We hears a huge explosion coming from outside, I walks out from the drop ship seeing a huge cloud of smoke

"They did it" Clarke says "that's my little cousin right there" I says with a smile making Clarke laugh

"He did it" I yells Murphy as he comes out as well, he smiles at me before he hugs me

"There! It's them! Open the gate" Harper says "Clarke, can I go?" I asks "yeah, you're healthy" she says before I run towards Jasper and Monty and hugs them "I see you're better" Jasper says with a laugh

"You guys did it!" I says pulling out of the hug "is it okay to hug you?" Monty asks before I hits him "Clarke confirmed" I says

"Well, you recovered from a virus and Jasper recovered from being a jerk, we're all a big happy family again" he says

"And it only takes for you to blow a bomb to turn to yourself again" I says "you two can go fuck yourself" Jasper says and I gasps

"That's how you talk to your two best friends after we survived you being an asshole? Shame on you" I says

"I almost forgot how annoying you are" Jasper says "nah, you love me" I says

-

"Let's get this party smoking" Del says, I was placed with Del, Murphy and Octavia on the smokehouse "you don't want the fire too big so maybe just try to lock it down with some wet leaves" Octavia says

"You get that from your boyfriend, grounder prouder?" Del says "knock it off" I says "she's right, a hot fire isn't gonna preserve meat as well" Murphy says

"Well, if you can't take the heat, get out of the smokehouse. You should be kissing our asses for being allowed back in this camp" Del says

"Fuck you, man" I says "watch your mouth!" Del says "you watch your mouth you asshole!" I says as I was about to walk towards him "Mary" Murphy says stopping me by grabbing my arm

"Not worth it" he says "listen to him, keep working" Del says, I roll my eyes "asshole" I says

"Your brother couldn't get you a better job? Anything would be better than working in the meat furnace" Murphy asks Octavia

"Oh, probably. That just means someone else's would have to do it" she says before she walks away

"I can ask Clarke to get you something else" I says "you heard what Del says" he says

"Del is an asshole" I says "how didn't you get anything better?" He asks "I asked to be placed wherever you are" I says before Octavia gets back

"Why?" He asks "because stupid people like Del" I shrugs before we hears a smell of smoke "are you guys smelling it?" Murphy asks before everything starts to set on fire

"Fuck" I says as I falls down, trying to runaway from the smokehouse, Murphy notices and comes back "come on" he says as he helps me get up and run away

"Holy shit" I says as my jackets is on fire, I take it off quickly "are you okay?" Murphy asks and I nods

"This is all your fault, we told you it was too much wood" Murphy says before he punches Del "get the hell away from me!" Del says

"Hey! Hey! Hey!" Bellamy says separating them "hey, stop! Save it for the grounders" he says

"Bell, now what the hell are going to do? That was all the food" Octavia says

-

"Each group take someone with a gun, but they're for killing grounders, not food. We don't have the ammo. Use the spears for hunting. Get what you can and be back by nightfall. No one stays after dark" Bellamy says

"Got it" everyone says. Jasper was out of camp and Monty needed to stay to help Raven so I looks around searching for partner

"Don't have a partner?" Murphy asks from behind me "hi. uh, yeah" I says "you're lucky then" he smirks "Define lucky" I says as we were leaving camp

"So, are we like... good now?" Murphy asks "I though you were dead, it's pretty much hard to be mad at you like that" I shrugs

"I'll take that as a yes" he says making me roll my eyes "if we won't get another chance to talk..." he says

"Oh, you know I really don't like conversations that starts like that" I says "I know" he chuckles

"But I just wanted to let you know that... I didn't just cut you off because I was scared I'll hurt you, even though it was apart of it, I just..." he says

"Just what?" I asks "I like you, and that scared me" he confesses "shh!" I says "did I say something wrong?" He asks before I put my hand on his mouth, signing him there was a Chita near by us

I hides behind a bush and walks slowly to it, but not slowly enough. It sees me and runaway to the other direction

But Murphy was on the other direction, he sticks his spear on the Chita "who would've guessed that John Murphy can be useful" I says as he chuckles "thank you very much" he laughs

As we were both back at camp, we both carried the Chita "Bellamy! We brought food, Murphy caught it" I says

"Yeah, good job. Mary, can I talk to you?" He asks "are you handling it?" I asks Murphy "yeah, yeah" Murphy says as I pass him the Chita and he walks away

"What is it?" I asks "everyone came back expect Clarke, Finn and some kid, Myles. We are going to look for them" he says "alright, I am coming" I says and he nods

-

"Where are they?" Raven asks "we'll find them" Octavia says "this morning all I could think about is how much easier this would all be if Finn was just... gone" Raven admits

"You didn't wish this into being, Raven. Stop torturing yourself" Octavia says "don't blame yourself, he was being an asshole, you have every right to be mad"

"I mean it's his loss, you're a badass. If I was into girls I'd definitely hit on you" I says

