Chapter 22

The time Namjoon entered Jin's bedroom, he immediately laid down the drunk male on the bed. Jin's squirming a little when he felt the warmth were already gone and Namjoon smiles at that.

Namjoon placed an soft pillow under Jin's head then tucked him under the comforter to send enough warmth to him. But still all in vain, when Jin lets out a not so loud whine when the warmth his comforter gives him was nothing compared to being secured in Namjoon's arms.

He slowly opens his eyes then flutters it open and close when his room's light devours his sight. He roams his eyes around the room and when he saw Namjoon standing beside his bed---he was quick to made a grabby hands. Gesturing Namjoon to hug him.

"Joonie~ hug Jinnie. Jinnie's feeling so cold right now. I need you here beside me~" he whines with a pout, his grabby hands still hangs in the air as he waits for Namjoon to settle in between it.

The older male smiles then slowly approached Jin, then he settled in between Jin's grabby arms. Bending over a little and even sitting on a corner of the bed when he couldn't properly hugged Jin.

Jin gently wrapped his arms around Namjoon's neck as he pulled him down to lay beside him---and he was successful when the boss perfectly landed on the soft mattress, laying beside him.

"You're so warm, Joonie~ I love it. I love your warmth" said Jin, tightening his grip around Namjoon's neck as he nuzzles on his neck. And Namjoon loves the way Jin give importance on his warmth and he even gave him a cute nickname.

Oh, how he wishes Jin would just always get drunk.

That's when Namjoon was about to hugged Jin closer by his waist and kiss his temple, the latter said another word which made Namjoon's heart to beat rather erratically.

"I love you as well" Jin says, Namjoon blinks his eyes a few times before staring at Jin's sleepy face. Still processing what the latter just said.

Am i dreaming in anyway?

But no! He just couldn't let his self believe that he's dreaming because the way Jin quivers on his hold makes him wanna believe all of this are true. So true that he doesn't wants to believe it.

He sat up on the bed beside Jin and that's when Jin whines, pouts again as he made a grabby hands towards Namjoon. But Namjoon just stared at him, still in horror as he still couldn't believe what's happening.

"Say it again, Jinnie" he demands and for a moment Jin narrows his brows when he couldn't get what was Namjoon is saying. But when he finally realized what he wants him to do, he quickly obliges, not wasting any seconds.

"I said I LOVE YOU, and that's the truth." and that's it, even if Namjoon knows that Jin was just drunk---that happened to be the main reason why he's confessing right now, he wants to believe it.

Because just like what other people says, 'peoples were being honest only when they're drunk '....it's not like that Namjoon doesn't believes on it, because he himself is like that when he's drunk. He always spills out his secrets or his friends' secrets---

So he believes itㅡhe's sure he heard the right word coming out of Jin's mouth.

"What makes you to love me?" he asks one final question to make things clear and Jin nodded despite his already sleepy rate.

"I love you, i love your warmth. I love it when you're being possessive over me---i love everything about you and you know what? The first time i saw you---i knew my heart was already yours, that i already fell in love with you. But my inner self couldn't just admit it because of my fucking pride." Jin says then laughs, but Namjoon stiffens on his position by the another sudden confession.

He didn't expected all of this to happen in just one day. His heart might explode in any seconds from now on. "That's why i chose on hating you than loving you---hoping that that feelings of mine will vanished away when the time comes you starts hating me too. But no, i just can't stop myself from loving you." He added then brought down his grabby hands, only to fidget his fingers.

Blush started to form on his cheeks as a heart shaped and a glistening sparks adorned his eyes. That didn't go unnoticed by Namjoon. It's true then-- Namjoon thought.

"Everytime i'm going to see you, my heart beats faster---i always feels those fluttering sensation inside my stomach. Everytime you teases me it feels like i'm ready to blush and explode at the moment but i tried to hide it from you---to not make it obvious that i was falling deeper and deeper with you every fuckin' passing day." Jin says and Namjoon wasn't sure if Jin was really drunk, by judging on his speaking and words.

"And the day when you kissed me back in Paris. I really loved it---in fact i want to feel your lips against mine again, but i didn't have that enough courage to ask you for it." Yeah. As expected---Namjoon was still stiffen on his sitting position beside Jin. Eyes widen and almost kissed Jin if it wasn't for his control over his self.

"When we oftenly hangs out with each other these past few days, i loved it too. But i couldn't confess to you that i really loved it because i'm just too embarrassed. Actually i would've chosen you over my studies if there's just no upcoming exam. That's how i love you, Joonie. I love yㅡ-"

And that's how Namjoon finally gaves up and completely losen his control over his 'itching-to-touch-Jin' self. He kissed the drunk younger male rather passionately while it's the turn for Jin to stiffen, not being able to move even a muscle.

