John pov

I was sitting on my bed, clutching the knife. My mind was going crazy again.  The constant thoughts were coming back. I held my head, still holding the knife, and i was trying not to lose my shit.

My hands were twitching to stab someone, and i tried so hard to control the urges.

Come on. Just do it

It'll be quick and easy, you know you want to...

Come on John, do it for me.

I laugh, and i get up with my knife. The darkness was filling my head, tje air was thick with humidity and i wiped the sweat off my forehead. I clutch the knife with clammy hands, and the urge to stab someone takes over. I open the door and i walk down the hallway, scraping the sharp knife along the wall. A murderous smile on my face, as i approach a dorm. It was unlocked, so i opened it.

The room was dark, i walk into it and i find my way to a room.

I stand next to a sleeping person. I watch them as they snore away, unaware of what was going to happen to them in just a matter of seconds..

I plunge the knife to their heart. Their screams fill my ears as i continually stab them and thick blood pours out all over the bed. The screaming soon stops, and now a lifeless body lays there. I look at them. The moonlight shines over their face.

Turns out its a boy. A boy with short hair and a nice face.

My face drops as soon as i realize who it was.

"ALEXANDER NO!" I scream with agony and i fall apart into tears. My body racks with sobs, i caressed his face, and i cry unholy.

"Im sorry lexi... I couldn't control the urge."