Warning: HAMILTON SPOILERS AHEAD. DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE NIT FINISHED IT.

Hey.

So there would be times I would be reading fanfictions and people in the comment threads would randomly be saying things I didn't understand and it would finally end in 'Hamilton😍😍😍!'

This happened over and over again so I got curious and the last time I saw this result from a comment I commented "What's Hamilton?"

The comment section practically blew up but it was the one user Cakecat001 who did the commenting.

They said that "it's a musical. I PM it to you. It's really good" so I said okay and waited.

Not 30 mins later did I get a YouTube video from her. I added it to my 'Maybe later' Playlist for things that I'll watch later on if I have time. 

As I continued on with wattpad life, knowing that I had the information source ready if needed, I still encountered these references and bodies dedicated to other fandoms.

Using my apparently terrible detective skills I conclude it was about a protestor bad boy in college with a girl who wasn't supposed to call for him, falling for him.

One day (Today) there was nothing in tv and I didn't feel like writing or reading and my sister had started watching the animated version. I went to my playlist and tried to play the video I was sent, just to see what all the hype was about.

For some reason it was blocked or something, but that should have been my first sign. God clearly tried to warn but I persisted and started to watch the animated version with my sister. (MoamOmotade )

I had already missed basically half of it and my sister tried to explain what I had missed but I wasn't listening cause I was also watching The big bang theory. 

When I did start to pay attention I was pleasantly surprised cause it was full if rapping and pop despite being based in 1700's.

I was enjoying it. Even after the whole marriage being ruined thing. Yeah I cried a little (lot) at that cause she really loved him but still enjoyable.

and then suddenly......

PHILLIPE DIED!!

Now mind you I ONLY knew that he was his son and that he was really defensive of his father's name. And then there was a duel and then he got shot and then there was Hamilton and then there was Eliza and then there was the piano and he died!!

You don't get it.

I wasn't prepared for that.

At All. NOT PREPARED AT ALL. So I cried hard while he died and cried while Hamilton and Eliza tried to get over it and I cried when they did.

And it was all good again.

....

AND THEN OUT COMES AARON BUR !! I'm not sure  what happened but my sister said they were friends which got me even more confused as to why he chose his enemy for President. 

AND THEN THERE WAS THE DUEL AND THEN THERE WAS THE SONG OF HOPE AND THEN THERE WAS HIM BEING SHOT AND THEN THERE WAS ALL THE GHOSTS ON THE OTHER SIDE AND I COULDN'T!!!!!!

Oh but wait. After that Eliza had to try and tell his story and make the world better like he would have done if he was alive and it was so sad cause she always cried and she always took care and yeah I CRIED. HARDER. ESPECIALLY WHEN ANGELICA DIED TOO.

BUT THE ELIZA DIED!!!!! AND I CRIED HARDER AND HARDER AND JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MADE ME CRY AS IN I'M CRYING COMING UP WITH THE IDEA OF THIS BOOK. 

And would like to know why I Hate whoever reccomended it?

Because thEY DIDN'T WARN ME FOR THIS AT ALL!!!

I still love you all but I was so not prepared to cry for so long and so hard about this and I wish someone  told me what I was heading into apart from 'Oh it's really good!'

Now I can't listen to the sing s cause if I do... I will cry.... again.

Rant over.

I need a hug. And Ice cream. And a knife to stab AARON and that guy who killed phillipe. And another hug.