"Jasper please, talk to us" Clarke says "I saved your life. It's more than you deserve" Jasper says "okay, pause on the whole asshole act, Raven is lying here unconscious and Jaha's cult is shooting at us, what the actual fuck?" I says

"What happened is that you went to you're little adventure and left me to deal by myself for the hundredth time" Jasper says "oh so we're continuing with the whole asshole act" I says

"My mother let them shoot me" Clarke says "wait, was Abby there?" I asks, Clarke nods "I can see the appeal" Jasper says

"Is that related to what you told me about those... chips?" Clarke asks me "I have no idea what's going on since my cousin is being an asshole" I raise my voice as I looks at Jasper

"Stop talking. Look for the cave. Sinclair said it'd be around here somewhere" Jasper adds "it's here. Mary help me out here" Jasper says as he parks and gets out of the car

I help Jasper lift Raven "we need help! We have to get her inside before she wakes up!" Jasper walks towards Bellamy

"Were you followed?" Bellamy asks as he rushes towards us "maybe, I don't know" Jasper says "get her here" Bellamy takes Raven

"Get to the bridge. Radio if you spot anyone following. Harper will stay here on watch" Miller tells Bryan

"Hey" I says to Octavia "hi" she simply says "Octavia, Mary, come on. We need you" Clarke says before me and Octavia follows them

"Clear some space" Clarke says "what the hell happened to her?" Sinclair asks as they Bellamy lays Raven on the ground

"I told you on the radio, Raven is not Raven anymore. None of them are. Jaha has been chipping everyone" Jasper says

"Jasper is right. I've seen it with my own eyes" Clarke says "I don't need your help, all right?" Jasper snaps "Jasper clam down" I says

"Just take it easy and explains" Bellamy says "Jaha is using the chips to control everyone. You swallow it and it changes you. You forget who you are and then you see this thing, Alie. Only she's not really there" Jasper explains

"That's what Murphy told me" Clarke says "oh so you staid at Polis for Murphy? How surprising" Jasper looks at me "I didn't even knew he was there" I says

"That's connivance" Jasper says "Jasper, focus. You were talking about this Alie" Clarke says

"Alie made Raven slit her own wrists. She was trying to get out of her head, I was trying to help her but-" Jasper explains

"Okay, so let's help her now. Did she say how?" Sinclair says "she was working on building something. She needed one of her old wristbands but Jaha destroyed all of them" Jasper says

"Wait a second" Clarke picks up the Flame "does it look like this?" Clarke asks "not exactly" Jasper says before Raven wakes up and punches Jasper

"Don't let her get away!" Clarke says as Raven walks away, we all follows her. Harper and Bryan gets Raven and holds her

"If she finds out where we are, so will Alie. She'll come for her" Jasper says before they sticks a needle in Raven, making her pass out "repeater stick. Last dose" Jasper says

"We have to go" Clarke says "why? Alie doesn't know where we are" Bellamy says "because I know where we can get a wristband" Clarke says

-

"I'll talk to her" Clarke says "I'll go with you" Bellamy says" Bellamy says as we gets out of the truck

"I though you said she was a friend" Octavia says as we sees Niylah stands in front of us with two swords in her hands

"We'll handle it, just stay here" Clarke says before she walks towards Niylah with Bellamy "she's walking up, hurry! Let's get her inside" Sinclair says

"We don't got time for this. Move. Move!" Bellamy points a gun at Niylah "I told you. My mom was here. If she was as chipped, Alie would know" Monty says

"That's why we're putting her in the back, through here" Clarke says "tie her to the bad" Clarke tells Sinclair

"It's okay, it's okay" Sinclair says as me and Jasper helps him tie Raven. She removes the cloth we put on her eyes

"Where the hell am I?" She screams "hold her!" Sinclair says "let me go!" Raven screams "tie her!" Jasper says "Raven, stop fighting!" Octavia says

"Hold her hands! Fight it!" I says before Raven punches Jasper "why is it always me?" Jasper says "Sinclair, I need your help" Octavia says "go,go" Sinclair says

"Okay, Jasper, faster. Faster" Monty says "let me go!" Raven screams "come on. There, got it" Sinclair says "let me go!" Raven keeps yelling after we finished tying her up

Raven kept yelling for a while, but Jasper was with her keeping an eye at her

"Hi" I walks towards Octavia. I was walking outside seeing her standing there by herself "you said it already" she says "I just... I heard about Lincoln, I am sorry" I says

"You're sorry because he's dead or you're sorry that you staid at Polis because of Murphy?" She says "what?" I says

"I didn't even know he was at Polis, I was just scared because of Pike" I adds "you were scared? That's your excuse?" She asks

"Yes, I was scared" I says "you're not who I thought you are. You're not a warrior, you're a cowered" she says "I don't understand, you said all those things that I was born to be a warrior and suddenly I am not?" I says

"You chose hiding instead of fighting, you're not a real warrior. That's not who I taught you to be" she says "For once, I wish you could see me for who I am and who you want me to be!"

