Ryobo's POV ❄️

After sitting on the bed for what felt like hours, depression suddenly started kicking into me as I started to regret for what I said to Gadget a while ago and made him leave my bedroom.

Getting up, I sighed as I grabbed a knife from the small kitchen and looked over at it.

Taking my grey hoodie off, I looked over at my right arm that was bandaged up before I removed the bandages, revealing scars on my right arm.

Including the previous wound injuries that are still in the process of healing.

Setting the bandages down on the table, I held the knife over to my right arm and took in a deep breath until...

SLASH

As soon as I started cutting myself, I gritted my teeth in pain, doing everything I can to stop myself from yelling out in pain.

Instead, I only groaned a little before I resumed and kept cutting myself.

Over and over.

Making a mess as the blood on my arm started gushing out of my self-harm injuries and dripping down to the floor, leaving a puddle behind, as it was staining my fur.

But, I didn't care about that.

After I was done cutting myself and felt satisfied for the time being, I setted the knife down on the table and walked over to the sink before I started to clean the blood off of my arm.

Once I washed the blood out, I grabbed the hydrogen peroxide and started to disinfect my injuries.

While I was letting the hydrogen peroxide do it's job, I just stared at the wound injuries that I did to myself.

All of the scars that I had on my arm were from the previous times I was cutting myself.

But, that was in the past...

Once I was sure the hydrogen peroxide had completely done it's job, I rinsed my arm off again before drying it with a clean dark-colored washcloth, and pulled out a new pair of bandages.

After I applied the bandages on my arm and was cleaning everything else up, I heard my phone vibrate as the alarm went off, giving me the message that it's almost time to head downstairs and get a snack.

Pulling the phone out of my pants pocket, I turned the alarm off once I was finished cleaning everything up.

Then I putted my grey hoodie back on, making sure the long sleeves of my hoodie were covering the both of my arms.

Sighing a little, I putted my gloves, boots, and my light purple cloak on before I headed out of the bedroom and went downstairs.

As always, I also had my katana with me as well, just in case anything bad happens out of the unexpected.

You can never know what'll happen until it suddenly occurs.

Once I was in the lounge, I looked around before noticing Gadget and the others were hanging out and chilling while eating their snacks.

Without saying anything, I just headed to the  fridge and got myself some vanilla ice cream out of the freezer before going over to the cabinet and getting myself a box of chocolate pocky.

Then after I found a spot to sit at, I sat down and started to eat, not caring that I was all alone and by myself.

For a while, everything was going okay until trouble started.

Zero came over and sat next to me, looking a little scary when he turned to face me.

"I heard you and Gadget were talking to each other in private..." He says. "What were the both of you talking about?"

"W-We were just getting to know each other, a-and Gadget wanted to become friends with me. That's all! N-Nothing more and nothing l-less!" I answered, feeling scared.