Chapter 11

"Hey, mister. You need help?"

Namjoon, who walk kilometers just to go on a famous restaurant, finally arrived at his destination. Without noticing, Jin wasn't with him anymore.

He then look behind him, smiling after he pointed the fancy restaurant, that was standing tall infront of him. "Jinnie, did you se--" his smile faded immediately, after knowing Jin wasn't behind him, and either his both sides. And that's when he thought...

"Maybe... he--- fuck it.!!. He got lost! How stupid of you, Namjoon" he ran in a speed of light on the sidewalk of the road, walking to where he walked just half an hour ago.

How stupid of him, right? He didn't even noticed Jin wasn't on his side anymore. Of i were him, nah. I will notice if his presence wasn't there anymore....immediately.

Jin, where were you?

It's all your fault, Kim Namjoon. If you didn't ran and ran, leaving him behind, then he shouldn't have lost.

You fucking bastard, how come you didn't wait for him. You just let him walk on his own, while you having some fun.

He blame his own self, as he continued running until he reached where he lastly saw his friend, his husband.

Where is he?

I swear, if he got kidnapped by those gangsters i'll kill them, and also... i will not forgive myself.

He grabbed his phone out of his pocket, and gladly... it was full charged. He then open it and go to messaging app, texting Jin.

Hell, atleast he remember Jin have his phone with him, so he would be able to pick up his texts and calls.

After some minutes of attempts on his first, second and third messages. He just can't help but to worry, it's either what if Jin really got lost or what if he got kidnapoed or holdapped by those gangsters and so... thieves.

He doesn't need to hesitate anymore as he look for Jin's phone number on his phone and dialed it.

"Pick it up, Jinnie... Please, please, please!" it took five minutes or so before Jin answered his call. He waited for him to answer it, and yes, it took many minutes but atleast he know Jin is safe... just by him answering the call. Jin's worth the wait, anyway.

"Jin, where are you?" he doesn't even let Jin to say hello to him.

"Well, i'm with a stranger... but don't worry he's not that dangerous, infact. He helped me to return home." Namjoon widened his eyes hearing such strangers thingy makes his blood boil. Especially, when that stranger was with Jin.

But relieved after knowing Jin is safe with that stranger. "So, you're home now?" he heard him hum on the other line, "Fine. I will be heading back home now. Wait for me okay? Don't get out"

"Yes sir. I will be waiting" by the tone of Jin's voice, he is sure that he's rolling his eyes right now. Because why the hell he wouldn't do that, right? He did roll his eyes everytime he'll hear or meet with Namjoon.

And that's the most thing Namjoon wants to see everyday, his eyes rolling.

The sassy side of Jin who's fighting back to him, who's hitting him, who's yelling at him, who's rolling his eyes at him,...he loves it.

He loves the way Jin was being his own self when it comes to him.

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When Namjoon reached their condo unit, there he saw... Jin sleeping on the bed, hair a little wet, a pout on his lips which is making him more cuter than ever and his long eyelashes. It makes Namjoon to throw all his awe at the sleeping beauty infront of him.

He walk towards their bed,... well, they only have one bed at this room. So they will be sleeping in one bed for a week. He sat on the edge of the bed, beside Jin who's peacefully sleeping with the soft comforter who's covering his body, until his waist.

He stared at him, with such adoration in his eyes. Admiring his very beautiful friend/long time crush while sleeping.

"You know.... i worried about you, i thought i just lose you." he said, "I am not going to forgive myself if something strange happened to you." he lifted up his right hand and use it for tucking a strand of hair at the back of Jin's ear. Still crazily smiling, and crazily liking him more and more, at every passing seconds.

"I hope, you'll love me back someday." he set himself on the bed and laid beside Jin, hugging him by waist. He placed a kiss on the younger's forehead and kept it there for seconds.

A moments later, the other male snuggled to his arms, causing his head to land on Namjoon's chest. Hugging him back, feeling the comfort and warmth he needed not so long ago. And Namjoon can't explain what is this little fluttering sensation inside of him, it was ticklish yet mesmerizing.

