Murphy's pov

"Jaha, earth to Jaha. Come in, Jaha" I says as he was in his meditation time "yes, John" Jaha opens his eyes

"Hate to break up your little Zen-nap, but we're here" I says "already?" Jaha asks "yeah. A lot faster with a motor" I says

I sees Gideon takes a bag from Emori's hand a bit aggressively as she was trying to hand him the bag "easy. I was just trying to help" Emori says before I walks towards her

"As I recall the last time you helped, two of my friends blew up" I says "no minefield this time. We go around the dead zone" Emori says

"Let's get a move on, you two" Jaha says "right behind you. We head west, towards the rise" Emori says

"You know, this whole helpful guide act I am not really buying it" I says "then, I guess you're just gonna have to keep an eye on me" she says before she walks away

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Mary's pov

Raven spend the night with me in my room, she said she was scared to leave me by myself.

But this morning she had to do some work so she forced me to go Abby

I sits down in the waiting area as Abby was taking to Raven, Raven was explaining Abby the situation and everything that had happened last night

"Mary" Abby calls me "come" she says with a soft smile "I gotta to, but I'll check up on you, okay?" Raven asks, I nods before I walks towards Abby

"So... you didn't take your meds" she says "I hate them" I says "I understand, but we can't let what happened happen again, so from now on me or Raven will make sure you take them" she says before she goes to get me some of my meds and a cup of water

"Right now?" I asks, she nods. I sighs before I takes the meds, swelling it with water "happy?" I asks

"Not yet. You also need to give me your gun" she says "what? No way. I can't do anything outside the wall without my gun, I'll die out there" I says

"I also decided that you're not going out the wall, not until you get better" she says "what? Hell no" I says

"It's only for a week, after a week if I'll see you're taking your meds I'll give you back your gun" she says

"Abby you can't keep me in here. I lost it a little bit yesterday, yeah. But it didn't mean anything, I am fine" I says

"You said you're fine for a long time now, I can't afford believing you anymore. Now, your gun" she says "are you serious?" I asks

"Now, Mary" she says "a week, that's it" I says as I takes off my gun and hands it to her "also your knife" she says "no, Abby. You don't understand. It was Murphy's knife" I says

"I'll give it back to you after I'll be confident you won't hurt yourself" she says "it's ridiculous!" I says

"Mary, I'll give it back you with the gun next week, if you'd take your meds" she says "Abby, please let me keep only this" I says

"I am sorry, Mary, but I don't trust you with this" she says. It's not just a knife. This and the ring Murphy gave me is all I have left from him

It gives me a feeling like Murphy is here, and that he protects me while I have his knife.

"Mary" she glares at me "you're giving it back to me in a week" I says "I promise" she says before Jasper walks in

"What are you doing here?" He asks "none of your business" I quotes him "Mary, stay in the area room. I want you to be on my sight before Raven comes back" she says

"Yeah, whatever" I says as I walks to the waiting area. Abby starts taking care of Jasper

"Generally a follow up appointment is about checking the old injury. Not treating new ones" Abby tells Jasper

"Just trying to make the most of our time together, Doc" Jasper says "can we talk about this one?" Abby asks

"You said I was fine" Jasper says "I understand how much Maya meant to you" Abby says before Jasper gets up

"What is it you wanna talk about? How dead she still is" Jasper says as he turns to Abby and faces her

"Jasper, you're never gonna move past this unless you face your feeling head-on. Your friend Finn, he never did that and it broke him. I don't want that happening to you" I listen to Abby

"Your daughter killed him, too" Jasper says "Jasper, enough" I says "what? Do you have something to say?" He asks

"Enough, both of you" Abby says before we looks at her "can't you see you're both having a hard time? You should be there for each other, not against each other" Abby says

"Tell that to him" I says "I didn't melted Murphy, didn't I?" Jasper says before Octavia walks in "Abby, Abby. It's Nyko"

"He said it was Azgeta, the ice nation" Lincoln says as him, Octavia and Jackson carried Nyko in "where?" Abby asks "we don't know" Lincoln says

"His pulse is weak. And he's brining up" Jackson says "clotting will stop the flow, but he's lost too much blood" Abby says

"I'll type him" Jackson says "what are you doing at the medical anyways?" Jasper asks again "why do you care?" I asks "I don't know, something happened. I still care about you" he says

"Rh null" I hear Jackson says "what's wrong? We are universal donors. Here, take mine" Octavia says

"No, you can't. Rh null can only take Rh null" Abby says "I don't understand, can you save him or not?" Octavia asks

"Not here" Jackson says "Jackson" Abby says "wait. What's he talking about?" Lincoln asks "I am talking about Mount Weather" Jackson says

"The medical facility in that mountain is state of the art. They relied on blood to survive. It's still all there" Jackson says

"You want me to bring a Grounder into Mount Weather for transfusion? They killed thousands of people for that blood, Jackson" Abby asks

