Jimin's lungs burnt from the adrenaline, he felt a weird kind of pleasure from cutting, its like he was getting one step closer to death. The life was draining out of him with every drop of blood.

Jimin found the jar full of anti- depressants swallowing one, and then another and he kept going.

Jimin felt drowsy but he wouldn't stop, he finally falls to the ground face-first, Jimin was struggling to keep his breaths even due to the ecstasy, he's finally getting what he deserves.

I deserve this.

Jimin felt the sensation of drowning, his body parts refuse to move the way he wanted them too. He wanted to thrash around he wanted to get out, he didn't want to drown.

But Jimin couldn't get out, he opens his mouth one last time, a gasp leaves his lips.

It was that final moment when drowning, when a person cannot hold his breath anymore and gives up, a gasp leaving their lips. It was that exact moment.

"What are you doing to me my love?" Is the last thing Jimin chokes out before the world around him darkens completely.