Open Hearts
The sun was shining through the tree tops and some colourful butterflies were flying above the different flowers in the park. Little ducks were swimming in the pond and the wind were blowing through the branches. Louis stood nervously but also vey excitedly at the meeting spot where Harry was supposed to show up every second. He had put a lot of thought into this Date and just hoped Harry would like it.
"Oh My God, Lou. That looks beautiful" exclaimed Harry as he approached Louis happily.
"Not as beautiful as you" said Louis smoothly, making Harry blush. But it wasn't a lie thouh. Harry really looked beautiful in his flowery shirt. Fit perfectly to the park.
"This is all for you, beautiful" presented Louis his prepared picnic to Harry, taking his hand to lead him ove to the blanket and sit down.
"Wow, I have no words for that" gasped Harry dumbfounded, taking everything in.
"So, it's that bad, mh?" asked Louis jokingly.
"God No, it's perfect. Thank you, Lou" pecked Harry suprisingly Louis' cheek, making him blush slightly.
"I tried my best but you already know I'm not good with food. I hope sandwiches are okay?" offered Louis him a smile and a sandwich.
"Did you do this all by yourself?" asked Harry smirkingly.
"Of course. Are you trying to insult me?" huffed Louis playfully. Harry just cocked an knowing eyebrow at him.
"Fine. Liam and Zayn helped me but they're just better in stuff like that as me" admitted Louis.
"I know but I still like you so no problem there" shrugged Harry, eating his sandwich.
"You like me?" hooked Louis.
"Of course. Why do you think we're here?" looked Harry crockedly at him.
"Don't know. We haven't really talked about it" shrugged Louis insecure.
"Then I'm telling you now, that I really like you, Lou" confessed Harry honestly to him.
"I like you too, Haz" smiled Louis fondly at him.
After that was finally cleared up they fell into an easy conversation while they were eating. Louis even had some grapes and strawberries with him and they ended up throwing them at each other, the grapes, and feeding one another, the berries. At one point Louis was lying on his back, looking at the clear blue sky. From the corner of his eye he could see Harry with some flowers and tried to focus on what he was doing exactly.
"Haz, what are you doing?" asked Louis curiously.
To his suprise Harry seemed almost startled and scared after Louis had asked the Question. It looked like he was trying to hide what he was doing. "Nothing, Just ...er... daydreaming".
"You're the worst liar in the world, Haz. I have to give you that. Why don't you just show me? You can trust me, remember?" said Louis softly.
Something flashed through Harry's face. It looked like fear and sadness but then it was replaced with nervousness but Harry showed him what he was hiding behind his back. It was an almost finished flower crown made of the most beautiful flowers around here. It was really pretty.
"It's really pretty, Haz" smiled Louis at him.
"Really?" seemed Harry to be kinda shocked.
"Yes really. It suits you. Why don't you finish it?" tilted Louis his head aside.
At that Harry smiled and nodded excitedly at Louis, who just watched how Harry finished his flower crown. When he was done Harry had placed it in his lap and was looking unsurely at it as if he wasn't sure what to do next. Louis got the feeling he knew what was up so he grabbed for flower crown, suprising Harry in the process, and placed it on top of Harry's hair, adjusting it so it wouldn't fall down.
"What are you doing?" asked Harry in pure shock.
"Now you are a pretty flower prince or princess. Whatever you wanna be" admired Louis him with his crown.
"What did I do to deserve someone like you, Lou?" had Harry tears in his eyes.
"You deserve to be treated like a princess everday" caressed Louis Harry's cheek softly. Harry just smiled at him in pure awe.
"Why were you so scared of me seeing the crown? Did someone said something bad about it?" Louis wanted to know. Harry nodded hesitantely.
"Who?".
"The boys in school and my Ex. They made fun of me for it. Said it was weird to like them. They said it wasn't normal for a boy to like thos girly things" revealed Harry to him in a small voice.
"Kids in school are horrible, I know that myself. I'm realy sorry. But your Ex did it too? Wasn't he supposed to like you for who you are and protect you instead of putting you down?" felt Louis his blood boil with anger.
"He's my Ex for a reason" sniffled Harry.
"He sounds like a horrible person. Was he always like that?" asked Louis sympathtically.
"At first he was nicer, you know? The time he was trying to get me to like him. But he was never really supportive. Nick always wanted a cool boyfriend to show off to his friends but apperantly that wasn't me. I wasn't good enough for him so he.... um he cheated on me. Multiple times as I found out later. For a long time I thought it was my fault for being so weird and different" opened Harry up to him completely.
"Is that why you don't talk so much around people?" forced Louis himself to ask and not cry like he wanted to.
Harry nodded at that. "Nick always said I should talk faster or don't talk at all. No one would really take the time to listen to me".
"This Nick dude is a total dickhead. I love to hear you talk, Haz. Please never stop talking to me. You're worth so much more than he made you believe you are. You are perfect the way you are, Harry" told Louis him sincerely, looking him deep in the eye.