Namjoon begun to move his lips against Jin's eventhough the latter is still not responding. The kiss already turned heated in just a matter of seconds and this time---Jin responded as he wrapped his arms around Namjoon's neck to deepen the kiss.

He tried to kiss back with the same pace Namjoon is using, but he couldn't---the ravenette was just too dominant on kissing him that he couldn't reach his pace.

They shared a rough yet passionate and sweet kiss for a moment, they shared the same feelings, same speed, same sparking of eyes and same loud heart beats.

The kiss was just steady, no one on the both of them tried to touch one another elsewhere on their body except the waist and neck. But Namjoon's sure he already went further than kissing---when he softly trails his hand from Jin's waist to his thigh, bringing it up and down and Jin couldn't stop himself from not moaning as the ticklish-pleasuring sensation turns rather harsh.

Namjoon begun to nibble and suck on Jin's lower lip, asking for permission and Jin immediately gave in---opening his mouth for Namjoon to taste. Their tounges fought for dominance, both have the same pace and same gentleness but Namjoon was the one who won at the end.

Jin was the one who broke the kiss, both of them breathing heavily. Namjoon couldn't take what view he's seeing right now. His husband, his whole body sweating, breathing heavily with his mouth parted as he started to touch his own body, Jin trails his hand from the little chest he have to his tummy, then finally on his hardening member.

Palming it eventhough there's still a comforter and his pants blocking it.

He begun to moan, eyes shutted close as he begun to feel pleasureness when he continuesly palms his horny crotch, and Namjoon just watches his husband got lost on pleasuring his self while his sleeping pet slowly wokes up by hearing Jin moan softly.

"Namjoonie, I-I want y-you. I l-love you!" he moans once again and Namjoon couldn't take it all just by looking anymore, as he abruptly hovers above Jin and begun to kissing his neck.

Leaving love marks and bites on it. Jin moans loudly when Namjoon palms his crotch using his own hand that was still stiffen against his clothed dick. They got lost---yeah, lost in pleasuring one another that they wanted to step on another level.

Never. Never in Jin's life he became this vulnerable and needy, never in his life he experienced such thing. Even if he used to be curious about making love when he was young--even if he wants to know how it feels when somebody enters you, how it feels when someone's kissing you.

He still never gave in to Yoongi---he was not even kissing him directly on his lips but only on his cheeks. Not even a simple peck as he wants his self still untouched for the right one---he wants that right one to feel the whole him, he wants that right one to be his first.

Maybe he wasn't just so sure that time if Yoongi's finally that right one, because he's Jin's first love afterall and not everyone who has one another as their first love, remains in love. Just like what other people says, first love is just a trial---it's just a reminder for us that not all the things we firstly find---will remains as ours.

There's nothing like that. All of things changes, and maybe feelings too.

And now, he thinks that it's one of Yoongi's reason for breaking him up. He thinks his not enough trust and love for Yoongi became the reason of why he broke up with him.

He thinks that it's his self being such fucking wannabe saint that doesn't wants to be touched by others---not even a kiss on the lips by his former boyfriend. Now he understands, that it's not just Yoongi who's at fault that time---he's also at fault.

But now---that thing he used to be curious of, finally gave him an answer after some years. He finally experienced it, he finally gets what he wants. Now he realized, that what people said about making love---all of it was true. Because by Namjoon sucking gently on his neck down to his private part right now, it's enough for him to go insane and solve his long time making love questions.

"J-Joonie, sto---Ngh" he was about to prevent Namjoon from licking his hole but doesn't (couldn't) even finished his sentence as Namjoon fasten his tounge's pace from licking Jin's pinkish tight hole.

And it's crazily pleasurable for Jin to completely take. He wants to take all the pleasure yet his body resists and just wants Namjoon to stop because it drives him really crazy.

He moans and whimpers louder than ever, he shivers softly and he hardly tugs on Namjoon's hair when the ravenette trails his tounge from Jin's hole to his hardening member, taking it inside his mouth then bobble his head up and down--slowly and gently as he wants Jin to feel that he's not hurrying any of this--infact he wants this day to last any longer.

He wants to feel Jin any longer---because at only one word and touch coming from Jin, he already goes insane and that makes him want to wreck Jin all night long, but couldn't as he knows both of them will also got tired soon and just chose to be gentle as he noticed that it's gonna be Jin's first, by judging on his actions and his hole's tightness.

Well, it's Namjoon's first as well, so no need to hurry. They needed to slowly take and feel all of this pleasurable yet unfamiliar pleasure they're feeling. He wants his and Jin's first time to be memorable and sweet, yet Namjoon doesn't know if Jin will remember all of this due to he's completely drunk and most of drunk peoples doesn't remembers even a bit of what happened on that last day's event when they woke up the other day.

