i think i am losing my mind. bUt where did it go?

is it under my bed? in the drawer? in the cabinet with my empty pill bottles?

are you scared of my mind? is it too dark and ugly? not shiny enough for a spoiled bitch?

well that's my fault and my mistake, let me put it away for you.

i'll just cut my head open in two and shove it back in

in 

in 

in 

inside of me

that's where my demons are, the ones who turned me into a wretch

they are eating me from the inside out

my heart is devoured and they forever speak from my mouth

do you hear them? do you hear us inside of you? do we terrify you?

though what we say is the truth.

what is truth to you is not always truth to me,

but you believing you deserve this is blissful agony.