HELLBØUND - Find Your Way // S2 Episode 9

Y/N filled everyone in on what happened and after he did, he left the hotel, trying to think on why Stolas would wanna end things with Blitzø, but couldn't find anything. Desperate for answers, he decides to pay Stolas a visit. The episode opens with water filling a large pool. Stolas lays down in a lounge chair beside a tea table under a royal tent in his garden, reading a book with a cup of wine on a table next to him. Y/N hovered down to the ground and his as he watched. Blitzø appears a little ways away, climbing over the brick wall.

Blitzø: Hello, hello, hello, Stolas! You have- AH!

Stolas takes notice, but scowls at Blitzø for the harsh and heartbreaking words he said the night before. He covers his face in his book as Blitzo falls into the bushes, climbing out, yanking a carnivorous plant off of biting his foot as he walks up to talk.

Blitzø: You haven't been answering my texts, and I sent you a bunch of funny shit. So, what gives?

Stolas: I was hoping my lack of "ha ha's" in response to the photos you sent would be an indicator I didn't want to talk right now.

Blitzø: Oh, come on, Stolas, we just had a rough night. 'Sides, you always want to hear from me.

Trying to get his attention, Blitzø uses his finger to press down the middle of the book so he and Stolas would be eye to eye. Stolas sighs as he closes the book in his hand.

Stolas: Blitzø. What is it you want?

Blitzø: I wanna feel like I'm earning my way to Earth! 'Kay? So get your tight, feathered ass out of that lawn chair and into the bedroom so I can fuck it!

Blitzø climbs on top of Stolas as he speaks, but the latter does not reciprocate the intentions. Stolas frowns as he gets out of the chair and moves to the tea table.

Stolas: *sarcastically* Wow. Poetry. I'm sure such a statement would have had me swooning by now.

Blitzo is shocked that his usual sexual advances isn't working on Stolas and how Stolas is now cold toward him.

Blitzø: Uhhh, I- Sh- Yeah, sure that wa- Okay, that was a shitty way for me to say it- But you usually like it when I talk all dirty, and fucky, and shit.

Stolas stops in his tracks, and turns his head to scowl at Blitzø, the sound effect of a crow cawing being heard.

Blitzø: Come on, we don't do words, we do sex!

Stolas: As shocking as this might seem, Blitzø... *eye twitches* I don't think I'm in the mood to "do sex" with you. In fact, I don't think I'm even in the mood to do words with you! *walks off* So, how about you respect that?

Blitzø: *follows* Oh, come on, Stolas. You can't mean that. You always love seeing this.

Stolas: Seeing you right now is hard! I don't want to feel worse than I already do.

As Stolas puts down his book, he picks up a folded envelope with the words "You're invited" on it.

Stolas: It's bad enough I got an invite to this anti-Blitzø party- An honorary invite for being your freshest ex.

Blitzø: "Anti-Blitzo party"? Who the fuck's behind this?!

He reaches for the invitation.

Stolas: Oh, it's entirely immature. I'd never indulge this nonsense, it's silly.

Blitzø: Real silly. *rips invitation out of Stolas's hand* Real fucking classy.

Stolas: Kind of them to invite me, though. It might be rude not to make an appearance.

Wanting to get to the bottom of this, Blitzø opens the invitation and is shocked to find who it's signed by.

Blitzø: Verosika?! Of course, that fucking bitch.

Stolas: I will say, it's rather concerning you have an entire party devoted to hating you though, Blitzø.

Blitzø: Oh, please, *gives envelope back* everyone hates me for shitty reasons, except for Y/N. *sits at tea table* In the end, everyone's just bitter they couldn't tie this ass down. *puts legs on table* I'm too much imp to simp!

Stolas: You really think that's the reason?

Blitzø: Yessir, they couldn't handle that I moved on.

Stolas: *walks up to table* Oh! So you're used to being the one who crushes others' feelings, hm?

Blitzo: If by *imitates Stolas mockingly* "crushes other's feelings" you mean... *slides finger across throat* End shit before it gets serious, then bingo. I'm doing everyone a favor because relationships are boring.