"Thank you, Louis. You're a really special guy, you know that?" smiled Harry thankfully at him.
"Not really to be honest" admitted Louis. Harry looked questioningly at him.
"You're unfortunately not the only one with a bad past" sighed Louis sadly.
"Is this about those heartbreaker rumours that are going around?" asked Harry knowingly.
"You heard about them?" grew fear inside of Louis.
"Yes I did. Acutally before we even met in the first place. But I never listen to them. Nick spread false rumours about me back then so I always get to know the person first before I believe anyt3ing" told Harry him honestly.
"And what do you think now that you know me?" asked Louis kinda scared still.
"That whoever started that rumour has to be either blind or stupid. You're far from a heartbreaker" smiled Harry brightly at him.
"I'm actually really relieved now to be honest" let Louis out a loud sigh.
"You really thought I could believe that bullshit?" raised Harry an eyebrow at him.
"Well everyone else always did so how could I have known you would be different from the start? You can ask Liam and Zayn, I was freaking out about this a lot" admitted Lous sheepishly.
"No need to. I know better" smiled Harry assuringly at him. "You wanna tell me how this all started?".
"I actually have no idead who started it in the first place. It just came out of nowhere" scratched Louis his neck. He knew this was his moment to tell Harry about his past and ex-boyfriends to clear everything up. It was just really hard for him. "I guess I just had a lot of bad luck with past boyfriends".
"I'll listen to you when you wanna tell me".
Louis took a deep breath and smiled at Harry before he started to go back the memory line. "Guess I have to start at the beginning then. Well, I had my first boyfriend pretty late due to High School being Hell for me too. His name was Stan and he was pretty okay even when I look back at it now. Still he denied me all the time and wasn't really proud to be my boyfriend and that really destroyed my self-confidenz I actually once had. Calvin, my second boyfriend, was what followed and it was pure Hell. Due to my lack of confidenz he really tried to um... turn me into his willing sub and stuff. He wanted to own me as if I was some kind of object but nobody owns me. I'm all for equality and stuff, you know? Not one partner deciding over the other. Well, he wasn't having it and that's probably where the first rumours started. Just because I didn't wanted to be his silent bottom bitch".
Louis took a short breath and looked back at Harry. He had a sad look on his face but waited for him to go on. So that's what he did. "Lastly there was Luke. Between him and Calvin were a lot of guy who tried to wrap me around their finger to get a piece of the big bad 'heartbreaker' they thought I am for whatever reason. Okay, I closed myself up and blocked everyone but wha about that made me a Fuckboy? No idea. Anyways, Luke tried it too but in a different way. He tried to be nice and make me like him and it kinda worked. But all he wanted was Sex and a spicy story to tell and that's what happened. Since then all everyone ever wanted from me was Sex and nothing else but I'm not someone for one night. I just want someone to be there for me all the time and not just until they got what they wanted and be dropped again. Someone to hold, to care for, to care for me, someone to love. Is that really too much to ask?".
By now Louis had tears in his eyes. He never said all this out loud and it felt so good to let it all out. Harry entwined their hands and made Louis look at him. Harry had tears in his eyes too but was offering Louis a brave smile. "I'm sorry you had to go through all of this. They never deserved you. You are an amazin person with the kindest heart in the whole world. I will never mistreat you like this, I promise".
"I know, Haz. And I will never let someone hurt you again. That's my promise to you" leaned Louis closer to Harry.
Their lips met for a brief second in a tearfilled kiss to seal their promise and Louis just knew they would keep it. Something inside him was sure about it and he chose to trust that voice in his head this time.
After their honest, tearful and confession filled picnic they gathered their stuff together and went over to the cinema like Louis had it planned before. They sat in the back and ended up snuggled together, simply enjoying to have someone next to them who really cared. They stole short kisses and tender touches throughout the whole movie and if you asked them what they had acutally watched they probably wouldn't be able to answer that Question.
On their way home through the dark of their park torwards Harry's flat they were holding hands. Louis felt like the happiest person on the whole planet and Harry's constant smile told him he was feeling the same way.
At Harry's front door Louis wrapped his arms around Harry's neck and pulled him closer for a gentle kiss. Harry had his hands gently placed on Louis' waist and deepened the kiss. Louis had a fuzzy feeling in his stomach and he never wanted it to end. He was already in love with Harry and there was no turning back any more.
"Maybe that sounds weird or is a bad idea but um... do you wanna come up with me? We could... er talk some more and cuddle if you want to" asked Harry shyly against Louis' lips.
Without their former talk in the park Louis would see red now and his alarm signal would blink wildly and scream loudly no at him. But he knew more about Harry now and what he have been through and he had told Harry everything and they had made a promise. Louis knew what most likely was about to happen if he followed Harry up the stairs now and he was okay with it. After all they promised.
"Sure, Haz. I'd love to".
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