23 : Letter I
Chapter 23
Jin wokes up with a pretty bad head-ache, his head throbbing with pain as he opens his eyes then adjusts on the sun's light reflecting on the big window.
His eyes stops at the comforter that covers his now clothed body as a slight smile forms on his lips. Yeah, let's say that he's drunk last night but that doesn't means that he couldn't remember all of it---the way he gladly submitted to Namjoon, the way he pleaded for him to fasten his pace and the way they passionately kissed one another, the way they confesses and exchanged 'i love yous'
It's the most beautiful night ever in his life. He gently touches his lips with his index finger---and he chuckles after. Remeniscing the way Namjoon dominantly kisses him, dominant and rough that he almost eat his whole face already. Yet Jin wants to admits that he loves it, he loves the way Namjoon had been rough towards him.
Rought yet Gentle.
Pressurable yet Pleasurable.
That's what he felt on lasr night's extreme session. Mixed-unknown-feelings, but he enjoys all of it---as in all.
He looks around his room to search for Namjoon but he's not here anymore---he thinks that maybe he's already at work, instead he saw his room's door slowly opening and there his Mom is---walking in with a tray of foods on her hands.
Jin's eyes lits up when he saw his mother entering his room, it's been a while since he last saw her. He missed her.
Mrs. Jeon placed the food tray on the bedside table then turn her head towards her son, smiling afterwards---and so did Jin.
"Eomma~ what are you doing here?" Jin whines, a pout adorns his lips and Mrs Jeon chuckles sitting beside him.
"Why? You don't want me here? Want me to go right away?" She asks and it's now Jin's turn to chuckle.
"No. But what are you doing here? I thought you're busy with your works?" Jin says and Mrs Jeon sighs, massaging her son's head as Jin's head-ache eases at that.
"I'm sorry for not looking over you for one and a half month. I really am." Mrs Jeon says and Jin frowns.
"And why are you sorry now? No need to apologize, i understands you." Jin says with a pout as he sits up on the bed too, then cups his mother's face---smiling.
"You're the best mom, you know that?" Mrs Jeon couldn't explain what she's feeling right now. She's glad he has an understanding and a sweet son.
She's also close to Jungkook, but most likely her younger son is close to his father---so as expected, it's Jin and her who's close to one another. Ever since Jin existed into this world, she never ever leaves his side.
She's always there for Jin that even on when he starts on his first day of highschool---she still drops him to his school and even fetches him---even if Jin resists to. It's not like Jin didn't liked it---he actually love it, but he wants to prove to his mother that he could already took a proper care of his self by that time.
And so----as he wants to be an independent guy, after highschool graduation, he chose to study abroad for almost three years. And he did enjoyed being there, he used to be independent, he used to communicate with others, and that's also the place where he met his first love----Yoongi who's on his graduating year that time---while Jin was on his second year.
When he returned to Korea, all he just wants to do is to continue his study as a fourth year college student with the degree of 'Business Management'...but while he was still studying, his parents set an arrange marriage for him and Namjoon, for the sake of their company, Jin couldn't resist on his mother's puppy eyes so he did said 'yes'. In fact it's also for their company---he would take the risk.
And gladly, it turns good. The thing between Jin and Namjoon nowadays turns good that they even stepped on another level.
To whether Mrs Jeon will admit it or not. She actually doesn't want Jin to be married with Namjoon at first, because the hell, he's only 24 years old, still young and free. But guess they took that freedom away from him.
And that's why she feels guilty for Jin since the wedding day---and decided not to visit him again since she can't see his son pretending to be okay in front of his husband---but guess not anymore---because of when she saw Namjoon placing a wet towel on Jin's forehead this morning, she immediately believes that the situation between the two was going just fine.
And she was also thankful for Namjoon. She's thankful that he gave Jin's freedom back to him---she's thankful that he seems to be caring towards Jin.
"Aish! Take a bath now! You're gonna be late for college, i'll drop you there." She says and Jin's eyes sparks with happiness.
"Sure."
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When Namjoon woke up the other day, he immediately saw his love leaning against him, his head resting on his chest as he hugs his torso. There's a slight smile forming on his lips as he pecks Jin's forehead.
He may want to stay for a while until Jin wokes up but he couldn't because of his full loaded schedule. Bullshit this work of him.