Stolas: *scowls* Oh, yes, very boring. So what are you doing here, then?

Blitzø: Uh, I- Waiting for you to realize how good an angry fuck would be right now!

Stolas: Get out! *points to the exit* Right now!

Blitzø: What?!

Stolas: I'm tired of this. I'm uncomfortable how you're speaking to me now.

Blitzø: Oh, come on, Stolas. You can't tell me this isn't a fantasy of yours. *gets up on table* You want me to show your rich, prince-y ass what a real fuckin' is. *pulls on Stolas's robe*

Stolas: Stop it! *walks away*

Blitzø: Ha! I'm right, aren't I? *gets off table* You get off to getting plowed by people you look down on.

Stolas: I don't look down on you! How many times do I ha- When have I ever?! You speak just like that vile Striker friend of yours. The one who tried to kill me and you couldn't be bothered to come help me. Remember him?

Blitzø: Hey, look- I do not sound like- I- And I didn't know he was capable- I- I stopped him the first time, didn't I?

Stolas: *chirps in surprise* The first time?

Blitzø: Yeah, the- *realizes he never told Stolas about Striker* Oh. Oops. I- Uh- No, who said tha- I- *scratches his head*

Stolas: You knew someone was trying to assassinate me?

Blitzø: I, I- I stopped him! And I- I really didn't think you could actually get hurt, you're immortal and shit! You're a fucking prince!

A shocked Stolas picks up his book and begins walking away, with Blitzø following

Blitzø: If me and my team could kick that guy's ass that easily, then I'm sure you'd have no problem. Besides, Y/N and BF/N we're able to handle him, who's to say we can't?

Stolas: I suppose you are right, silly me. It's not an imp's place to protect a Goetia, is it?

Blitzø: And there it is. Took ya long enough!

Stolas: That's all you were waiting for, wasn't it? For me to play into this idea you have of me that I'm this prince who thinks he's so much better than you. Well, I don't! Why would I allow everyone to see how much I like you? How I've tried so fucking hard to spend time with you, to support you? You don't owe me those things, but you can't just ignore all that!

Blitzø: You know, Stolas... I've spent the entirety of this morning listening to love ballads, *grabs Stolas' hand & pulls him closer* and that was still the GAYEST thing I've heard all day!

Stolas: *pulling away, further offended* Do you feel any kind of remorse for what you do? Have you ever even apologized once in your life?

Blitzø: *whips his tail around in anger & seething* Oh, you think I can't apologize?! *sniffles* For what?! You want me to be like- Oh, sorry, this entire time I assumed the worst because I was convinced a prince could never love someone like me and I've let my self hatred stop me from apologizing to anyone I could ever care about!

Blitzø breaks down slightly as he describes what he thinks Stolas wants of him. Bird chirps are heard as he turns back to Blitzø, slightly surprised.

Stolas: Well, yes. That.

Blitzø: ...Weeell, fuck you! I can sorry the fuck out of people, just you watch! I sorried Fizz so hard he cried!

Stolas walks up the stairs.

Blitzø: And I can sorry more people, everyone but you! Cause I don't owe you dick!

Stolas slams the door on Blitzø.

Blitzø: Everyone but you...

He walks away and Stolas sighs.

Y/N: ...

Cuts to Blitzø in his apartment laying on his couch, then getting up and getting a cup of coffee.

Blitzø: I can totally apologize to the people I've fucked with. *gets into his car* I mean, how many people could there possibly be?

Blitzø writes up a list of names in order, with the fiirst 3 being: "Moxxie?", "Annoying Kid", "Southern Bitch", "Y/N". Blitzø is then seen knocking on the door of who is revealed to be Martha.

Martha: Yes? Oh. It's you.

Blitzø: Heeey, Martha, look, I know we killed you in the past, but I just wanted to say no hard feelings and offer this?

