You know you're not okay

When you cry yourself to sleep

You know you're not okay

When you force yourself to eat

You try to maintain

You try not to change

But every day is too plain

Because it is all the same

I hurt myself in many ways

Not every way is the same

I'm trying to fix myself

Okay?

I don't need your help

I have to do this Myself

If I ever want to be okay

I need to keep myself away from flame

I need to keep myself away from pain

And some things never go away

Like the pain in memories

And the pain in misery

The pain when I smile

But I promise

I'm gonna be okay

When I learn to deal with the pain

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Just now: 1-12-18

~Kaydence