AN: Sorry this is a day late.

!!Warning: This is 95% smut!!

Harry hands Severus a Christmas package.

Severus opens it, glancing at Harry.

"What?"

"Nothing."

Harry kisses him and starts to clean up from breakfast and paper.

Severus helps him

Harry smiles

"When are your friends and Weasleys coming?"

"Tomorrow afternoon."

Severus nods. "Well, I have one more present for you."

Harry looks at him.

"Come on, upstairs."

Harry follows him.

Severus turns to him.

Harry looks at him.

"I'm going to let you be dominant."

Harry looks at him, then takes him to the bedroom.

Severus follows him.

Harry strips him.

Severus lets him

Harry puts him on the bed on his hands and knees.

Severus looks at him

Harry touches his entrance lightly.

Severus flinches.

Harry licks it.

Severus flinches.

Harry rubs his sides and sucks on his entrance lightly

Severus tries to be calm not used to willingly being in this position.

"Shh." Harry rubs his sides, "would you be more comfortable to lay on your back?"

"Maybe," Severus mumbles

Harry turns him over.

Severus looks at him

Harry starts to fiercely eat his ass

Severus groans and slightly tences

Harry rubs Severus' cock quickly.

Severus moans and moves his hips

Harry groans and sucks harder.

Severus closes his eyes and let's hum

Harry pulls away and crawls up to kiss him.

Severus kisses back.

"I'm sorry," Harry whispers.

"What for?"

"going too fast"

"It's okay.

Harry pulls Severus' leg up.

Severus watches Him

Harry kisses him and grinds against him

Severus groans and moves against him

"You like that?" Harry purrs into his ear.

Severus nods, moaning

Harry pulls back and starts to strip

Severus watches him panting

Harry grabs his hips and starts to slowly hump him.

Severus moves against him

Harry moans and goes harder.

Severus moans.

Harry leans forward and clings to him, starting to frantically hump him, panting.

Severus holds him tight and kisses him

Harry stops moving against him and kisses him roughly.

Severus lets him have control. That's what Severus plan was. His present to harry

Harry pulls away and smirks. "Are you about to come?"

"I think I'm good for a while " Severus mumbles.

Harry grins and turns himself away he lowers himself onto Severus' cock and starts to move, using a spell to tie him up.

Severus tries to stay calm and focus on Harry

Harry leans forward and grabs Severus' feet as he moves, giving Severus full view of his cock disappearing into Harry.

Severus groans moving against the restraints a little.

Harry moves one hand down and rubs Severus' entrance.

Severus flinches but moans.

Harry carefully pushes a finger in.

Severus flinches and hisses.

Harry tries to soothe him.

Severus pants in pleasure and fear.

Harry starts to move the finger.

Severus flinches but doesn't say anything.

Harry stops everything.

Severus lets at him.

Harry lays back onto his chest. "Talk to me, what am I doing wrong?"

"I'm fine."

"No, you're not, please tell me. Am I hurting you? Did I do something wrong?"

"I'm not in pain."

"Then what did I do?"

"I'm fine."

Harry takes off the restraints and pulls off his cock

"What are you doing?"

"I'm not in the mood anymore..."

"I-I'm sorry, what's wrong?"

"I did something and you won't tell me what."

"It's not your fault I just need to get used to it."

Harry looks at him.

Severus cuddles Harry to him. "I'm sorry, we can try again later if you want."

"Okay."

Severus kisses his cheek

Harry smiles.

Severus frowns a little and plays with his hair

Harry snuggles up to him.

Severus cuddles him more. "I'm sorry..."

"It's okay."

"But I wanted you to have fun, I know you've always wanted to try that"

"But you weren't enjoying it."

"But that wasn't for me it was for you."

"But I want you to enjoy it too."

"But-"

"No, it's not enjoyable for me if it's not for you."

"Okay..."

Harry kisses him softly.

Severus kisses back

Harry lays with him kissing.

