Do you ever get tired of feeling sad?

Feeling bad?

Not know why,

You want to cry?

Do you ever get tired of taking blame?

Playing the game?

Feeling ashamed?

Being drained?

Do you ever get tired of being confused?

Feeling abused?

Misused?

Not amused?

I know I do.

I want more

Though I know not what.

Tired of kicking my own butt.

Nothing in this world is clear-cut

I've become jaded somewhat.

I miss my smile

My sense of fun

The ability to be excited

for myself or someone

I've flicked a switch

I can't flick back

I feel detached

Mismatched

Dispatched

I don't know if I can be mended

I feel suspended

In a reality

That can't be comprehended