"We can't just let him die, Abby. We're doctors" Jackson says "I am mot just a doctor" Abby says "maybe you should be" Jackson says

"Lincoln, you said to me yesterday that even our supply runs were putting us at risk they were jeopardising our peace" Abby says

"Yeah" Lincoln says "how would you advise me how?" Abby asks, Lincoln doesn't answer for a few moments "Lincoln?" Octavia asks "he's my friend. Save him" Lincoln says

"Get him ready for transport" Abby says before she turns to me and Jasper "I hope you're ready to face your feelings" Abby says

"Abby, I can go to Raven" I says "she's busy, you'll come with us" Abby says before Jasper looks at me with a confused expression

"What's going on? And- where is your gun?" He asks, I ignores him and walks away but he grabs my hand "you love your gun" he says

"Jasper, Mary, we gotta go" Octavia says, I get out of Jasper's grip on my arm and walks away, he follows us

-

"How you holding up?" Jackson asks Abby as we gets into Mount Weather "don't worry about me. Just get the blood. I'll perp it" Abby says as they leave the elevator. They rushes out as me and Jasper stays in our place

"Don't do anything stupid" Octavia says before she runs away "you mean like coming back here?" Jasper says, I looks down

"Why did they took your gun? What did you do?" He asks "I didn't do anything, leave it" I says as I plays with my ring

"Abby said we were both having a bad time, I didn't know you do" he says "yeah, because ever since Mount Weather the only person you see is yourself" I says

"Hey, you don't get to be pissed at me" He says "I am not pissed at you" I says "so what's your problem telling me what happened?" He asks

"Why can't you just leave it?" I asks "because it's obviously something if you don't want to tell me" he says

"You haven't talk to me in three months! You had three months to talk to me, and when you see me in the Medical you finally shows interest in me?" I says

"Oh, I am sorry for not running to you right away after you murdered my girlfriend!" He says "you don't have to keep reminding me that!" I says

"Why? You can't just forget about what happened and keep living your life like nothing I happened" He says "that's what you think?" I laughs 

"It seems like it" he says "are you kidding me? Of course it does, it also does when my cousin yells at me that I am murderer and I am the reason he started drinking" I says

"I didn't say it's your fault that I am drinking" he says "well, you didn't not say it either" I says before he glares at my jacket

"What?" I asks before he looks at me with a concerned look "what?" I asks again "Abby also took Murphy's knife" he says

"What did you do?" He asks before I starts laughing "Mary, what..." he says "you want to know what happened?" I asks

"Yes!" He says "I tried to kill myself last night" I says "What?" He says as his eyes get watery

"Abby says I have depression or some shit like that, forcing me to take pills so I wouldn't kill myself" I says "I didn't know any of that" he says

"Why would you? You only ever think about yourself" I says "that's not true" he says "I am not going to be another punching bag for another junkie in my family" I says

"Oh, so now you compare me to him? I dragged you from him and gave you a place to stay, I am nothing like him" He says

"But I need you now, you helped me on the Ark and I will always be grateful for that, but you're not that same Jasper" I says

"Yeah, well... you're not the same Mary. I guess we're both fucked" he says "yeah" I says "but killing yourself is not the answer" he adds

"You would never forgive me for Mount Weather, there's not other answer that those" I says "I never wanted you to do something like that- what about Murphy?" He asks

"Murphy is probably dead. And if he don't then he'd find out what I've done, and he will hate me just like you" I says

"I don't hate you" he says "you said we're not friends anymore" I says "okay, but I-" he says

"You can't even look at me without seeing her face, I know that. I don't blame you for hating me" I says with tears "I am trying to forgive you, Mary, I do. But it's hard" he says as he wipes his tears

"I know... I should go now" I says as I walks away "where are you going?" He asks "I don't know" I says

"Abby told me to not leave you alone" he says "I just need some air, I won't get too far" I says

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Murphy's pov

"Hey, have you really been to the city of light?" Otan, Emori's brother asks "shut up, Otan. I am not listening to that sleigh again" Emori says

"Come, walks with me" Jaha says to Otan as he puts his hand on Otan's shoulder, walking with him "thank god he's got somebody else to preach to now, huh?" I says

"Not a believer?" Emori asks "I believe you're here for a reason. Just don't know what it is yet" I says

"We were recruited" she says "recruited by who?" I asks "I don't know her name. She comes to us in the flying machine" Emori says before I sits down on my knees next to her

"You mean the drone? Yeah, that how she found us, too. So what do you do for her?" I asks "we collect tech" Emori says

"You mean, steal I?" I says "when we have to. We bring it to the island, to him" she says point at Gideon

"That's how we survive. This time she said they needed a ride"she says before she gets up "what are you doing?" I asks as I stands up as well

"Don't try to be a hero and I'll leave you on your feet this time" she says "a hero? And here I though you got me" I says before she's about to walk towards Gideon, but I stops her

"Hold on, really? Are you about to steal from the people you steal for?" I asks "shh. We have other buyers. Now be quite" she says before she walks towards him

