Your body is an unattainable mean. I covet small glances of you dressing across the bedroom and behind a book, I hide my giddy blush. You are so close to me, so willing to give yourself to me, but I cannot take you.
My skin tingles by the thought of touching you. My lips are enticed to develop a new language with yours. My electronegativity is so high. I am without a doubt drawn to your potential positivity.
And yet there is a barrier between us: an invisible division created in my brain in an effort to right the wrongs of a man who took the one thing he swore to protect of me. In his own temptations he claimed my unrequited virtue. In my faults and in my failing of letting his sins allure me so far, I am now receiving the karma of temptation in you.
My body wants you so bad but my mind will not let me have you.