Bambam

if i helped you and gave you money, would you go to korea and tell jackson you're sorry in person?

in a heartbeat.

asked by 1-800-bxb

mark i love you so much. im rooting for you. but honey, can you get some therapy lessons. please.

don't love me . i already go to therapy.

asked by wangtuanmarkson

i love you markie mah bae but boiii stob it!

don't love me.

asked by TraumerLiebeDich

how does it feel to have balls that never dropped you bitch ass?

not too good.

asked by IGot7Starlights

what the hell were you thinking?! you obviously didn't think about what could've happened. what if jackson decided to kill himself or something?

i wasn't thinking at all. im so fucking selfish and i cant live with myself.

asked by WAKINGUPLATE

why do you see making other people feel bad, make you feel good like ??

what?? i never made anyone feel bad about my hate? if anything, they just started hating me? i never made jackson feel guilty as well what do you mean? i just made him feel shit about himself which i regret doing because i dont want anyone to experience what i feel and now i just finally realized that and im so goddamn stupid im sorry

asked by sunnybites

why do you hate him from the start? why you still hate him after you meet him??

he was and still is perfect. im not.

asked by sunnybites

*gives you a virtual hug*

*virtual hugs*

asked by Stxy_Clxffxrd

do you need my love?

i dont deserve it

asked by bts_has_me_sh00k

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

a mistake.

asked by Dia1592

why do you hate jackson? is it because you secretly love him? also i love you and take care of your health

idk.. maybe? my feelings are all jumbled up and i don't understand them. please, don't love me and i will try to, please take care of yourself.

asked by jacksonsidiot

mark...i dont even know where to begin with you but.. how are you feeling now?

like shit.

asked by jacksonsidiot

also, you know its not okay to hate on someone so why did you continue it?

yes i know, my insecurities took over me.

asked by jacksonsidiot

have you even thought about what kind of effect hating has on people?

yes i know, i used to host an anti-bullying club. i apologize for all my mistakes.

asked by Anachinn

WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHY DO YOU HATE JACKSON? HE DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG!

everything is wrong with me.

asked by JacksonsFutureWifey

markiepooh dont cry coz of them haters okay? AND MAKE SURE THIS STORY GETS A HAPPY ENDING!!! I LOVE YOU!

im not crying because of the haters..im crying cause i chose to be a hater and hate on someone who literally has done nothing wrong with me and i hate myself even more. its not up to me to have a happy ending, its up to the author

asked by Anachinn

jackson or jacks_hiswang? no picking the or you dummy!

then i pick neither

asked by Motionless_BTS

did you hate on jackson because you felt he was perfect and you could never be like him? you poor thing, you don't deserve the hate, but you shouldn't be hating on others

im used to the hate.

asked by -markmydimsum

BOI WYD

i dont know anymore.

asked by marksonisgoals

do you hate on jackson because you love him?

insecurity.

(JACKS_HISWANG)

asked by Muzikislife96

how do you write such art like omg 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

omg thank you so much!!! like honestly i dont even know tho lmao😂 like it just comes to my head and my brain and fingers cooperate so they just start typing

asked by BlackMoonFeelings13 and DarkWings73

can you plssss do a sequel?? ❤️

so like, remember that hint i was talking about a few chapters back? well like it was just in the tags lmao

(((; enjoy

asked by nezisbangtan

you said i can't attack you so that means i can't attack with my love, author-nim?

nOO! please attack me with your love!

asked by Diamondphantom1

you said you left us on a cliffhanger, so does that mean the story's NOT done???

lmao no, the story is done thats why it says completed😂 but like the overall story plot thingy lmao is not and thats why there is a sequel my dear readers

asked by I_Got_Bambam

you wanna catch this hug

yes please

asked by I_Got_Bambam

yknow i think you're awesome and your the most amazing smol bean ever. i love you with my whole heart and you are the best

gosh what are these tears sliding down my face?? i love you with my whole heart vi!!

