Eve POV

I'm four months pregnant now.

I'm also showing now, which is kind of cool to see. A few people from my job noticed my bump and congratulated me.

I haven't seen my family in a while so I haven't gotten a chance to mention I'm pregnant.

I'm going to my Dad's house on Saturday actually, to watch Lexi and Rachel for him and Zoe, who I'm finally meeting in person. I asked Harry to go with me and he said he'll think about it because he doesn't know if he has a conference call around then. If Harry goes with me I'll tell my Dad the news.

Other then that I've been doing okay I guess. I've been back to my regular eating habits for awhile. Awhile as in a few weeks. I've gotten past Doug's death that still make me sad, but I just to keep going as I always have.

Harry knows I go to therapy because I told him after my first session. I felt guilty that I was keeping it from him since he doesn't keep his from me.

My therapist diagnosed me with anxiety problems and slight depression. So, that's what I'm working through currently.

Yesterday was my doctors appointment for the baby. I was worried there was something wrong because of what happened last month. But she said everything is perfect and the baby is going good.

Max, the German Shepard at the shelter, is still there. I've tried to persuade some people buying him who visit and they all say they don't want an attack dog. Any dog can be an 'attack dog'. I wanted to go off on all of them but I let it be.

I like to think I'm doing better. I don't feel as sad as I did last month, which I think is good.

I'm in bed with Harry now relaxing. We moved into our house last week and it still amazed me that we live here. I get so giddy walking into the house everyday after work because I can see the fancy marble steps that I like a lot.

My hands are rested on my stomach which is now an official, small baby bump.

I hope it's a boy if I'm being honest. I don't think Harry can handle another daughter now. Plus, I find a mini him running around adorable.

It's April now and the doctor said we might find the gender out in May, which is cool. Harry and I haven't talked about what gender we want or any names. We're taking it month by month which is good cause we don't know what can happen.

We haven't had sex since his birthday in February. So, it's been two months. He doesn't make his usual dirty comments or even try to make a move. I suppose that's fine. It's just that now I'm very hormonal and you know, I want sex sometimes. I'd never admit that out loud because I never have been that person. I don't know, I just feel like Harry doesn't want me in that way anymore.

I'm probably just thinking too much into it as always. 

"Harry?" I say to him.

"Eve?" He looks over at me with an amused smile.

"So," I start causing him to lower the the TV. "At the dog shelter there is a German Shepard who hasn't gotten a home yet," 

"Okay?" Harry says with furrowed eyebrows.

"We have a home," He laughs at my sentence.

"How old is the dog?"

"Seven months now," I speak. "His name is Max," I add.

"Do you want to get the dog?" He asks me with a snicker.

"Yes," I say. 

"Okay, we shall get him then," I grin. 

"I'm going there tomorrow, so can I like adopt him then?" I ask. My voice sounds excited, which I am if I'm being honest.

"You shall," His fingers play with my hair that is down. "How's the baby?" 

"Good," I say with a gentle smile. "It's growing," 

Harry snickers at my words and leans in and kisses me. "I'm glad it's growing," I chuckle at his words and lean back on our mattress. My eyes are on Harry who's looking at me with a gentle grin. 

"Do you know if you can go to my Dad's house with me on Saturday?" I ask.

"I'll let you know by tomorrow," I nod with a gentle grin. 

"What gender do you hope the baby is?" I ask timidly.

"Boy," He answers after a few moments. "I want my mini CEO," 

"You wouldn't want a possible daughter as a CEO?" I ask with a raised eyebrow.

"I think passing down my office should go to my son. I'll pass down some millions to my daughter,"

"That's kind," I snicker. "I can't pass down anything like that. Maybe like twenty bucks for gas," Harry laughs.

"That would be helpful," 

"I know, I'm looking forward to it," He grins at me. 

"That's what you're looking forward to?" Harry asks me.

"I'm excited to a soccer Mom," I admit. "I'll be that Mom at every sports game cheering on her kid that's losing," 

"That's kind," He says causing me to smile. "Will you be that cool Mom that brings the good snacks?" 

"Of course," I say. "No one wants apples after a game," Harry smiles at me. 

"Will you be driving a mom van?" He asks. 

"Duh. I'll have the sliding doors and everything," I say. "I'll also be that Mom that always drives her kids to school because they're better than a bus," 

"Oh, sounds lovely," Harry says causing me to grin. We both end up laughing at our conversation. "What gender do you want the baby to be?"

"A boy," I answer. "Which it most likely will be because all my brothers have sons, so I have pretty high hopes that this baby will be a boy," 

"Why do you want a boy?"

"I want your looks to be created into a mini you," I admit causing him to laugh.

"Our looks you mean?"

"But I want your looks to take over more than mine. He can have like my uh, love for dogs or some shit," Harry shakes his head at my sentence. 

"You're cute," Harry says while leaning in and kissing me. It's a long kiss that makes my feel relaxed and calm. He soon pulls away from our kiss and kisses my cheek. "I'm going to go to bed now I'm tired."

"Okay grandpa," I say causing him to narrow his eyes at me playfully.

"Rude," Harry scoffs. I just put a smug smile on my lips causing Harry to shake his head at me. "I love you,"

"I love you too," I lean in and kiss him. "Goodnight," 

"Goodnight," Harry turns off the TV that's playing then turns off his lamp. He lays down and faces me. His arms open to me making me snicker. I turn off my lamp and nuzzle myself into Harry's chest. His arms hug around me and his lips kiss my skin.

A://N

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