I've been hooked on this song^

Jungkook pov

My hyungs and I were all watching a movie..well, everyone else was, my attention was focused on my very attractive hyung,Jimin

But...Hyung has a girlfriend. Who was curled up into his side.

Her name is Irene.

And I don't hate her, but I just can't help but strongly dislike her, because she stole my hyung from me.

Flashback to two weeks ago

"TaeTae, I don't think I can do it" I said,nervously "don't worry kook, I'm rooting for you! Fighting!" Tae said, a goofy boxy smile on his face,making me smile

I took in a deep breath and nodded"I got this" I said "remember,im here if you need me " tae said, I nodded

"Jimin hyung!" I called out, Jimin looked towards me and smiled brightly, I ran into his arms, and he held me by waist

"Hyung,can I tell you something?" I asked ,Jimin nodded and let go of my waist "hyung, I lo-" "Jimin-oppa!" A girl said excitedly and came up to Jimin then pecked him on the lips

"Hey,Irene, give me a moment,kookie wanted to tell me something" Jimin said , turning his attention back to me "what was it?" He asked

" n-nothing hyung, it's not important " I said,feeling tears form in my eyes "are you sure, kookie?" Jimin asked, I nodded and put on a fake smile

"Ok, I'll see you later, yea?" Jimin said, I nodded and turned around to face Tae, who was looking at me sympathetically

I ran into his arms and cried

And I also cried myself to sleep that night

-end of flashback-

I didn't realize I was crying until I was in a familiar embrace tae "it'll be okay kookie" he whispered, I nodded and curled up into his chest

Suddenly I coughed, feeling something come up

A flower petal?

What the heck?

Tae looked at me with wide eyes "by any chance are you trying to become a magician?" Tae whispered. I shook my head and placed my hand over my throat

" T-taetae, it's hurts" I whimpered ,I coughed again, multiple flower petals coming out, I successfully caught them in my hand, hoping that the only person who saw was tae

I looked over at everyone else and saw that Jin-hyung was staring at me with wide eyes, I quickly got up and ran to my room then shut and locked the door, after making sure I picked up all the petals

I plopped down on my bed and sobbed, I looked over at my dresser, seeing the stuffed dolphin that Jimin have me for my birthday,I felt sick

Just then there was a knock on my door "Kookie?" Jimin said I felt even worse than before, I ran to my bathroom, that was connected to my room and threw up

More flower petals

What is happening to me? I hate this "kookie, please let me in" Jimin spoke gently "hyung, please go away, i-i wanna be left alone" I said

"Kookie, c'mon, your like my baby brother,please let me in " Jimin said .baby brother . Of course he doesn't love me the way I love him. He has Irene, a girl who is three-hundred times more beautiful than I'll ever be (#LowSelfEsteemSquad)

I flushed the toilet, watching the hundreds of flower petals swirl away, I slowly got up and opened the door, immediately being engulfed in a hug.

No.

I gently pushed Jimin away, looking away from his hurt expression "I'm fine hyung, I just wanna be alone for now, I'm sorry " I said, blinking my tears away

Jimin nodded and slowly walked away, I sighed and shut my door and locked it, leaned against it then slid down it, curled into a ball, and cried.

I'm so sorry hyung.

Why is this happening to me?

I didn't want this.

I didn't want to fall for you, and I did anyway.

And now I'm hurting, physically and mentally.

I dont think I can be as close to you as I used to be.

I can't be close to my favorite hyung anymore.

I love you.

But it's causing me pain.

Which means we might need a break from each other.

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Did I do well?