Secret - Wolfstar
6th year/Marauders Era
I'm in a Wolfstar phase at the moment so it's going to be consistently Wolfstar for a while. Then I'll probably go back to Dramione or something.
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Remus POV
I listened to Peter's even breathing before climbing out of bed. James had been asleep for at least half an hour but Peter kept tossing and turning. I padded over to Sirius's bed and he made space by gently scooting over making sure the bed didn't squeak too loud.
I stared into his eyes as he smiled at me. We had been dating for over a year but we hadn't told anyone since homosexual relationships weren't quite accepted enough. It was like a coin toss, you didn't know who did and didn't support it, so we decided not to tell anyone. Not a single soul knew, not even Lily the brightest of all of us.
Maybe we would tell them but for now, it was our little secret.
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Laying here with my head on his chest is bliss, pure heavenly bliss. I had quickly fallen asleep in the comfortable silence of the dorm room. As soon as the sunlight streamed into my eyes the next morning I woke and crawled back to my bed as Sirius goaned and tried to hold onto me.
It's like this every night, one of us sneaking into the other's bed.
But it wasn't just this, the sneaking at midnight. It was the sneaking in the corridors when no one else was around. It was skipping classes just so it would be the two of us. It was the snogging behind the tapastries or getting pulled into a cupboard. It was the glances in the great hall, or holding hands under the table in potions. It was the notes passed to each other in the library that made all of this so thrilling.
Remus loved every second of the whispers in the other's ear and the knowing looks that would be fulfilled in the room of requirement. He loved the rush of adrenaline he got when the clock strikes 10 and they would get in bed or when Sirius would hold him from behind despite the fact that Remus was taller of the two.
It wasn't that he loved the sneaking around, which he did, it's that he got to be with the one person who sees him differently than the rest of the world. The one person he holds differently to his heart, the why his heart skips a beat and the way his brain can't focus on his notes. It's the pounding of his heart when they dance in the room of requirement. That they could be caught, but if they got caught it was with the one they love most.
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And then there was the scars, the marks of the moon. Its the way that Sirius would trace them and tell him how handsome he is. It's how he hides them from all but one, because there's only one he was truly comfortable with showing all of him. The way that Sirius would care for new cuts that would soon fade into new scars that he kiss. And with each passing day he fell in love deeper than the day before.
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Sirius's POV
I stared at Remus from across the table in the great hall. Those beautiful honey eyes that told me a thousand words as they stared right back. This secret of ours that fuels my days, that gives me light when I have nothing else. Sure I have James, Peter, and the girls, but this is different. No one else can make me feel the way he makes me feel. No one makes the days shine like he does, no one can make his soul sing every moment of the day.
But it wasn't just they way he felt, it was the things Remus does. It's the way he held him when they sent the letter telling him he was no longer part of the family. It's the way Remus would somehow persuade him to actually to the assignments. It's the way that Remus curses out the stars each time he has the chance but then blows a kiss at Sirius's star in particular.
Sirius loved the was that Remus would comb his hair on the common room couches, though no one ever suspected a thing about this. Remus combing his hair, or touching it in general has been happening before they got together. Sometimes Remus would also braid his hair and Sirius would absolutely refuse to take it out until Remus went to comb it that night.
And then of course there was the day they got together, which was his favorite day. A year and 2 months ago was this special day. It was a Thursday and Remus had dragged Sirius to the Library to study. At that point those two were already joined at the hip, it just got worse when they became official.
"We have the potions essay due tomorrow, lets just get it done now," Remus had insisted. Siriues just nodded and followed him as usual. This had become normal and no one in the school even batted an eye as Sirius followed Remus around all day. James didn't notice as he was always following Lily who was constantly trying to get rid of him. Peter was Peter and didn't mind that he was on his own, he was normally sleeping anyway.
They had been sitting in silence for about 30 minutes, well not really. Remus was silent, Sirius was trying to get his attention. Remus had gotten so pissed off that he connected their lips effectively shutting Sirius up. Remus dropped his quill and looked away. Sirius was frozen, but he slowly smiled, grabbed Remus's chin and brought him in for another kiss.
It's a good thing there weren't any security cameras or other students because you would have seen them kissing each other's brains out. But when they were don't 15 minutes later, still a miracle no one saw them, Sirius had the guts to ask the big question.
"Be my boyfriend?" Sirius asked slowly. Remus just nodded excited with a huge grin.
"Absolutly,"
But then they started using their brains. "No one can know," Remus whispered looking around the room.
"And no one will," Sirius stated.
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And no one knows now either. Although if you were paying attention enough it was clear as day, just no one was paying attention enough, not Lily, not Peter, and most of all, oblivious James.
Maybe one day, just not today.
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