"I am sick of you and Clarke expecting me to be this strong person... this warrior, this fighter. I don't know what I am, okay? I don't know what I want to be I just want you to see me as myself, as a person" I says

"You don't want to be a warrior?" She asks "I didn't say that. But before I am warrior I want to be a person. I want to be tour friend first" I says

"Well, I expected you, as my friend, to be by my side when Lincoln died" she says "I didn't know that he's gonna die. The matter of fact is that if I was on Arkadia with you Pike would have killed me the same way he killed Lincoln" I says

"Pike wouldn't have killed you, the only reason he killed Lincoln is because he's a Grounder" she says "you don't know if Pike would not have killed me too" I says

"You know what? At least Lincoln fought for what's right, you just ran away" she says "I know that you're in pain because of Lincoln, but blaming me won't help you, you was with me when I told you I'll stay at Polis, you agreed with me" I says

"I am just telling you the truth" she says "I don't believe you that that is what you think of me, please talk to me instead of pushing me away" I says. She takes a deep breath before a tear rolls down her cheek

"Hey. Hey, come here" I pulls her into a hug "I am sorry" she says "it's okay, I get it" I says "I shouldn't have-"

"I get it, I truly am" I cuts her off "I know you are not a cowered, I am sorry if I let you feel like you're not a warrior, because you are" she faces me

"I know you said all those things because you are in pain or whatever, but you're also accidentally right. I am a coward" I says

"You're joking" she says "no, I don't understand what you and Clarke sees in me" I says

"It seem that lately people are seeing all sort of things in you, but the problem is that you can't see them yourself. I wish you could see yourself the way I do, but you can't. You'd have to realise how great you are by yourself " she says

"Now you're just sucking up to me because you were mean before" I says making her laugh "I am not" she insists

"Octavia" Monty says from the truck "oh, I should go" Octavia says "yeah" I says before she leaves with Monty. They were both heading to the Drop ship

I takes a second to calm down outside, it didn't last long though

"Guys!" I hear Jasper yells making me run inside towards Raven and Jasper "what's going on?" I asks

"She's reopening her wounds" Clarke says as Raven tries to take off the ropes tying around her arms with her teeth

"Get away from me! Get away from me!" Raven yells "she's gonna bleed to death. I need bandages" Clarke says

"I got her" Bellamy says "no, you take her wrist" Clarke says "Raven, stop fighting us" I says as we tries to hold her down "Alie. Alie" Jasper says

"Alie! Look at me, I know you can hear this. Why are you doing this to her? Let her go" he adds "I'll let her go when you give me what I want" Raven says

"The technology that Clarke carries, it belongs to me" she turns her gaze at Clarke "no way" Clarke says "Clarke, just give it to her" Jasper says

"If you let Raven die, you'll never get it" Clarke says before Raven stops fighting our grip "it worked" I says

"Untie her wrists. Hold her steady" Clarke says before she starts taking care of Raven

"Clarke..." Jasper says "she's never gonna stop trying to get away. We can't let her hurt herself again. Someone has to stay with her" Bellamy says

"I'll be first watch. We'll take turns" Clarke says "you don't give the orders, Clarke" Jasper snaps "guess he didn't forgive you for murdering his girlfriend" Raven says

"Crazy Raven, you're not helpful" I says "Jasper, take a break" Bellamy says before Jasper walks away "I'll go after him, good luck with crazy Raven" I tells Clarke before I leaves

I sees Bellamy talking to Jasper as Jasper was working on the wrist band. It didn't take long until Jasper walks outside, seems a little bit upset

"Not a good talk?" I asks Bellamy "he's not a fun of Clarke" he says "he's not a fun of a lot of people, I am included" I says before I walks towards Jasper

"Hey" I says "what do you want?" He turns around to face me, until now he had his back towards me so I didn't see his face, but when he turns around I could notice he has been crying

"Hey" I says in a softer voice as I steps closer to him "go away" he says "you know, I am really proud that you didn't took they chip. I saw Jaha's cult, it's like everyone on the Arkadia, even Abby" I says

"I don't need you to say this things" he says "I know you're very committed to being an asshole, but you're also my cousin. And I know that you still need someone to be proud of you. Even though you're an asshole, I'll still be that person" I says

He is about to say something, but before he could we hears screams making us run towards Raven, seeing Bellamy dragging Clarke from the room while Clarke was yelling at Raven

Jasper shakes his head before he leaves. I stays in the room since everyone was out the room "well, an old friend" Raven says as I sits down in front of her

"You know Alie must've been a genius or something, I didn't think that a crazier version of Raven is possible" I says

"I think you're the one who's going crazy" she says "oh, isn't that right?" I says "I mean, two failed attempts, that's impressive" she says

"You made sure that everyone will know that" I says before Bellamy enters the room "she's not too hard on you, isn't she?" Bellamy sits down next to me

"Oh, she's just sweet" I says before Jasper also walks in, sitting down

"Look at your united front. Tell me, why do you give Bellamy and Mary a pass for murdering your girlfriend?" Raven looks at Jasper