Blitzø hands Martha an apology basket, consisting of wads of cheese, bottles of hot sauce, and a note saying "sorry", putting it in her hands. Behind her, Mrs. Mayberry, emerges from a bedroom, wrapped in a towel and sopping wet, just coming out of a shower. she flips her hair back before stopping in her tracks, noticing Blitzø. He looks at her, and smiles seductively at Martha, who turns to see a flustered Mayberry looking at them.

Martha: Yeah, that's fuckin' right.

Martha closes the door, and Blitzø pulls up the list again to cross off her name, along with two other new names: "Guy I Ran Over" and "Hot Bouncer". Cuts to Agent One and Agent Two both looking bored, before Blitzø appears from a portal with a card that reads "Sowy :c" with a horse on it. Blitzø then winks at them and leaves, as they scramble to try and catch him. Blitzø crosses their names off the list and opens a portal to Ozzie's in the Lust Ring, where he gives Jesse flowers with the same sorry card, stomping on one of the people in the queue as he does. Afterwards, Blitzø is about to text an apology to Stolas, but second guesses himself, deleting his message. In the Greed Ring, the mascot of Loo Loo Land is seen next to a campfire. Blitzo then appears in a stroller and stuffs the apology gift into his eyeball. Another portal opens on Earth as Blitzø tosses a gift into the pile of dead bodies in the site of the room he had a massive fight in at original D.H.O.R.K.S Facility. Cuts to Blitzo on stage at an acting awards ceremony in a dress and wig about to apologize to the audience. Blitzø then tries to text Stolas an apology again, but holds back. Cuts again to the current D.H.O.R.K.S. Facility, where alarms are going off and Agent One, Agent Two, a 3rd Agent, a priest and The Cherubs (who are still recovering from their injuries) are poised around where Blitzo dropped off his apology card, weapons raised. Blitzø then opens a portal right behind Cletus to give him an 'apology' card, which instead just has a few insults directed at the Cherubs.

Blitzø: *closes party invitation* All right, and now onto the exes, who are all in one place... *sighs* Yay.

Blitzø gives a worried expression as he rubs his crystal, which makes it generate a portal to Earth. Cuts to Earth where a portal is opened and Blitzø's car runs over a jack o'lantern.

Blitzø: Hey, buddy, you know where 666 South Maple Avenue might be?

Halloween Guy: Down that way, demon dude! Sick costume, bruh.

Grandpa: Hey, Happy Halloween! Oh, looks like you missed some makeup there.

Blitzø: Thanks! It's my face. *drives off down the road*

Cuts to inside the party with Stolas just arriving.

Stolas: *pouring himself a drink* The one day a year the spirits can rise amongst the living and it's spent celebrating mutual pettiness.

Sailor Demon: Uh, what?

Stolas: Oh! Nothing! *laughs* I was talking to myself.

Sailor Demon: *sarcastically* Cool, man, I wish I was you... *walks off*

Stolas starts drinking, as Verosika Mayday dances over, noticing Stolas.

Verosika: Hello, freshest ex! Stolas! *kisses Stolas on cheek* How're you doing, baby, you holding up okay?

Stolas: Oh, I'm fine, I felt it rude not to stop by. I don't get invited out much, but, I really shouldn't stay long.

Verosika: Well, I'm glad you could make it, honey. *clinks her cup with Stolas's*

Stolas: Well, this certainly beats the last Earth party I attended on Hallows' Eve.

Cuts to worshippers torturing a blindfolded man, knife held over his chest. Stolas is standing to the side, looking bored while holding a drink in his hand.

Masked Worshipper: All hail the demon prince, Stolas.

Stolas: I was told there would be cake?

Blood splatters onto him which freaks him out. Cuts back to Stolas drinking his cup.

Verosika: Speaking of cake, you wanna slice it?

Verosika pulls Stolas over to the Blitzø cake, with multiple arrows in its chest and a machete down its forehead.

Stolas: Oh... Eugh.

Verosika: I like to start with the neck. *pulls out a knife* Or the dick.

Stolas: Eugh...