Severus pulls away and nuzzles him calm now

Harry smiles

Severus nuzzles him.

Harry kisses his forehead and holds him.

Severus smiles and moves on top of him to use him as a pillow.

Harry smiles and falls asleep.

After a few hours, Severus gets dressed and starts on a small Christmas dinner for himself and harry.

Harry comes downstairs, in sweatpants.

Severus smiles. "Sleep good love?"

Harry nods.

Severus sets the table.

Harry helps.

"What's a good Christmasy drink?" Severus asks.

"Egg nog?"

"Sounds nasty. How about homemade hot chocolate?"

"Sure."

Severus makes the hot chocolate.

Harry smiles.

Severus sets the mugs on the table and sits across from harry.

Harry eats.

Severus slowly eats.

Harry smiles.

Severus grins. "Good?"

Harry nods.

Severus finishes his plate and puts it in the sink.

"Sev?"

"Yes, love?" He asks and sits with him again."

"What was wrong earlier?"

"What are you talking about?"

"You kept flinching."

"I told you I'm just not used to having no control."

Harry looks at him. "There's more to it..."

"What makes you say that."

"I can see it in you're eyes."

"Can you now?"

"Yes."

"And?"

"What is wrong?"

Severus whines. "I don't wanna talk about it."

Harry nuzzles him.

Severus holds him sighing.

Harry looks at him.

"I'm sorry..."

"It's okay.

"I didn't like it because...."

Harry looks at him.

"My father used to rape me..."

Harry nuzzles him. "I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault." He mumbles.

Harry nuzzles him.

Severus kisses his cheek.

Harry nuzzles him.

"Are you done eating?"

Harry nods.

Severus uses magic to make everything go and clean itself.

Harry looks at him.

Severus kisses him softly.

Harry kisses back.

Severus pulls away.

Harry looks at him.

Severus grins.

Harry kisses him softly again.

Severus kisses back.

Harry looks up at him.

"Yes, love?"

"Do you want to try again, I won't do anything like that."

"Sure," Severus says and grins.

"You can control until you are truly ready for me to take control."

"Okay."

Harry strips.

Severus watches him.

Harry lays on the couch.

Severus straddles him and kisses him.

Harry kisses back.

Severus rubs against him and unbuttons his own shirt.

Harry moans.

"I'm hardly doing anything," Severus says laughing a little.

"I'm needy, okay?"

"Obviously."

Harry pulls him down.

Severus kisses him and takes off his pants.

Harry kisses back

Severus slowly rubs him.

Harry groans.

Severus rubs against him and kisses his neck.

Harry moans.

Severus flips them over and kisses Harry.

Harry kisses back.

Severus kisses his beck and bites him softly.

Harry moans.

Severus pulls away. "You can have control."

Harry looks at him.

Severus looks away.

Harry kisses his neck.

Severus closes his eyes and tilts his head.

Harry bites him softly.

Severus moans softly.

Harry starts to rub against him.

Severus moans and moves back against him.

Harry spreads Severus' legs and rubs against him harder.

Severus lets him and tries to relax.

Harry starts to hump him.

Severus closes his eyes.

Harry kisses him.

Severus kisses back.

Harry goes harder.

Severus moans softly.

Harry grabs his hips.

Severus looks at him.

Harry goes harder and kisses him again.

Severus kisses back.

Harry pulls away and straddles him.

Severus looks at him.

Harry smiles.

Severus grins.

Harry kisses him.

Severus kisses back and holds his hips.

Harry rolls his hips.

Severus moves against him.

Harry pants and pushes Severus' cock inside him.

Severus moans.

Harry starts to ride him panting.

Severus moans and moves his hips.

Harry goes faster.

Severus pants and moans.

Harry goes harder and faster. "Oh, f-fuck!"

Severus let's harry do what he wants

Harry lays on him and continues, clinging to him.

Severus holds him moaning.

Harry cries out. "Fuck yes!"

