WARNING: MEDJ MATURE CONTENT. MEDJ LANG NAMAN PERO WAG PA RING TUTULARAN. ALIEN? ALIEN.

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~ Hadlee

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CHAPTER FIVE

ABIGAIL'S POV

"Why?" I asked Zendrix. We're both finally done with breakfast and I'm seated on the edge of my bed, while he's on the sofa. I stared at him even more. "Why not, Zendrix?"

He cleared his throat, probably uncomfortable with the topic, which confuses me. "I respect you, Abby. And like I said, I'm still courting you and I'm serious about it."

I raised an eyebrow. "We're both adults. And didn't you agree that you'll help me forget?"

Zendrix let out a heavy sigh. "Yeah, I agreed. Pero hindi ko naisip na sa ganitong paraan." I stood up and was about to walk toward him but he moved farther from me which made me stop. "I will help you forget, Abby, but not this way. I want to help you remove that memory, but I also want to prove my worth to you. Hinding-hindi ko magagawa sayo 'yang gusto mo nang ganito kaaga."

"Edi gawin natin ng gabi," I couldn't help but sarcastically voice out. "Come on, Zendrix. Hindi ba't ganon naman ang ginagawa para maka-move on?" I quoted in the air.

Medyo matagal niya akong tinitigan bago muling napabuga ng hangin saka umiling. "No. I won't take advantage of your situation. I want something to happen between us, I would not lie, but I'm willing to wait for the right time, and now isn't."

I flatly looked at him before walking towards the door. "If you don't want to do it with me, then I'll just look for someone else who's willing."

As swift as a fox, Zendrix stood behind me and I could feel his breath on my neck. "Do you... really... want it?" he asked in a low voice in my ear.

I gulped, trying to think if this is really what I want—what I need. "Yes."

I felt his hands on both of my arms, slowly caressing them. "I respect you, Abby." Zendrix' hands went from my elbows down to my hands, intertwining his fingers with mine. "But I also want you, Abby... so bad... and only mine."

Hindi ko alam pero parang kinabahan ako sa paraan ng pagsasalita niya. Not bad nervous though, but the one mixed with excitement. Something inside me slowly burns. This is my first time, anyway.

I was anxious about his next move but seconds later, we still stayed like that. "I want you, but I can't do this. I might lose you," he whispered, which made me curious.

I quickly faced him, reached for his nape, and crashed his lips on mine. I felt him freeze so I softly bit his lower lip, making him growl and finally move. I cut the makeout short and whispered against his lips. "You might lose me more if you won't do what I ask."

He stared deep into my eyes. Desire and fear were battling in his eyes. "Abby..."

I softly squeezed his nape before licking his lower lip. "I want you too, Zendrix. Right now."

As if his last strand of holding back finally snapped, Zendrix initiated the kiss and pushed me to the door. One of his hands was holding the back of my head, while the other arm was wrapped around my waist. He was as if protecting me from hurting my back because of the door.

Our lips moved in sync. Our breaths and saliva were mixing. And our tongues battled over dominance. We both explored each other's mouths as if we were seeking a treasure inside.

I could feel Zendrix' grip tightening, especially when I started moving my hands from his nape to his shoulders and down to his chest.

Zendrix' lips left mine so we could breathe, but his kisses continued on my neck, licking and softly sucking it. "Oh... Zen..."

He pulled away and stared at my neck, his lips forming a smirk. "Pretty... and mine." Zendrix went back to tasting my neck.

I was having a hard time catching my breath. I could feel heat taking over my body. I then felt something building inside me and all I knew is that I wanted to let it out. "Fvck!" I couldn't help but cuss when I felt his hand on top of my clothed breast, softly massaging it. "Zen..."

His hands were starting to caress my upper body, sending tingling sensations all over my body. I was in pure heat and it burned, even more, when I felt him taking off my kimono cardigan. His callous big hands were slowly entering my sleeveless top.

Napakapit na lamang ako sa mga matitipuno niyang braso nang simulan niyang paglaruan ang mga bundok ko. "Oh..." Zendrix' lips moved from my shoulders to my lips. We once again made out and I just let myself get drunk in his kisses, enjoying the burning atmosphere between us.

"Abby..." he breathed out between our kisses. My half hooded eyes tried to look at him when he pulled away. "I want you on your bed." He leaned on my ear and licked it. "I want to see you naked underneath me," he sexily whispered.

Mas lalo akong nahirapang huminga. I could even feel the world turning. "C-Carry me. Pleasure me." I want this and this man would give it to me, so there's no turning back.

I squealed when he suddenly carried me and walked to the bed. I thought he was gonna throw me to the bed like what's in the movies and books, but Zendrix carefully placed me there, as if I was a vulnerable vase.

Hindi ko napigilang titigan siya nang hubarin niya ang suot niyang pantaas. Damn... hot. Better than what I imagined the first time I saw him.

"Don't look at me like that," I heard him say which pulled me out of my thoughts.

I blinked a couple of times. "Like what?"

He smirked. "Like you want me to pound you hard."

Hindi ko napigilang kagatin ang pang-ibaba kong labi. This isn't the Zendrix a little while ago. But I would want to take him again and again. "That's exactly what I want."

His eyes burned with desire and like a predator, he attacked me with his delicious lips. We only cut off our kiss when he successfully removed my top and then my bra. His palms found their way back to their toy.

Zendrix then left my lips and traveled down to my breasts. "Oh fvck!" I moaned loudly when his tongue flicked my n*pple. He had his fun lapping and fondling my breasts, and all I did was scream his name. "Sh*t! More, Zen—oh!"

His lips then moved lower, trailing kisses on my flat tummy until I felt his hands working on my shorts. He was about to pull it down when my phone rang and we both stopped.

I saw Zendrix freeze like he realized something. Nagmamadali naman niyang inabot ang damit ko kanina saka ibinigay sa akin. "Thanks." He just nodded his head and picked up his shirt then wore it. I reached for my phone and answered it. "Mom..."

(Sweetheart, I just want to know that you're okay.)

My mom's sweet calming voice somehow made me smile. "I'm fine, Mom. You guys need anything?"

I heard her chuckle. (I would need a grandchild, sweetheart. Would you give me that?)

Napailing na lang ako saka natigilan at lumingon paharap kay Zendrix. I saw him staring at me with worry in his eyes. Probably scolding himself for giving in to my wants. "Do you really want a grandchild, Mom?" I saw his forehead creased and looked at me questioningly.

(Of course, Abegail. But a grandchild and a son-in-law would be better.)

I smiled. "Okay then, Mom. I'll do my best. If I liked it here, I'll give you what you want," I answered, still staring at Zendrix.

I heard her cough. (Wha-What do you mean—)

"Bye, Mom! Love you!" I quickly ended the call and walked toward the man who was nervously sitting on the sofa. "Hey..."

Zendrix took a deep breath before looking at me. "Please, don't hate me. You'll still let me court you, right? I won't do it again, I promise—"

"Shh." I put my finger over his lips, shutting him up. "What do you mean you won't do it again? I want it, Zen." I slowly unbuttoned his shirt. "Now... let's continue what we let off, hmm?"

I thought he would say no again but when I saw the desire slowly growing in his eyes, I quickly captured his lips. A grandchild and a son-in-law, huh? Let's see.

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