Verosika: You're right. Nobody wants his dick, anyway.

She violently stabs the crotch of the cake which makes Stolas uncomfortable.

Stolas: I- I think I'm content without slicing any of it.

Verosika: Well, live it up, baby, you are with friends here. Fuck Blitzø in the fucking ass!

A crowd of Succubi and other assorted demons are seen cheering. Cuts to Verosika slicing the head off the cake while laughing. Stolas is shocked as more demons are seen torturing miniature toys of Blitzø, and walks away.

Blitzø: *enters party* W-o-ow. Have I fucked this many people? Christ on a stick, I should start keeping count. *half-heartedly apologizing to random demons* Sorry for the comment I made at your sister's wedding, though she did deserve it, she's a whore. Sorry for fucking your mom, though I thought it was your dad.

Blitzø sees a piñata made of him hanging by a noose and quickly rushes to hide, grabbing a tablecloth to cover under..

Unicorn Costumed Demon: Hey!

Everyone nearby looks at Blitzø now hiding under the tablecloth though they don't recognize him quick enough.

Blitzø: He did it. *points at Dennis*

Blitzo quickly runs away.

Unicorn Costumed Demon: Way to go, Dennis. You fucking suck.

Unnamed succubus: Yeah, you suck, Dennis!

Cuts to Blitzø taking a peek outside, before hiding in a crowd looking for Stolas. He sees him off to the side before realising Verosika is on stage.

Verosika: *laughs* Now...

Blitzø: Oh, shit-

Verosika: It's time to hear from the special, new guest of honor of the night- Stolas! Get up here, and say a few words!

Stolas: *spits out drink* Oh, no. No, no, no. No. I'm not really, um, hehe.

He is pushed onto the stage.

Stolas: Uh, I really shouldn't, I-

Verosika: Tell us all about your experience with Blitzø. That cock-sucking motherfucker! C'mon, baby, speak from your heart. We all here know how you feel.

Stolas: Um. Oh, ahahaha, um.

Stolas looks into the crowd for a moment before singing.

Stolas: 🎵I let you get too close
I let it go too far
Now I know, now I know
Now I know exactly what you are🎵

Verosika & Tex: 🎵Na-na-na, na na, na
A motherfucker
Na-na-na, na na, na
A motherfucker🎵

Stolas: 🎵I don't think you meant to hurt me
Cause I don't think it meant a thing at all🎵

All: 🎵At all, at all, at all🎵

While singing this line, Blitzø slowly makes his way to the front of the audience, looking saddened.

All: 🎵At all, at all, at all🎵

Stolas: 🎵At all, at all, to you🎵

Verosika & Tex: 🎵Na-na-na, na na, na🎵

All: 🎵The motherfucker
Na-na-na, na na, na
The motherfucker🎵

Transitions to inside Stolas' mansion.

Stolas: 🎵I let it go too long
I let you go too deep
Now I know, now I know
Now I know there's one thing I can't keep🎵

Visual representations of the sun and moon appear behind Stolas.

Stolas: 🎵But I, I keep on waiting
Waiting to want you less than I do🎵

Transitions into a location with several mirrors with Blitzø's image hanging from the ceiling. Some them are smiling until Stolas reaches out to them, upon which they adopt a scowl.

Stolas: 🎵And I do, oh, I do, yes I still do want you
But maybe it's all on me
For missing every sign and every glance and every turn🎵

2 of the images of Blitzø turn into both Verosika and Vortex.

Verosika & Tex: 🎵No, no, no, he's a motherfucker🎵

Stolas: 🎵Maybe there's something here for us to glean
For you to teach and me to try and learn🎵

While singing that line, Stolas puts his hand on the picture and it shatters, along with the other ones.

Verosika & Tex: 🎵No, no, no, he's a motherfucker🎵

Stolas: 🎵Cause I am not a thief, but you were mine to earn
What if I came on too strong?
What if I read this all wrong?
What if we just don't belong?
All this what if, what if, what if, what if, what if, what if
Why, why, why, why-why-why, makes me, burn!🎵

Purple flame billows around Stolas as the scene transitions back to him singing on the stage.