"Thanks, Mary. That's very cheering" she says "can you guys focus?" Octavia asks "I am sorry, okay? Humour helps me cope with stress" I says

"Is it working?" Raven asks "it did before Octavia ruined it" I says "is anyone else hearing the signal?" Monty asks in the radio Raven made

"Just keep your eyes open" Raven says "it's the same thing we heard on the black box" Monty says "Monty, pay attention. Do you see anything?" Bellamy asks

"Report" Bellamy says "there's someone in the bushes" Raven says. We all gets closer to the bushes, guns pointing at it

"Myles?" Octavia says as she reveals him, with two spears "Myles? What happened?" I asks "where are they? Clarke and Finn, where are they?" Raven asks

"Grounders took them" Myles says "take it easy. We have to take him back to camp" Bellamy says

"Bell, what about Clarke and Finn?" Octavia asks as Bellamy stays quite "Raven... I am sorry" he finally says as they both stands up

"We need to make a stretcher" Raven says "Monty, we're heading home, copy?" Bellamy talks to the walkie talkie

"Monty can you hear me?" He asks "what's going on?" I asks "Monty" Bellamy says again

"Monty, where the hell are you? Report. Monty!" Bellamy says "no" I says

-

After we got back to camp I hear a gun shot, I rushes to the sound of the gunshot "what was that?" I asks Jasper "what's the matter with you?" I hear Bellamy yells at someone

"I am sorry man, I fell asleep. I've been on watch all day" he says "we've all been on watch all day! That bullet was one less dead grounder" Bellamy says as he grabs him

"Bell, you're scaring people" Octavia says "they should be scared. The bomb on the bridge bought us some time to prepare, but that time is up. The grounders are out there right now waiting for us to leave and picking us off one by one when we do" he says

"Clarke, Finn, and Monty are gone. Probably dead. And if you wanna be next I can't stop you, but no guns are leaving this camp. This camp is the only thing keeping us alive. Get back to work" he adds

"We should be looking out for them" I tells Jasper "you think I don't know that?" Jasper says

"Well, why won't we just go look for them? We don't need Bellamy" I asks "we don't need Bellamy but we do need guns, without guns we can't look for them" he says and I sighs

"Where are you going?" I asks as he walks away "gun powder, you wanna come?" He asks and I nods

"I am scared to be alone here now" I asks "you're not alone" he assures me

We comes into the drop ship seeing Bellamy, Jasper glares at Bellamy and he notices "don't you think I wanna go after them too?" Bellamy asks

"If it was you out there... you think Monty, Clarke or Finn would hide behind these walls?" Jasper asks

"No. They would go after me. Then they'd be dead too" Bellamy says "when they took Jasper or Murphy they kept them alive" I says

"They kept both of them as traps. I am doing what I think is right for the group" Bellamy says "it's funny you didn't think that way when Octavia went missing" Jasper says

"Where are you going?" Bellamy asks "more gunpowder for your minefield, sir" Jasper says as he was saluting for him as a joke before he goes up, I follows Jasper

"They're alive, they has to be, we can't survive here without Clarke, maybe without Finn but Monty is also too important" I says

"Mary, you know I love you and I don't care with you being around me if it helps you, but I need you to be quite, I need to focus" he says and I nods "yeah, sorry" I says

"Okay, we're fine, let's go" he says as he gets down

"He stopped breathing. I was just- I was trying to help him" I hear Murphy's voice, I quickly gets down after Jasper seeing Murphy pointing a gun at Jasper

"What the fuck, Murphy, not again" I says standing in front of Jasper, making Murphy lowering the gun, I notices Myles has stopped breathing, I connects the dots

"He tried to kill me" Murphy says "hey, don't move" Murphy says as Jasper takes a few steps forward, pouting the gun back at him

"Okay, okay. It's cool" Jasper says "No, it's not. You know what happen to me if you tell Bellamy" Murphy says

"Tell Bellamy what?" Bellamy asks from the radio "give me the radio, Jasper" Murphy says "Murphy, don't do anything stupid" I says

"Murphy has a gun. He killed Myles" Jasper quickly talks to the radio before Murphy knocks Jasper down "shut the hell up" Murphy says

"Some of a bitch-" I says as I punch him, trying to grab the gun from him but everything turns blank.