But Namjoon hopes---he hopes that atleast Jin will remember kissing him. Atleast only that kissing part---he's already contented.

They couldn't recognize who's who at this times----already not recognizing who's on the right mind or who's drunk between them anymore as both of them steps on the extreme level.

Neither of them wants to stop nor pause this intimate moment together anymore.

"Are you sure, Jinnie?" Namjoon asked, as he aligned his now naked body against Jin's hole as Jin nods, Namjoon earning a permission from him.

"Then, spread your legs for me, baby." he pushed Jin's legs on either side as he teases his hole again by the tip of his dick. Jin whimpers as he slid the tip of his member from Jin's stomach to his now needy hole as Jin also begun to release pre-cums at the same time.

"No t-teasing any--more." Jin stutters and that's when Namjoon finally loses his control and just pushed his dick inside Jin's hole, totally forgetting about being gentle to make their firsts special and unhurried, yet he's making the younger gasp loudly right now by thrusting hard against Jin's hole.

Skin slapping and lewd wet sounds started to form inside the quiet room earlier as Namjoon's gentle thrusts turns erratic and tough---Jin was now a moaning mess, his hands tugging on Namjoon's hair hardly as he takes all the pain.

But that extreme pain is slowly being replaced by pleasure--that made Jin to gasp again at the unfamiliar feeling, when Namjoon hits his prostate, his sweet spot. He doesn't want to look oh so vulnerable and desperate infront of Namjoon at this situation, but as he badly has the urge to cum immediately, he couldn't help but to plea.

"Joonie~ t-there....f-faster" Jin says, his tug on Namjoon's hair tighten but the ravenette doesn't minds at all as he was very busy feeling Jin's warmth.

Namjoon looks up from their colliding lower regions, to Jin's sweaty, desperate and a beautiful messy face after hearing him utters that word, and he was quick to understand what he means.

"Here?" He asks back as he lets his dick continuesly hit that spot where Jin points at. Jin couldn't answer back properly anymore as all he can do when his prostate's being hit rather harshly yet sweetly is to moan and whimper---all loud and soothing to Namjoon's ears.

"Yeah." Jin manages to say when he calms down and that's all it took for Namjoon to fasten his pace endlessly hitting Jin's sweet spot, making the latter moan and moan at the flutterjng sensation forming inside his stomach.

While to Namjoon, this feeling's unexplainable. All of these were oh so sweet and he doesn't wants to stop anymore---but he knew he should at any time, because Jin also gets tired and they still needs to sleep for the next day.

All of the tiredness of the day caused by his worries on his work vanished away just by entering Jin, just by kissing him and just by hearing his soft yet loud moans. All of it vanished in just a simple kiss Jin gave him.

He likes the way Jin tugs at his hair while he fucks him, cos it's the proof to how much Jin feels such pleasure. The tighter it gets, the more the pleasure Jin feels.

And he's happy. Namjoon is happy that he made Jin feel such easyness and goodness. He suddenly felt a little ticklish and stinging sensation from his back, and that's when he realized that it was all coming from Jin who was gripping on his back from the extreme pleasure. His nails digging into his skin.

"Faster, J-Joonie" Jin exclaim and Namjoon obeys.

When Namjoon felt Jin's wrapped legs around his torso shivers, he knew that he's gonna come in no time soon, and so---as he also has the urge to come already, he fasten his thrust's pace, incredibly enough for Jin to completely lose his mind and just grips on Namjoon's mascular arms and moan.

His stomach starts to build such fluttering butterflies sensation as he cums directly over his soft belly.

And followed by Namjoon, who's after a few hard thrusts, shoots his load inside Jin.

Then without even noticing it from the start---they forgot to use protection. And Jin and Namjoon is yet to notice it.

Both of them pants heavily, as Jin closes his eyes while he gasps for air under Namjoon and as Namjoon collapses over Jin's body---hugging him by waist afterwards, while he still pants.

"Jinnie" Namjoon whispers against Jin's skin, sending enough ticklish sensation to Jin and the latter just hums.

"Thank you. I love you too---i really do." He lets go of Jin's waist then he raises his head to look up and see Jin's reaction. Only to witness how his eyes were getting teary and to how his lower lips wobbles, motioning that he's about to cry.

Namjoon smiles, places a soft kiss on Jin's forehead. Making the drunk latter to giggle. "I love you, baby" Namjoon whispers and Jin nods, smile on his face as if he wasn't drunk at all.

"I love you too." Jin replies and Namjoon smiles widely. Fixing his and Jin's position then hug each other to their sleep. Feeling such happiness yet tiredness at the same time as they let theirselves fall into a deep slumber.

Yet Namjoon is still hoping, that Jin will remember all of these. Remember how he made him feel good, to how he confessed to him and even said 'i love yous'.

He hopes so....

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