Stolas: 🎵Oh, I don't think you meant to hurt me
Cause I don't think it meant a thing at all!🎵

Verosika & Tex: 🎵Well, did it?🎵

Stolas: 🎵No, not at all🎵

Verosika & Tex: 🎵Didn't mean a Goddamn thing🎵

All: 🎵At all, at all, at all
Didn't mean a, didn't mean a🎵

Stolas: 🎵At all, at all, at all🎵

While singing that line, Blitzø is seen teary-eyed, realising the weight of his actions and hides himself further under the tablecloth.

All: 🎵Didn't mean a, didn't mean a🎵

Stolas: 🎵At all, at all to you🎵

All: 🎵Na-na-na, na na, na
The motherfucker
Na-na-na, na na, na
The motherfucker🎵

Transitions into an image of younger Blitzø and Stolas, which then tears in half to reveal their older selves, with Stolas pulling away first and Blitzo walking off.

All: 🎵Na-na-na, na na, na🎵

Stolas: 🎵The motherfucker...🎵

Stolas: Thank you for your time.

He walks off the stage as the crowd cheers.

Cuts to Blitzø seeing Stolas walk back into the party.

Verosika: Alrighty, bitches, let's get wild!

Blitzø: *sighs*

Cuts to Blitzo walking inside the building and up to a drunk Stolas.

Blitzø: Hey.

Stolas: *spits out drink* Blitzø?! What are you doing here? You're lucky everyone is drunk or you would be murdered right now.

Blitzø: Ah, no, it's good I'm in a disguise.

Stolas pulls down the tablecloth on Blitzo to hide him, and walks him around while grabbing drinks.

Blitzø: Wow. I've never seen you throw 'em back like this.

Stolas: Came just to judge me, is that it?

Blitzø: No, I just- This was the final stop on the apology tour I've been on today.

Stolas: Oh, yes, I recall. Everyone but me is getting your cheap apologies tonight, hm? Well, you certainly have your work cut out for you.

Blitzø: Look, how I acted this morning... It was fucked, okay?

Stolas: This morning? Ugh, why did you show up there? *falls backwards into Blitzø's arms* Why'd you show up here?

Blitzø: You already asked that, but look, I-I just really need to... To talk to you, to- to explain.

Stolas: Oh?

Blitzø: I've always been real shit at sorries, 'kay? They're for pussies and no one fuckin' deserves them anyway, but I felt maybe you actually needed one.

Stolas: *dramatically* Ooh, lucky me!

Stolas falls off of Blitzø's lap and even a feather comes off of him. Blitzø helps guide Stolas over to the couch.

Blitzø: Oh, shit. Okay, what I mean is, I said sorry a lot today and, honestly, didn't really mean any of it. Because the only one I wanted to say it to... Was you, Stolas. I just... This whole thing we had going... I'm- I mean you're a fucking prince. How could you ever actually care for an imp... Me? How could anybody?

Stolas: Blitzø. There is a crowd full of people here, who cared so much, they'd throw an entire fucking party about hating you, every year! Do you know how much you have to care to do something as stupid as that?

Blitzø: Stolas, you are better off without me. 'Kay? You deserve so much... I don't even know why you would want to be with me.

Stolas: You wanna know what I want? I want to know what it's like, to not be alone. I want to be someone's someone. I want to feel wanted. But like, in a romantic way, like I'm standing out in the rain at a train station and someone is shouting: "Harriet! Don't get on that train, it's going to London and I cannot be without you!"

As Stolas continues the dramatic declaration, he stands up, catching the party goers' attention. Blitzø quickly covers his face to avoid being noticed. The party goers go back to what they were doing.

Blitzø: Oh, Stolas, that's... a rom-com.

Stolas: *sits back down* Oh, fuck you. The point is, I just... want someone to care if I stay or go. I want someone to want... me! To want to see me. To hold me. To look at me and think "You're the only one I want!" *sheds tears* "I desire to hold you and talk to you, and never let you feel so..."