I wakes up on the upper part of the drop ship, without Jasper, without Murphy, not being tied up or anything. That made me confused, but then I realised

The drop ship door, it closes from the other side "mother fucker!" I yells as I bangs on the door

"Murphy! If you touch Jasper I am bombing the fuck out of this door and coming down to kill you, you son of a bitch!" I yells

"He's all I got. He's all I got" I sobs before he opens the door, I comes down seeing Bellamy "Bellamy?" I asks

"Your cousin is waiting outside" he says "what about you?" I asks "go to Jasper" Bellamy assures me

"Mary, if you won't go outside I am shooting Bellamy" Murphy says as he points a gun at Bellamy "okay, okay!" I says as I runs outside, seeing Octavia unties Jasper "Jasper" I says as I hugs him

"I am so sorry, I shouldn't have trusted him" I says "it's okay, I am okay" he nods "Jasper, we gotta go, I have a plan" Raven says "where are you going?" I asks

"I'll explain to you, just come" she says as she shows us an opening for the drop ship mechanic part "I need Jasper's help but you can stay outside" Raven says, I give Jasper a quick hug before they both enters the drop ship

I hear a gun shot "fuck" I whispers to myself as I enter from the opening Raven showed me "hi guys" I says making both of them jump

"What the fuck are you doing?" Jasper asks "I heard a gunshot, what's going on?" I asks "we have no idea, go ask Octavia" she tells me and I nods

I crawls back and gets out, I runs towards Octavia "Octavia, what's up?" I asks "misfire, Bellamy told me to tell you guys to hurry" she says

"How about you?" She asks "Raven and Jasper looking for a place to shoot from, nothing yet, but Raven is also searching for a way to open the door" I says "okay, now go back" she says

I run back to Jasper and Raven, letting them know what Octavia just told me

"Get that door open" Jasper tells Raven as we hears another gunshot "we need to do this now" Jasper says

"I am working as fast as u can. Wires for the door are mixed in with the ignition. Sparking the wrong one would be bad" Raven says

"I think I found it. You two, go outside, be ready when it opens" Raven says, me and Jasper gets out as Raven told us to

We hears a few gunshots again before the door opens "Raven, you did it" Jasper says, me and him ready to come in

We walks in, seeing Bellamy hanging, me and Jasper rushing to him, we holds him up as Octavia walks in "Bell hold on!" Octavia says

She takes off the rope making Bellamy fall and grunt "Bell breath" Octavia says "breath! can you breathe?" Jasper says before he nods

"Thank god" I says taking a deep breath "Raven, he's fine" Jasper says "Murphy!" Bellamy says

"Murphy! It's over!" He says as he comes up, but Murphy locked the door "Murphy!" Bellamy yells

"There's only one way for you out now!" Bellamy yells. After a few moments we hears explosion

Bellamy opens the door and me and Jasper rushes up there, seeing a huge hole "guys knows hot to make an exit" Jasper says

"Should we go after him?" Jasper asks "No. the grounders will take care of Murphy. We're go after Clarke, Finn and Monty" he says

"You, Mary and Raven were right. We don't abandon our own. Two guns, you and me. That's it. Raven here to build up defences. We lost a day because of this. And our gunpowder" Bellamy says

"What about me? I asks, Bellamy takes a seconds to think before he answers "you can come, but that's it" he says "thank you" I says

"Raven!" Bellamy says "Bellamy, wait. I just..." Jasper says before giving Bellamy a hug "thank you" he says

"Long way from 'whatever the hell we want," Jasper adds "aw, that's cute" I says before Jasper hits me

"All gunners, we got movement outside the south wall" we hears Miller says on the radio, we all rushes out

"Hold your fire, it's Clarke and Finn. Open the gate!" Miller says "get it. Get it. Get the gate" Bellamy says

"Clarke and Finn are back!" I hear someone says "hey, we heard an explosion. What happened?" Clarke asks

"Murphy happened" Bellamy says. She looks at me and I look down, out of shame. I felt like a fool for trusting Murphy, and even worse, for letting Clarke trust him

"thank god" Jasper gives Clarke a hug "where have you been?" He asks her

"Wait, where's Monty?" I asks "Monty is gone?" Clarke asks "Clarke, we need to leave, now. All of us do. There's an army of grounders unlike we've ever seen... coming for us right now. We need to pack what we can and run" Finn says

"Like hell we do. We knew this was coming" Bellamy says "Bell, we're not prepared" Octavia says "and they're not here yet. We still have time to get ready. Besides, where would we go?" Bellamy says

"Where would we be safer than behind these walls?" Bellamy asks "there's an ocean to the east. People there will help us" Finn says

"You saw Lincoln" Octavia says "yeah" Finn says "you expect us to trust a grounder? This is our home now" Bellamy says

"We built this from nothing with out bare hands. Our dead are behind that wall, in this ground. Our ground. The grounders think they can take that away. They think that because we came from the sky, we don't belong here"

"But they're yet to realise one very important fact. We are on the ground now, and that means we are grounders" Bellamy says "grounders with guns" someone says

"Damn right. I say, let them come" Bellamy says "Bellamy is right. If we leave, we may never find a place as safe as this. And god knows, in this world... we could be faces with something even worse tomorrow" Clarke says

"But that doesn't change the simple fact... that if we stay here, we will die tonight. So pack your things. Just take what you can carry. Now" Clarke says

Author note:

How I hate Murphy in this episode, but the next chapter I am starting to write the last chapter pf season one!!

I am so excited for season 2 because Murphy is more normal there