Me, Monty and Jasper went out of camp to get some flowers, I don't really know what flowers, Monty says it's for his Moon rise

To be honest most of the time I don't really know what we're doing, I just follows Jasper and Monty and hopes I won't die

"what do we do?" Jasper asks as we notices a storm comes in "we can't go back to camp like this, we should find a place to stay until the storm passes" I says

"Yeah, and where will that be?" Jasper asks "there's a cave right here" Monty says, me and Jasper follows him

"We'll just stay here for a little while" I says "Bellamy is also out there" Monty says "he'll figure it out" I says

"Do you think Finn is fine?" I asks "Clarke is taking care of him" Monty says "yeah, just wondering" I says

"Hey, Mary" Jasper speaks "hey, Jasper" I says "do you miss Murphy? I knew you had a little thing going there" Jasper says

"Seriously?" Monty asks "it was before he threatened to kill Jasper" I says "did he actually did it?" Jasper asks and Monty nods

"That's why you are defended him?" Monty asks "I didn't defend him, I just didn't want Bellamy do hung him" I says

"He's probably dead by now anyway" Monty says "I don't care" I shrugs, I do care "that's a lie" Jasper says

"That's not a lie" I says "I can tell when you're lying" Jasper says "shut up" I says

"How can you become friends with Murphy?" Monty asks "he can be a jerk, I know that, but he also can be sensitive, and nice" I says

"Are we talking about the same person?" Monty says "just because I wouldn't like him to die doesn't mean I forgave him. Is it really a that bad I don't want him to die?" I asks

"Do you want me to answer that?" Monty asks "I liked it better when you were important and Clarke won't let you out of camp"

"He was the reason Charlotte killed herself" Monty says "Charlotte killed herself because she killed a person" I says "after Murphy chased him" Monty says

"Guys, calm down" Jasper says "how can you be so chill about this?" Monty asks "I don't really know what happened between you two but I know you care about him, and I am sorry that his probably dead" Jasper says

"And I don't really know what happened when he was trying to kill me because I was basically dying but they doesn't matter now" he adds

"Monty is right, I shouldn't have defended him" I says "you're allowed to have opinions, you're allowed to not want Murphy to die. All Monty is trying to do is you to be careful, that's all" Jasper says

"Yeah, I know" I nods "let's just get through that storm" Jasper says

-

When we were back Clarke filled us in, she told us that they made contact with the Ark thanks to Raven's radio

She also told us Finn is doing okay, and that Bellamy captured a grounder

The same grounder that attacked Finn, it was because the knife he used to stab Finn with was poisoned and that they needed the cure

They found the cure, but the grounder is still in camp, she didn't say what they're going to do with him, I don't think her or Bellamy decided yet

We were out for a few hours. Only a few hours.

"What are they gonna do with the grounder?" Jasper asks as me, him and Monty were working outside

"I'd rather not think about it" Monty admits "it's been days since Bellamy captured him. How long until his friends come looking?" Jasper asks

"Cheer up, in that time, we'll all be dead from hypothermia" Monty says as he throws Jasper a nut to his mouth, successfully

"Hey" they both laughs before they do their famous high five. I laughs at their stupidity "what about you, Mary? You're not talking much" Jasper says

"Just wondering" I says "wondering about someone?" He asks, I know he was referring to Murphy "Jasper" I warns him

"He can be alive" Jasper says "yeah, right" Monty sarcastically says before Jasper glares at him "whatever" I says

-

"Earth is scary" Jasper says as he enters our tent "Earth is amazing. Fresh air. Trees. Nuts. Mm. this is better than usual, right?" Monty says as he takes another nut

"I'd like to give earth a giant hug" Monty adds "space didn't have grounders" I says "space has cells" Monty argues

"That sucked, but I wish I could do a space walk before we landed" I says "you can't do space walk from a cell" Monty says

"You guys acting weird" Jasper says "I feel weird, but in a good way" Monty winks at Jasper

"I gotta pee" Jasper says leaving the tent. After a while Monty gets out as well and I walks outside looking for Jasper, when I found him I saw him sitting holding a stick

"What are you doing?" I sits next to him "this stick is anti-grounders, Octavia gave it to me" he says

"Don't be scared, brother" I says "the grounders, they're coming" he says "are we going to live in fear from now on?" I asks as I rest my head on his shoulder, he puts an arm on my shoulder, the other arm still holding the stick Octavia gave him

"It's not like I want to be" he says, he calms down a little bit "I know but... you know I always saw you as the strongest person I now, seeing you scared makes me terrified" I says

"I don't think I am that strong like you think I am" he says "you're just saying that because you don't know yourself like I know you" I says as I face him, giving him a small smile

"Whatever happens, we'll be fine" I says as he gives me a small smile back before my gaze turns back to the ground

"I love you, brother" I says after a few moments of silence, but when I look back up at him, I sees his eyes closed with a little smile

I was happy to see him calm, ever since we brought him to the camp after he got spread something changed in him, he was scared all the time

I hated to see him that way, and I didn't blame him or anything, I am scared too. But I understand that it will be different on the ground.