He slowly unwraps Jin's gentle grasp on his waist then when he finally did, he slowly gots up, straightly went inside the bathroom to fill a small bowl with water then dips the dry towel on it---cleaning Jin's body using that towel afterwards.
He dressed him up with a neat shirt and pants, placed the now warm towel on Jin's forehead as his headache needs to be gone right away since he'll go for school in just two hours. While he's busy cleaning up Jin's body, he heard a soft knock on the door.
No doubt, it was Mrs. Jeon, since she texted him last day that she'll visit her son, Jin, the day after tommorrow. And that day is today. He utters a soft 'come in' and she immediately cane in. Namjoon fondly smiled at her when she also sitted on the edge of the bed beside him, she stared at her son with such fondness.
He tells her what leaded Jin to be in this condition, lying on the bed with such burning body---avoiding to say the making love part, and he succeeded, gratefully--and Mrs Jeon just nods, thanked him for taking a good care of Jin.
After that---he asks Mrs Jeon if she could do the rest, like prepare Jin a proper breakfast and drop him to school as he wouldn't be able to do that as he's needed on the office---and as Mrs Jeon wants to give back Namjoon's kindness to her son, he insisted.
And that's how Mrs Jeon was on Jin's side right now. Waiting for her son to finish his breakfast and bath, to finally drive their way to school.
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Meanwhile at the office---when Namjoon reached his work place, there's immediately a Ryujin who tells him all of his schedule of the day as he just sighs by how many it were.
That's also one of the reason of why he couldn't help Jin to study his lessons last night beside Jin being drunk, but he will teach him this time after work.
Eventhough he's sure that he's already tired at that time, because that's how he loves Jin---like Jin loves him and treassures him. Jin wasn't that hesistant when he confesses that he'll gonna choose him over anything even if it's very important, and so---Namjoon wants to also do it.
For Jin and for the sake of their getting more stronger relationship.
"Sir, read this---someone send this to you. I still didn't read it because it says that only you could read it." Ryujin says as she immediately handled over to Namjoon a small letter envelope the time her boss got to sit on his swevel chair.
Getting ready for work.
"What's this? Why there is no name written on this?" Namjoon asks as he inspected the cover of the envelope, only to notice that there's no sender's name on it.
"I don't know, sir. We got to see it the way like it is now." Ryujin says and Namjoon furrows his brows, back resting on the chair.
"How would i'm going to reply this letter back if we're not sure who sent it, then?" Namjoon asks, his one brow raising and Ryujin hungs her head low..don't know what to reply anymore.
When it comes to things or times like this, she always can't win over Namjoon---as the boss will just ask her an endless questions, that'll only lead her to have not enough smart answers back. That indicate that the boss won. He doesn't likes losing anyway.
"Once again, i don't know, Mr Kim." Ryujin replies, almost giving up, but get herself together. Namjoon hums then swat his right hand away in the air, gesturing his Secretary to already leave.
As the obedient Secretary Ryujin was---she immediately do what she's told to. Leaving the office room that's now tensed air starting to spread around. Surrounding---or i must say---suffocating Namjoon, as he just stares at the envelope in his hands.
He abruptly opens it, his eyes small and brows narrows when he reads so.
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Ðear 'Frïenð',
Hey, it's been a long time now. I heard you already married to some guy, i wishes you a good life with him. Unlike what you did to me and her lovelife, you ruined us.
And maybe---just maybe, no harm okay?---i'll also realize somedaythat what you had done to her was that serious, so i'm planning these past few days to what if---what if i also do what you did to my lover? What will you going to feel?
I guess, sad? Yes, that's what i'll make you to feel and i will gonna use that so-called husband of yours for he's the main subject here. Get ready, Kim Namjoon. I will snatch him from you just like how you snatched her from me.
-Y.S.J
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He harshly crampled the paper on his hands after reading all of it. His blood boils in total anger, just by reading the letter he could say that it was his childhood bestfriend---also Yoongi's, that turns out to be their greatest enemy.
He already know it by it's initials.
He's sure it was Yook Sungjae who sent that letter to him, literally harming him and Jin's life. And just by thinking how will Jin suffer in that Sungjae's ruthless hands makes his blood boils more. Now---he'll never gonna leave his husband's side anymore, unless he's going out for school.