He was in the city of light right now, so Emori took the chance "bad idea" I whispers as she grabs the bag that was laying next to him. He wakes up, grabs Emori's neck and lifts her

"Okay. Hey. Easy, easy" I rushes to them "come on. Hey, big fella. There's no harm done, all right? Just put her down" I says as he chokes Emori

"Just put her down, all right?" I grabs my gun and hits Gideon with it, but it doesn't effects him, not even a little bit

I hits him again, harder. But then again. Nothing. I tries again, but still nothing. It's like he was a robot

"There is not pain in the city of light" he says before Emori grabs her knife and slashes his throat, he doesn't leave her until he loses too much blood and falls down

I shares a look with Emori before she takes the bag, she runs away but I stands still. She turns turns to me "are you coming or what?"

I ends up running away with her, I preferred a human being than robots.

"As soon as Otan gets here, we can leave" Emori says as she cleans the blood out of her hands "partners in crime, huh?" I says as I stares at the bug, trying to find a way to open it

"Whatever is in there, we'll split it three ways. You earned that" she says "yeah, and all we had to do was kill a guy" I says before she sits next to me and kisses my cheek, I pulls away

"I didn't mean to-" she says "no, I am sorry, I just uh- I have a girlfriend" I says "how come you never mentioned her?" She asks

"I miss her" I says, the truth is that I don't want to cry in front of her. We don't know each other well enough so I couldn't let myself cry in front of her.

And I know if I'd starts taking about Mary, I'll start crying. I have no idea what's going on with her and the kids at Mount Weather

The thing that scares me is that I know for a fact that she'd die for Jasper or Monty, without hesitation. That fact scares me.

I left her to deal with Mount Weather alone, but I know she understands. She always understands me, no matter how crazy I acted on the drop ship, she forgives me

I think that if I wouldn't have be there for her on the Ark she wouldn't have forgive me. She shouldn't have. She has a good heart, that's why I love her so much

I am not ready to lose her. It's not something you can be ready for, but I never been scared to lose someone expect my parents

I've never met someone that made me feel worth something. She's the first person who gave a shit about me, the first person I let myself love.

It was foolish for me to go for this journey, I had something good. I shouldn't have left for searching a safe home, even if it didn't turned out as a big crazy fantasy, I should have known that she's my house

Maybe that what I had to lean from this adventure. Mary says every thing has a reason, so maybe that's the reason, I don't really know though, I just want to hold her one more time.

"Let me" she says as she grabs the bag. She takes out her knife and opens the bag with it "I could have done that" I says before she scoffs

"Now, that's tech" Emori says, we sees some wires connect to something that looks like the same cheap Jaha gave me

I grabs the cheap and sees the same sign that the cheap has on the bag; infinity sign

"It's more than just tech. The stupid son of a bitch brought her with him" I says "brought him with who?" Emori asks

"Took you long enough" Emori says as Otan walks towards us "you shouldn't have open that" Otan says

"We needed to see what we had. Check it out" Emori says before Otan closes the bag "you're not wearing your scarf" Emori says as Otan clicks on the bag, making some few bottoms beeping and closing it making me stand up in panic and grab the bag

"How did you know how to do that?" I asks as Emori and Otan stands up after me "give me the backpack, John" Otan says

"No" I chuckles before he grabs Emori and puts a knife to her neck "easy, easy, easy. Come on, easy" I says

"What are you doing?" Emori asks before Jaha appears "Otan, let me go!" Emori says "it doesn't have to be this way, John" Jaha says

"What the hell is going on?" Emori asks "Otan, ate that damn cheap. That's was going on" I says

"No one else has to die today" Jaha says "tell me, is your imaginary friend waterproof? Should we find out?" I says as I put the bag above the water

"She's not imaginary. She's very, very real. And she can help you. All you have to do is say yes" Jaha says

"All you have to do is let her go" I says, looking at Emori "you're in a lot of pain, John. I've been there. Losing my son almost killed me but the city of light unburdened me. It made me whole" he starts

"I know you miss Mary. She can be dead, I know you thought about that" he says "don't talk about Mary" I shakes my head

"I can unburden you. You just simply return what's mine" he adds

"I got a better idea" I says as I put the bag closer to the water "stop!" Jaha says "you want me to stop? You let her go right now, or I am gonna drown the bitch in the red dress" I says

Jaha raises his hands before Otan lets go of Emori "Otan" Emori says as she walks towards me "Emori, get on the boat" I says as I stands up

"Now give me the pack" Jaha says as he offers me his hand "she's all yours, Chancellor" I says before I throw the bag

"Emori, starts the boat, we're leaving!" I says as I rushes towards her while Jaha was chasing the bag

"Bon voyage, Jaha" I says after me and Emori starts going, heading home, heading Mary.

A/n

You guys I promise it'll be less darker when Mary and Murphy will reunion but for the next chapters it doesn't better. Sorry y'all