As Stolas spoke, Blitzø feels more and more guilty with how horrible he treated him. and when Stolas crouches down, he leans his hand to stroke him, but stops when Stolas sits up.

Stolas: You! Why are you here? I don't want you here, go home, please! Let me not feel so sad! *sobs & then takes a deep breath*

Blitzø is about to say something when a succubus suddenly appears

"Better than Blitzo" Guy: Hey.

Stolas: *startled* Oh! Hello.

"Better than Blitzo" Guy: Great song earlier. You have great pipes.

Stolas: *wipes away tear* Thank you.

Blitzø: Yeah, yeah, yeah. He sings fantastic, we're talking here!

"Better than Blitzo" Guy: Well, I just wanted to see if... *brushes back hair* Maybe... I dunno... You'd wanna... Dance?

Stolas: You want... to... dance... with me?

"Better than Blitzo" Guy: *stands up* Yeah.

Stolas looks between both demons. Blitzø sighs and gestures for him to go.

Stolas: *excitedly* Okay!

Blitzø watches as Stolas takes the guy's hand and leaves the room to dance. Blitzø walks to the door and watches as Stolas cheerfully dances before seeing Verosika walk up the stairs. He walks up the stairs and stands next to her, removing the sheet from his head.

Blitzø: Hey, Ver.

Verosika: *annoyed* So, an "apology tour", huh? You got a lotta balls coming here, Blitzø. *smokes cigarette*

Blitzø: Yeah, I know. Everyone here hates me.

Verosika: Yep. That's the point, dumbass.

Blitzø: So, what, you're waiting for your sorry?

Verosika: Oh, fuck you, you little prick!

Blitzø: Well, I'm sorry for always telling it like it is, sister.

Verosika doesn't reply. Instead, she just scowls at him and turns her gaze away, which annoys Blitzø.

Blitzø: What? I'm just being honest! I'm sorry for dumping ya! Sorry for not falling head over heels for you! Or that guy or, fucking Dennis or- or anyone at this stupid fucking party!

Verosika: Oh, you are so fucking SHITTY! Do you hear yourself?!

Blitzø: EVERYONE'S SHITTY! Hello, we live in Hell! Why am I suddenly the bad guy for sucking at relationships?!

Verosika: Are you expecting sympathy? *mockingly* Aww, poor Bwitzo, finawwy having to own that his actions affect other people's fee-fees! *scowls* Bitch, please.

Verosika then leans on the rails, and Blitzø does the same. after a second or two, Verosika continues.

Verosika: How do you think I felt? When the fun guy I was dating decided to just bail on me because I made the shitty mistake of saying I love... Ugh! It was the most embarrassing feeling. To be vulnerable for once and... you really just know how to send a message in the shittiest, fucking way.

As she speaks, Blitzø sits down, his legs poking through the rail bars, as he lets her words sink in, feeling, likely for one of the first times in his life, remorse.

Verosika: The worst part is you still make me feel like a bad person for being angry at you now.

Verosika kicks a bar off the rails. As she then sits down, she looks over at an imp throwing knives at a Blitzø shaped target, who then cries, another imp in a Beetlejuice cosplay comforting him.

Verosika: But, hosting this party, for everyone else you've dicked over? At least I can help others cope with the shit you did. *notices Blitzø's defeated expression* What? No snarky comeback?

Blitzø: No. You're right. I actually am, ya' know... sorry. I-I don't want to be this way. Not forever.

Verosika then gives a small smile, satisfied that Blitzø wants to change, before she looks to the dance floor, smirking.

Verosika: Looks like Stolas is having a good time.

Blitzø: Yeah, well. He needs it.

On the dance floor, Stolas dances with the succubus. the latter flies up a bit to be at eye level, before he holds the Goetia prince, and catches him by surprise with a kiss. Stolas returns in kind as they then depart, their tongues semi-wrapped with each other. Blitzø stares on in shock at what he was witnessing, and Verosika's smirk grows.