His thoughts were getting more intense and intense at every passing seconds as the crampled paper was still on his hand, until he heard a soft knock on his door, his face immediately softens by the thought of it must be Jin already.
But all of his expectation went all in vain when he throw the door wide open, finding one of his friend---Jung Hoseok, widely smiling at him with a luggage on his side. The older male eagerly ran towards Namjoon then tightly hugged him afterwards---as if his life depends on it.
"Oh god. It's really nice being able to see you again. I missed you, my bro." Hoseok muses, about to send Namjoon a kiss on a cheeck only to be pushed away by the younger one, causing him to pout.
"Why, Joojoo? Don't you liked it when i kisses you on the cheeks a few of years ago? Why now you seems too cold towards me? You don't like me anym---" Hoseok manages to say in just one breath, his effort of completing the sentence with just one breathing went all in vain when Namjoon meddles in.
"Aish! It's been a years Hoseok hyung. Everyone changes---even Yoongi hyung did. So i also had that urge to change, maybe you should also change your childish self as well?" Namjoon cuts Hoseok who just pouts at him, still not accepting the fact that his JooJoo was now a grown up man and finally have his own husband.
And---speaking of husband. Hoseok's dissapointed face had immediately been replaced by an entusiastic one as he looks up again at Namjoon then shooks the younger's body by holding him from either of his shoulders. Namjoon got surpise at the sudden change of mood.
Why so bipolar, Hoseok?
"Yah! Hyung, what is it? Just stop shaking my body. It fucking irritates me." Namjoon yells and Hoseok stops, but that crazy smile on his lips still not fading, it's clear that he teases the boss.
"What's with that smirk,huh? Better share me your thoughts right now you bastard" Hoseok just laughs at the way Namjoon rolls his eyes at him, he missed it, for sure.
"First, why don't you ask me to take a seat? You want me to stand here until later?" Hoseok whines and Namjoon giggles, his anger vanished for a mean time.
As he doesn't want his newly arrived long time friend to just stand there at his office's door frame, he opens wider the door for him to totally enter as he pointed out on the couch. Gesturing him to sit there, a gentle smile attached on his face and Hoseok smiles back.
"So---what are you doing here after your arrival from Paris instead of directly going in your house to take a rest?" Namjoon asked as Hoseok was now sitting on the couch, Namjoon just standing in front of him with his arms crossed over his chest.
Hoseok looks up at him, dives in again for another sweet smile that Namjoon will surely not get tired to see each day, "That's because i missed you. I didn't know where Yoongi hyung lives in---he doesn't live with his parents anymore since he wants to be a independent lazy ass." Namjoon is about to laugh but prevents as he also respects the elder one amongst the three of them, Yoongi.
"And i thought about you then i came here. You're an workaholic business man, so even if you didn't tell me that you are here inside your office, i'll immediately know it." Hoseok exclaims with a grin, about to move on another topic.
"By the way, how's your married life with Jin? Are you two--perhaps close now? I mean---it has already been a month and a half, and i'm sure the both of you got to know each other more than ever that will probably lead you to closure. Better tell me before i ask Jin myself." Hoseok says and Namjoon sighs, giving up.
Namjoon wants to answer that yes, they're already close to each other, very close that it leads them to develop some feelings for one another, that was also the lead to why they just made love yesterday night.
But he doesn't have enough strength to tell his friend all of the details of what happened between Jin and him after one month and a half.
"Fine." Namjoon replied with a defeated look on his face, as he sat beside Hoseok. And the older male couldn't help but to clap his hands and squeals from an extreme exciteness.
Namjoon beguns to tell how was the things started to be fine between him and Jin and Hoseok was too serious and focus on listening that he's even frowning while he listens to what Namjoon says.
And sometimes, Namjoon starts feeling such uneasiness from what look Hoseok gave him while he explains.
But chose to ignore it----and continued his story telling. Forgetting the fact that his old enemy was back---his enemy that is a threat into Jin's life as he was already saying harmful warnings to him.
He'll keep it for now----but if he ever tried to even touch Jin by his or his mens fingertips, they will be dead.
And Namjoon will support the funeral---he'll rent for a place to where the funeral will gonna held on and he'll be also that one who will gonna buy his enemy the best and the most expensive coffin.
They doesn't need to worry about their funeral expenses, because Namjoon will be the one to handle that.
Just to make sure Jin's finally safe from danger.
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