Ughhhhh this will be a awful oneshot.

Alex pov

I was always bullied. All because i cut. The whole school found out. All becuase of that dumbass james Reynolds.

John said to me, "baby please don't cut. I know your heart is hurting, but baby please don't cut." And i promised him.

Kinda.

When i did go to my classes, all those kids just pointed and laughed. I don't know what was so funny about me dying inside, but to them they think i was doing it all for attention.

Whore.

Disgrace.

Ugly.

You never belonged. Go kill yourself.

I ran home crying. I ran right into the bathroom, and grabbed the blade.

1.

2.

3.

4 cuts.

Blood dripped down my arm onto the tiled floor. I smile with pleasure. It'll all be over soon..

My heart was racing. My hands were shaking.

But i kept on smiling.

5

6

7

My worthless life will be over soon. Now, pls don't go in the comment section and tell me "oh alex don't do that baby. We love you!" I don't want all that. This is it. I won't have to suffer any longer...

"ALEX!!" I heard him scream. John. I promised him. And i failed.

"John...." I faintly whisper. Blood was all over my arms. My vision was going blurry. "Alex! Baby why?... No.... You promised alex! No. No. No!!!" I heard him scream. And sobs were ringing in my ears before....

Nothing.

Im sorry john.

You couldn't save me from my self hate anyway. Im sorry my love, i will see you on the other side...