Verosika: Oh, a really good time.

Blitzø: Oh, that bird-stealing cock bag! *growls*

Verosika: Hold it, Blitzø. Y'know, if you wanna change, it just starts with saying: "Good for him, hope he gets laid."

Blitzø continues to growl with jealousy as he watches the scene. Down below, Stolas and the succubus depart from their kiss, and Verosika's words sink into his head, getting Blitzo to calm down. Verosika then hands a plate of Blitzo cake to Blitzø.

Verosika: Here, have some cake, fuckwad.

Verosika stands up and leaves silently. Over You starts playing in the background as Blitzø stares at his plate of cake. Sighing, he puts the plate down, puts on his disguise and walks down the stairs. he looks to an succubus drinking on the stairs, visible tears in his eyes. Blitzø then sees two female demons in the background pulling a Blitzø shaped piñata apart, and hugging eachother. Blitzø then passes the dance floor, seeing Stolas dancing, seeing him happy. Blitzø leaves, closing the door behind him. As he walks, he passes other demons, including Wally Wackford who is handing out refreshments. Blitzø takes off his disguise and gets in his van. He turns on the radio, only for Over You to resume playing. Blitzø drops his head on the steering wheel, the horn blaring as he looked at the list.

Blitzø: ...

Meanwhile, at the Happy Hotel, Y/N stared at the city, defeated.

Y/N: ... So much for our "happily ever after". Fucking dumbasses, both of them... I get why they did what they did, but it's bullshit. Blitzø claims he doesn't deserve the love, yet if he continues to think like this, he'll die, alone. And Stolas... He's just... ignorant to the fact that Blitzø has changed. Someone's gotta make this right... It can't end like this...

He then heard footsteps behind him and growled angrily as he turned around.

Blitzø: *flinches*

Y/N: ... Blitzø?

Blitzø: ... H-Hey, Y/N...

Y/N: ...

Blitzø: ... L-Look, I... I wanna say that... I'm sorry.

Y/N: *raises eyebrow* Huh?

Blitzø: I'm sorry for treating you like an asshole. Like you were just some perverted freak who wanted Loona for her body.

Y/N: Blitzø...

Blitzø: Don't! Please, just... Listen to what I have to say.

Y/N watched as Blitzø sat next to him.

Blitzø: Out of everyone in Hell, you were the first person to ever treat me like I matter, no matter what I did to you. You're not like everyone and I was such a dumbass to see it. I was so focused on trying to protect Loona from having to suffer I didn't realize I was doing it, myself. You make her happy and I need to accept that, but I'm scared of losing her. She's the only family I have.

Y/N: ...

Blitzø: *starts crying & sniffles* I just don't fucking understand why you are who you are despite everything that's happened. You've faced so many hardships and yet, you remain to be yourself. Even when you became V/N. Meanwhile, I... I rejected you and treated you like shit. So, why? Why do you see me as a good person when all I did was hurt people that was ever close to me? Are you gullible? Stupid? Ignorant? I-I don't understand, but I want to. Please, Y/N... Why?

Y/N looked at Blitzø as he continued to cry.

Y/N: 🎵You break apart the cracks inside to find what's underneath
But there you found more questions to the answers that you seek🎵

He places a hand in his back.

Y/N: 🎵Your destiny is not decided by another's want
Look in yourself and listen closely to your heart's response🎵

He then stands up and looks at the distance.

Y/N: 🎵You can't always see the light at the end of the tunnel
But if you keep moving, better days are to follow
Your failures are an opportunity to try again and you'll eventually
Find your way, find your way and mold your own destiny🎵

Blitzø looked up at Y/N as he sang to his heart's content, feeling every meaning behind his words through the form of music.

Y/N: 🎵Perfection and power are truly overrated
The piece in ones self is sadly understated🎵

Y/N uses his magic to create images of his past life as he was seen being bullied, pushed away, abused, neglected, punished, and harassed by everyone.