In the Ark Jasper constantly looked out for me, now I will have to look out for him, take care of him. I was actually happy I'd get that chance to pay him back after all this time he helped me

-

"Mary, wake up" Jasper says "what's going on?" I asks as we both stands up "the grounder is gone!" Someone says, me and Jasper shares a worried look before we stands up

"What if he bring other grounders back?" Jasper asks "they'll kill us all" someone says "let the grounders come" Bellamy appears

"We've been afraid of them for too long. Why? Because their knives and spears. I don't know about you... but I am tired of being afraid" Bellamy says revealing guns

"These are weapons, okay? Not toys. We have to be prepared to give them up to the guards when the drop ships come. But until then... they're gonna help keep us safe" Clarke says

"There are more where these came from. Tomorrow we starts training. And if the grounders come... we're gonna be ready to fight" Bellamy says

"It's good, why aren't you happy? We can fight the grounders" I says to Jasper "great, more fighting" he says

"Jasper..." I sighs "I know, I know" he says "just keep fighting, we don't have any other option other than that" I says and he nods

-

"Mary, you're coming with me" Bellamy says walking out of a tent giving me a gun "oh, that's fun" I says before Raven and Jasper comes out of a tent as well

"Whoo, a family trip" I cheers "are you drunk?" Jasper asks "uh, are you?" I asks, it was unity day, everyone is drunk

"Sorry for bringing up Clarke earlier. Awkward" Jasper chuckles "shut up" Raven says "both of you shut up, keep your eyes open" Bellamy says

"Stupid" I whispers to Jasper before he hits me "can you fill me in on what are we doing?" I whispers

"Finn set a meeting with the grounders, we're here for protection" Jasper whispers "fun" I says

We reached a bridge, we hide behind some bushes beneath the bridge. We saw Octavia running towards Lincoln, the grounder Bellamy captured

"I guess we know how he got away" Raven speak, I look at Jasper, seeing his disappointed face "you good?" I whispers, he gives me an unconvincing nod, but I knew it wasn't the time to talk about it

"Wait. Look" Raven says, Bellamy was pointing a gun at Lincoln, but we noticed another grounders came to the bridge, on horses

"Grounder princess looks pissed" Raven states as we sees their leader talks with Clarke "out princess has that effect" Bellamy says

"Oh, no. No, this is bad" Jasper says "what the hell are you talking about?" Bellamy asks "Jasper? Hey, what's wrong?" I asks

"There's grounders in the trees" Jasper says "what?" Raven asks "where? are you sure?" She adds "Jasper, I don't see anything. Are you sure you're okay?" I asks

"They are gonna shoot, Clarke, run!" He screams "Run!" He screams before he starts shooting with his gun, me, Bellamy and Raven starts shooting as well as spreads started shooting everywhere

"Clarke, get down!" Finn says "Go, go!" Raven yells as we're getting out of amo

-

"You got something to say?" Finn says "I told you we couldn't trust the grounders. I was right" Clarke says. We reached camp after running for a while

"Why didn't you tell me what you were up to?" Raven asks Finn "I tried, you were busy with the guns" Finn argues

"You lucky she brought that. They came here to kill you" Bellamy says "you don't know that, Jasper fired the first shot" Finn says "He was trying to protect us" I says

"You ruined everything" Octavia says "I saved you!" Jasper says as Octavia walks away, he walks away as well

"Jasper, wait" I says "what?" He asks "I know you're hurt, but please talk to me" I says "what do you want me to say? I did the right thing" he says

"You let fear take over you today" I says "by saving us? They were ready to shoot" He says "Jasper, we didn't see anything" I says

"So you're saying I am going crazy?" He asks "no! That's not what I am saying" I says "you know, I though of all people, you would understand" he says as he walks away

"Jasper" I sighs, but he doesn't stop this time, he keeps walking away. It broke my heart

Author note:

The next cheater Murphy is going to return(until he runaways after killing two people and trying to hang Bellamy)

This is my first rewatch of the 100 since 2020 and I forgot how Murphy was, pretty refreshing