Severus kisses him.

Harry kisses back.

Severus lets him continues until they cum.

"Yes!" Harry screams as Severus cums inside him.

Severus pants and holds him

Harry looks at him.

"Is that all you want to do? You have complete control."

"Well, I want to try something, but you have to agree"

"What is it?"

"Eat all your cum from me."

"Eat all the cum inside you."

"Yes," Harry blushes.

"Okay."

Harry moves to be over the arm of the couch.

Severus moves behind him and licks his entrance.\

HArry gasps.

Severus sucks and licks.

Harry groans softly.

Severus continues.

Harry pushes back against his face.

Severus pulls away.

Harry looks at him.

Severus smiles.

"Do you want me to do anything to you?"

"You're in control."

"But... what do you want me not to do?"

"Harry, I want you to do what you want."

Harry bites his lip.

Severus watches him

"Can I... can I fuck y-you?"

"Um... sure."

Harry carefully lays him down.

Severus lets him.

Harry offers him his fingers.

"Suck?"

Severus sucks on Harry's fingers and playfully nibbles on them.

Harry grins and pulls his fingers away, kissing his as he pushes one into Severus

Severus flinches and kisses back.

Harry hits his prostate.

Severus moans softly, slightly confused about why he's enjoying it.

Harry plays with the bundle of nerves.

Severus moans and moves against his finger.

"That's it." Harry coos, adding another finger.

Severus looks at him.

Harry start to stab the nerves with his fingers and plays with them.

Seveurs moans louder.

Harry adds another finger.

Severus gasps.

Hary starts to move them quickly, hitting his prostate roughly.

Severus moans and moves his hips.

Harry pulls his fingers out.

Severus looks at him

"This is going to hurt for a minute," Harry tells him softly, then pushes inside him carefully.

Severus tenses and hisses.

Harry stops to let him adjust.

Severus pants.

Harry kisses him softly.

Severus kisses back.

Harry slams all the way in.

Severus makes a whining sound.

"Just tell me when you're ready." Harry soothes.

Severus pants and looks at him.

Harry kisses his neck.

Severus closes his eyes, trying to relax.

Harry rubs his sides.

Severus pants trying to relax.

Harry rubs his cheek.

Severus nuzzles his hand,

"I'm going to move slow, okay?"

"O-okay."

Harry starts to move slowly, searching for his prostate.

Severus whines and moans

Harry feels Severus jerk when he hits it.

Severus moans softly.

Harry continues to hit it.

Severus moans, pain forgotten.

Harry continues his slow pace.

Severus pants and moans.

Harry goes a little faster, panting.

Severus moans.

Harry goes harder.

Severus pants.

Harry moves so he can go deeper.

Severus hisses.

"Shh, baby, it's okay." Harry coos.

Severus nods.

Harry thrusts roughly into him.

Severus moans.

"Sev! I'm going to cum!" Harry cries.

"Me-me too."

Harry gets even rougher, moaning. "You want me to cum inside you, baby?"

Severus nods moaning.

"Use your words, baby." Harry moans.

"Y-yes."

Harry grabs his cock and keeps him from cumming. "Yes, what?"

"Master?"

"Oh, I'll t-take it." Harry pants, letting go of his cock and goes even rougher.

Severus moans pushing confusion away.

Harry slams deep into him and screams as he cums.

Severus moans and cums.

Harry collapses onto him.

Severus holds him.

Harry slips out of him.

Severus looks at him.

Harry nuzzles him sleepily.

Severus plays with his hair. "Did you have fun?"

Harry nods panting

Severus kisses his cheek

Harry falls asleep.

Severus cuddles him more frowning.

-

At dinner the next night, everyone sits down to eat and Harry chuckles as Severus flinches when he sits down.

Severus glares at him.

Harry smiles innocently

Severus rolls his eyes.

Harry kisses his cheek.

Severus kisses his forehead head.

Harry smiles and starts to eat.