The People are starting to get to my head

Making think more and more about death

Making me Feel like I don't deserve the Man I Love

Making me feel like Maybe I'm too young

My Mind mixed with emotion

The cuddles being the only reason I sleep

Some nights Insomnia is Just eating at me

I try and Try to keep the positivity

But the Negativity is Eating me Alive

My head being the darkest place if you let me use it

And Please dont make me Lose it

I Keep saying I Love you

And I'm just hoping

That you'll forever Love me too

Because Honestly

I don't know

If I would've made it

Without you

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3-3-19
I'm Not Oki
But
I really don't wanna talk about it

~Kaydence