"What was her name?" Raven says "don't talk about Maya" Jasper says "I mean, Mary has fallen in love with the person who wanted to kill you, twice. I am sure she didn't care that much to kill her" Raven says

"Murphy has changed" I says "of course he is, you didn't. You were willing to kill his girlfriend" Raven says "stop" Jasper says "you don't have to listen to this" Bellamy says

"Let's protect Jasper. Jasper is so sensitive. Jasper has lost someone, everyone cater to his feelings. We've all lost someone. You don't see us falling apart, you don't see us getting wasted. Being useless" Raven says

"No, you took a pill to take your pain away. You gave up your memories" Jasper says "but then, why should we expect anything more? You used to get high off people's medicine. Being a selfish loser was your only move" Raven says

"That's all we see when we look at you. A cowered. A waste of breath. Why do you even bother living? You're weak. Pathetic" Raven says "that's enough, crazy Raven" I says

"You can't save me, you couldn't stop Mary from attempting. You can't even save yourself. You wouldn't save what's her name" Raven says

"You know her name!" Jasper snaps, standing up and pointing a finger at Raven "Jasper, think. It's not Raven talking. And you're giving her what she wants" Bellamy and I rushes to him, stopping him

"Go, we'll handle her" I tells him before me and Bellamy sits back down "Mary, tell me something" Raven says making me look at her

"Was it worth it to fall in love with Murphy just for him to leave you? And for what?" She chuckles "to go after the city of light. He probably went to this adventure just to get away from you"

"But I mean, you left him at Polis so I guess you're even" she says "Clarke needed me" I says "yeah, right. And Murphy needed the city of light. He also left you at the Ark. I guess you can't take a hint" she says

"Murphy loves me" I says "no, I am sure he does. Actually, when you think about it. You really are a good fit, two psycho murderes. But he need to catch up because you did a really good job there are Mount weather" she says

"You can call me whatever you want, but Murphy is not some psycho murderer" I says "nah, you're right. When I compared him to you he's an angel" she says

"At least Clarke saved her own people. You did all of this, for what? Because you saw Jasper getting in the dorm? You didn't pull it when you saw me getting blooded" she says "I am sorry, is that what you want to hear?" I says

"And you saved Jasper for what? For him to hate you?" She says "oh you have another cards than Murphy and Mount Weather?" I says

"I mean, he does gets wasted because of you. But hey, at least he doesn't hit you like your dad used to" she adds

"My dad has nothing to do with this" I says "you tried to kill yourself because you didn't want to face Jasper, you can't fool me" she says

"Your dad's drinking is also because of you. Your mom died in her pregnancy, you killed her, you're the reason everyone is falling apart. You're the reason everyone is dead. I get why you wanted to kill yourself" she says

"Mary, you can leave if you want" Bellamy says "yeah, you're good at leaving people to die. Murphy almost died because of you. He could be dead right now because you left Polis" she says

"Oh, no. Murphy can't die. He's a cockroach" I says "cockroaches eventually gets smashed" she says "not Murphy" I says

"Right. Your little psycho soulmate can't die" she says "you're lecturing me about life? Look at you, you fucking burnout" I stands up

"Mary-" Bellamy walks towards me "where's your soulmate? You wanna talk about soulmates? Where is he?" I says but she stays quiet

"That's right, you can't even remember Finn. He's dead. He fucking died and you just sit here judging me, judging my whole life with a chip into your fucking skull" I snaps

"It's better to have a chip in your head than a gun" Raven says "I swear to god Alie, I am gonna enter to the city of light just to put a gun to your fucking head you fucking bitch!" I yells

"Mary, go" Bellamy says "this bitch can't talk about my life!" I says "that's not a real person, Just go" he says. I sighs before I storms out of the room

"Mary-" Clarke says "I am fine" I sits down before Jasper sits next to me "what?" I asks "you are not the reason I or your dad started drinking" he says

"Yeah. Whatever" I says "I am serious. People are screwed up because they're just screwed up, it has nothing to do with you" he says

"You're not a screw up, you're nothing like my father" I shakes my head "it doesn't matter, you just gotta know that none of this is your fault" he says

"I do feel bad, about Maya" I says "I know" he says "you do? Because what Raven said about Murphy and Mount Weather is not true, I do care" I says

"I didn't listen to crazy Raven" he says "I was just trying to save you" I says "Mary, I know" he grabs my shoulders

"You don't hate me?" I asks "I was angry at you for a while, but I never hated you. You're my cousin" he says "thank you" I pulls him into a hug

"Clarke's been back for one day and you're already taking orders. A good little knight by his queen's side. Too bad you were never that devoted to Gina" we hears Raven says to Bellamy

"You don't know what you're talking about" Bellamy says "don't worry. Gina was already dead when Mount Weather blew up. And you avenged her, right? I mean you picked a gun and slaughtered an army that was sent to protects us" she says before we sees Nailya walks towards them, we runs after her

"My father..." she storms into the room "Niylah" Bellamy stands up "you killed him" Niylah slaps Bellamy

"Niylah. Niylah. You can't be in here" Clarke says "it's too late. Raven is already seen her. Alie knows we're here" Jasper says