This oneshot is inspired by this very sad video^ here we go...

                -John pov-

Alex hasn't been eating. Again. He was doing so well, then out of nowhere, he thought that he was over weight. And stopped eating entirely. He thinks that I'll love him more when he is skinny. I told him countless times, i will love him no matter what you look like. Fat or skinny. Your beautiful the way u are.

But he doesn't belive me. I have seen him make him self throw up his meals. Its heartbreaking. I want him to stop, but that's easier said then done. Today he only ate half a toast. Only becuase i made him sit there until he ate it. But its hard. I love him, but he is dying.

So today, when we went to bed, i seen his small frame. His bones are visible. He looks so dead. He looked at himself in the mirror. Tears of hatred flowed down his voliet blue eyes. He screamed "IM DOING BETTER JOHN LOOK. IM SKINNY. DO U LOVE ME NOW?" i came rushing to him crying. "Alex! I always loved you! I dont want to see you suffering! Your becoming Skinner but i dont like this. I love you no matter how u look or how much you weigh." He broke down crying. I hugged him gently, and sang:

If only i could love you enough, to give you what you need

If only i could be for you the hand that feeds

Cause i know you can only starve so much till you like how it feels

Sitting on a throne of bones staring at that cold meal

Its not your body that i love but its the shell your inside of

And you're killing it, your killing the only piece of you i can touch
Its not your body that i need, but thats what sleeps next to me
And your killing it, your killing it, your killing it, please eat.

If only i could make you believe you deserve everything
Everyone spoon and bite, anything you want to eat.

Cause i know you can only starve so much before you'll

Die

There's parts of you gone, i can never revive
Its not your body that i love,

But its the shell your inside of,
And your killing it, your killing it,

The only piece of you i can touch

Its not your body that i need but thats what sleeps next to me
And your killing it, your killing it,

Please eat.

Alex still was crying, and so was i now. "John... Im s-so sorry... I- i thought you w-would h-hate me-"
"No alex. I'd never hate you. I just want this madness in your head telling you dont eat, to stop. I want to help you. If you let me try..." I say. He looks at me with big sad eyes, and smiles softly. " ok.. I will let you help." I smile and hug him.

Hey guys... So yeah that was pretty sad, but a eating disorder is real obviously, but if you know anyone that is dealing with that, maybe you can try and help them, i know its not that simple, and i never dealed with eating disorders b4... But its sad to see them fade away b4 ur eyes. Help them out, and try and see if you can help them if they let you.

Bye sorry for this cringe

-hil