Y/N: 🎵To achieve your true desires, you don't have to do it alone
Look inward for what you want, this path is your own🎵

An image of Y/N alone on a swing, crying, was shown as he looked ahead to see everyone.

Y/N: 🎵You can't always see the light at the end of the tunnel
But if you keep moving, better days are to follow
Your failures are an opportunity to try again and you'll eventually
Find your way, find your way and mold your own destiny🎵

Then, finally, he stops at a flashback to when he was trying to protect an old lady from smugglers and was suddenly stabbed in the heart. He collapsed onto the ground and the thieves walked away, leaving Y/N on the ground. As he was in the ground, he looked up at the night sky to see an infinite number of stars and a full moon shining over him as he was bleeding. He started crying as he reached his hand up to the sky.

Y/N: 🎵You can't always see the light at the end of the tunnel
But if you keep moving, better days are to follow
Your failures are an opportunity to try again and you'll eventually
Find your way, find your way and mold your own destiny🎵

The flashbacks ended and Y/N helped Blitzø up on his feet.

Y/N: 🎵Hear me well, don't be so afraid
I know the choices that we make
Can feel so cemented on the path we may take
But hear me well, don't be so afraid🎵

He wiped Blitzø's tears away as he knelt to his level.

Y/N: Blitzø, no matter how difficult things may seem, nothing in life is worth anything if it's not a challenge. Of course, you fucked up multiple times, but you're still the same Blitzø I know. The same Blitzø that adopted Loona when no one would and took care of her in your own way. It's alright to be imperfect. If you spend the rest of your life trying to achieve perfection, you'll miss out on a lot of things that matter in your life. Deep down, your bond with Stolas can't be severed so easily, just like me and Loona. Moxxie and Millie. Everyone.

Blitzø: ...

Y/N: This life may not be so perfect, but it's all we have left. And that's why we gotta live life to the fullest in the time we have left. Otherwise... What's the point of your existence? It's not wrong to remember the past, but it is wrong to treat it like it's the present. If you want to make a better future, reflect on your mistakes and do better. Make things right, no matter how difficult it seems. There are moments in life where events like what happened in your past can be unforgivable, but no one can live a life full of revulsion and hatred towards the people who caused you harm. If anything, you're actually hurting yourself. Preventing you from moving forward.

Blitzø: ...

Y/N: I may not have parents nor a family when I was alive, but even then, I held on to the faintest glimmer of hope as long as I believe. Believe in the better of things. If you live a life full of fear, hatred, or revenge, then you're torturing yourself. That's not how life works. If anything, it's like you're slowly decaying from your humanity. From who you actually are and who you want to be. That's not living. Nobody understands this the way I do and I don't know why, but... I believe that we can make these people better than who they were in the past. I've held on to hope for as long as I can remember and I can't explain why, but... I don't need to question it because once you do, your life's over. ... Blitzø, as long as you hold on to hope for things to be better, you can do whatever you put your mind to, no matter what. There's no limit to how much your character can develop through hardships and challenges. That's what makes life... worth treasuring.

Y/N looks up at the sky.

Y/N: No matter what kind of darkness you must face, do it with a belief that things will be okay. Do it with hope. Give it your all, no matter what. Even if you fall and lose it all, you're gonna get back up. Keep living your best life and go all the way to your final moment. Sure, it'll be scary and it'll impact a lot of people, but the impact you leave in life will forever matter. Your memories will live on in those who love you for who you are. Blitzø, even if things seem hopeless or not worth fighting for, always have hope. And fight for those you love. Only then will your last moment in life be forever in memory. Keep being yourself and... follow what you believe in. And don't let anyone judge you or tell you otherwise.

Blitzø: Y/N...

Y/N hugs Blitzø and he hugs him back as he starts crying.

Y/N: Hang in there, Blitzø. The suffering will soon be worth it. I know it.

Blitzø continued to cry as Y/N hugged him in comfort, but Y/N shedded a tear. They stayed like this for a while.

EPISODE 10
COMING SOON, IF RAD ENOUGH