#smolbeansforever

asked by I_Got_Bambam

what were any other possible endings to this story

1.) markiepooh was just a made of account for mark to use to show his kids that he teaches in anti bullying club what will happen if you start hating + what it will feel like if people hated on you. jvcks was actually the real mark

2.) your typical happy ending that would've probably made this story like 70 chapters

3.) mark would've just disappeared

asked by I_Got_Bambam

do you have plans for another book 😉

yes the sequel! i have so many other books that i want to do but i feel as if you guys would die if i didnt work on the sequel right away so yes i'll be working on the sequel

asked by MioSasakiMM

can you hug me?

ofc! come here my child

asked by MioSasakiMM

whenwilltheymeetagain?

you gotta wait for the sequel (;

asked by -ultbambam

...

...

asked by -ultbambam

im single.

well hi single! im trash (;

asked by TraumerLiebeDich

why didn't i find you sooner?

at least you found me now! which im glad you did (:❤️

asked by IGot7Starlights

why you messing with my feelings so much

is this supposed to be the part where i say sorry?? (; cause im not woops!

asked by WAKINGUPLATE

why do i love you?

i dont why anyone loves me actually LMAO BUT I LOVE YOU TOO

asked by sunnybites

*gives you a million hearts*

*gives you a trillion hearts*

asked by Dia1592

i both love and live for your books. will there be a sequel to this? what's your real name?

wow omg thank you so much!! i really appreciate your support ((:❤️yes there will be a sequel and joanna is my real name! is dia yours?😂

asked by Imswag14

will you do a second part?

by second part, do you mean sequel? if so, then yes!

asked by lametuan

this ain't a question, but i loved all the characters, especially mark

thank you so much! and hahah yes, i could tell that mark was your favorite just by reading your comments 😂❤️

asked by jacksonsidiot

joanna, i loved this book! although the ending is bittersweet i feel like it's realistic aswell and i like that a lot 💗 i did really love this book and i honestly didn't see this coming. i love you and i loved this book a whole lot too. i hope you enjoyed writing it as much as i enjoyed reading it 💗💗💗 continue to make such great books i know your other books will be amazing too! now for my question, how did you come to think of this ending? are you sad yourself too that it has to end this way?

froukje, thank you so much for all the kind words!😭💜 honestly, your support and my other readers' support has been amazing throughout this entire book and i couldn't ask for better readers! thank you for liking my sad ending😂💗 and yes, of course i loved and enjoyed writing this book so so so so much! i can't wait to write more books and i hope you'll enjoy them! ((:!! now for the ending, i gotta admit, i like messing with people's feelings so as i was washing the dishes, i thought hard about how i should end my story because i didn't have an ending yet, so i thought about it and i realized that a happy ending would be too sudden because i don't want this story to be over 50 chapters, so might as well make it sad and make a sequel. and im definitely not sad because i have so many plans about the sequel, and by the way, the sequel was the other thing i was talking about while talking to you and TraumerLiebeDich (:

asked by Anachinn

attac on @jacks_hiswang

uH! actually go ahead lmao idgaf

asked by Anachinn

takE mE with yOu plEaSe lol

cOmE tO mE chIld

asked by Anachinn

no seriously why is this happening really just why??

i did a long explanation 3 questions back

asked by JacksonsFutureWifey

why did cliffhangers even exist in this world??

i dun kno man, its a tough world

asked by JacksonsFutureWifey

I JUST WANTED AN UPDATE :') EPILOGUE AT LEAST :') AND EXTRA CHAPTERS :')

its ok! you'll get a sequel instead (((:

WHEW THAT LITERALLY TOOK LIKE 4 HOURS WOW and i literally typed like 3285 words

poor mark was shaking in his booties with all the questions lmao

but honestly, thank you so much for all the questions! especially the ones for me. like you're kind words struck me real good.

thank you for your consistent support throughout this entire story like i cant thanked you enough guys

i love all of you so much

and i hope you cant wait for my sequel, can you guess the title ((;