Two days ago, Jin was accusing him for hugging him to his sleep, and now... Jin was even the one who hug him first. He just love the way the other male's comfortable around him, though he know sometimes Jin wasn't that comfortable with him, because it's mostly like Jin was irritated around him, which motivates Namjoon to tease and irritate him more.

Such a tease right? How can you blame him? He just want to see those rolling eyes of Jin, he just wanna feel those light warm palms hitting his body, and he just wanna gain some of Jin's attention.

He teasing the other is the only thing to get his attention. It's the only way to hear Jin's soft yet loud voice. It's-- It's the only way he would be able to touch him and it is the only thing to make Jin stay a little longer on his side. Coz the hell, he's addicted on his presence. And he doesn't know what to do of Jin left him.

"I'm sorry for leaving you earlier, baby. I didn't notice it. I swear...i'll be holding your hands by now and i will never gonna let go of it again. I will never let you go again." he sincerely says, placing another sweet, warm and apologetic kiss on somewhat part of Jin's face. But this time... it's not on his forehead anymore.

... IT'S ON HIS LIPS.

Those sinful soft lips that he used to think of he will be able to get...back then, he finally experienced to taste and get not so long moments ago. And yeah! It was addictive and sweet.

So soft that Namjoon couldn't even let go of it. But he has to... Especially, when he doesn't have the permission to feel those.

Especially, when he's done stealling his first kiss...without asking Jin for it.

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It's a new day, a new begining and a new beautiful day.

Jin awaken up by the sunrays hitting his face, the warmth of it awaken him but it's not as warm as the one who's hugging him right now. A smile unexpectedly appear on his lips as he saw Namjoon sleeping beside him, securing him with his arms.

He attempted to sit up, only to be failed. Namjoon's strong arms pulled him back to bed and his grip on his waist tighten this time, as if he doesn't want to let go of him anymore. Just like what he promised last night when Jin's sleeping. The smile on the latter's lips widen as he position himself inside of Namjoon's arms, hugging him back and seems to doesn't wanna let go anymore. The warmth on both of their bodies making Jin to relax.

He feels like his morning wasn't a new day without Namjoon lying beside him, hugging him, greeting him 'goodmornings' and without Namjoon fooling around with him.

"Why didn't i notice this before?" he muttered as he placed his face mere inches away from Namjoon's. The sleeping male's breathing hitts his face which sents ticklish sensation over Jin's whole face. Making him blush when he noticed how close their faces were.

But still, he didn't move his face away from Namjoon's, eventhough their lips are just 3 or 4 inches away, and they will kiss anytime soon when one of them move.

"Why didn't i saw before how handsome you are..." his eyes widen after realising what he said. What gotten into you Jeon Seokjin. He thought.

And, Oops, It's KIM SEOKJIN now, and not JEON SEOKJIN anymore. He freed up his waist from Namjoon's grip, only to succeed this time, he quickly ran towards the bathroom and splashed some waters on his face. Hoping that he'll wake up from his nightmare and that he was just dreaming, coz the hell, he doesn't want to admit even to himself that he just said those words.

Why didn't i saw before how handsome you are...

Why didn't i saw before how handsome you are...

Why didn't i saw before how handsome you are...

That word keep on playing inside his head and he don't know what to do anymore just for it to fade away. That thought of him was enough to make him crazy. Maybe he will be that one who'll go on a Mental Hospital and not Kim Namjoon. Because his thoughts are making him crazy. He can't fall in love with Namjoon, he can't. But can he?

No, jin. Can't you just prevent yourself from falling inlove with him, can you? You can't fall inlove with such annoying monkey like him and you won't. Understood?

And oh god. How can he stop himself from falling inlove with him. He can't. And he won't. He should listen to what his heart says and this time... he surely will.

He won't be stopping himself from falling inlove with, Kim Namjoon. His friend, his husband in name, and maybe soon.... HIS WORLD.