Just an filler chapter / short continuation...

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Chapter 36

"Joonie. I want to believe that your love for me is pure and real, but how can you expect me to believe in you when i saw you flirting with another woman with my very own two eyes!" Jin whispers against Namjoon's chest as he didn't respond on the hug.

The next words that Jin threw at him actually didn't help Namjoon at all. Instead it just made him more furious than he already is and it just made the situation they're currently in---spread bigger.

Namjoon expected the younger male to just forgive him for them to be fine with each other again, just as what personality Jin holds from within---him telling Jin that all of this were just an misunderstanding and then Jin would quickly believe in him.

Without any doubts, because he knows that Jin trusts him. But he didn't expected Jin to be like this---doubting him and his love for him. His love for him that is true, pure and never-ending.

Namjoon parted away from the hug by pushing Jin's body away from him---rather harshly to come face to face with him. His eyes holds pure anger and agony because of Jin's doubting his love for him.

His brown orbs were now turning into a dark and reddish one as he stared intensely into the latter's big teary eyes. While Jin's eyes holds such confusion, sadness and vulnerability in them. Doesn't know what to feel right now.

"What are you even saying, huh?" Namjoon said, almost yelling as his grip onto the latter's hips are eventually tightening.

Hurting the already crying Jin.

Jin tried to freed his hips from his husband's burning grip by pushing Namjoon's hands away from it. But to no avail since Namjoon just tightened his grip on his hips more.

"J-Joonie---let g-go! You are hurting me!" Jin pleads but Namjoon didn't budge at all. Instead, he lifts the fragile boy up and aggressively throw him on top of their bed.

Once Jin was already lying on his back, Namjoon hovers above him. His eyes still dark as he places himself in between the brunette's trembling legs.

His look on Jin's body came out almost a glare with such lust as he trails his hands up and down onto Jin's smooth thighs.

"Joon~ Let me g-go!" Jin tried to yell using the small energy that left his body, his tears were non-stop as Namjoon has his arms pinned above his head now.

"Don't you trust me? Are you doubting my love for you now?" the younger male tries to wriggle himself out of Namjoon's burning grip on his arms.

"N-No. It's n-not like that!!" Jin replies back.

"But what you just said is different from what you had acted earlier. Aren't you a bit brave right now? Aren't you scared that i might do something you doesn't want me to do with you?" Namjoon says in a threatening low tone.

Jin didn't replied anymore as he just silently cried, while the ravenette just smirk, knowing that Jin doesn't have any more energy to fight back to him.

"Never doubt me, if your whole being is also strange and doubtful to me!" Jin narrows his brows at him for he does not know what's Namjoon is suddenly telling him.

"W-What do you mean by that? Why am i suddenly--"

"BECAUSE YOU ARE!!" Namjoon shouts and Jin flinches a little. Closes his eyes when Namjoon did so.

"I've received a very suspicious picture of you and another man kissing each other! But did i ever doubt you? No!" Namjoon explains to Jin. And the brunette becomes a little quite now.

"Because i believe that you can't do that to me, and tried to believe that this picture that had been sent to me was just an edited one!" Namjoon sternly yells at Jin's face.

He isn't in his own self right now---all that he cares right now is to prove Jin that he truly loves him, he truly cherishes him.

He desperately wants Jin to believe that he trusts him that he is willing to forget about any thing just to make sure that those will not be a barrier between his relationship with Jin.

And he thinks that Jin would trust and believe in him again if they make love tonight. So---that's what he's gonna do right now.

Without even questioning the younger male if he wants this or not---he pulls Jin' pants along with his underwear, and the now half-lidded latter just lets Namjoon do what he wants to do to his body.

Afterall, he still trusts him. Maybe not that much, but at least a bit.

That night, he didn't moan nor hissed in pain or pleasure.

Just that his expression is blank and all that matters to him right now is for Namjoon to prove his love on him--because he wants to feel it.

He wants to feel Namjoon's love for him after he thought that the ravenette cheats on him.

But no! He didn't feel any love in what Namjoon's was doing. Not even a bit---because all that he could feel is pain and too much agony.

Agony and pain because of Namjoon didn't even think about him getting hurt at the first place and just pound endlessly and harshly on him.

Yet he knows he deserves this. All that Namjoon did is to prove his love on him by taking care of him everyday and being nice and sweet to him.

Yet here he is now---being punished because he once thought that his loyal husband was cheating on him.

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Once Namjoon was finally done with what he was doing with---or to---Jin, that was now unconscious. He pulled out of the younger male's abused hole and cleaned themselves out.

He's feeling bad seeing how wrecked his husband is---by him, himself. Jin still has his mouth agape as he snores softly and his jelly-like limbs and arms--even though he's already asleep. The sweats on his forehead continuously spreads all over his face now.

"I'm sorry. I just can't stand you not trusting me---when i, myself, trust you so much!" He says and then leaned down to press a kiss on top of Jin's sweaty forehead.

"I love you...i am hoping that you'll forgive me!"

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Hey there my purples, unicorns...
How was your day?
Always remember choose to be kind and happy at all times.

This update might be short but this means a lot to me....especially when I'm not even updating a one worded chapter this whole damn week.

Again, I'm sorry for that....
But i hope you enjoy this one...

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Have a great day and night~