What if I told you I was in pain?

That stabs me as I try to explain

Would that make any difference?

And if It would

Could you see it?

Would you finally understand?

No matter how many times I said

I was oki

I was fine

Would you ever see through the white lies?

Of course you wouldn't

Because I hide it

Everyone deserves to be happy

I'll live with the pain

My time alone is when I'm crying

You wouldn't notice

No one ever does

But thats oki

Cause no matter how much pain
I am in

I'm not gonna hurt myself

Because I'd just feel more pain

As an escape

That never ever works...

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This was the first one I made in my Phone
So I wanna say its dated on 11-23-18
But I dont know
Surprise
Im not always so smilely

~Kaydence