i want to sit on the moon.
i don't want to be here,
on earth, in my house.
it doesn't really have to be my body sitting up there,
maybe my spirit, or soul, or something.
i just want to get my mind away from here.
away from the frown i always wear when i'm alone.
up there i know i'll be happy.
maybe because i'll finally be at peace away from everyone.
you don't have to worry about much on the moon.
just sit down or sit in the air, as gravity is no more.
i'd probably bring a belt to buckle myself in the ground, or something.
i just want to sit on the moon.
build a small tower with rocks on the moon,
sit right on top of them,
swing my legs back and forth,
and gaze into the void of stars.
stare into everyone's futures written within the many galaxies of the universe.
i think it would be pretty peaceful up there.
maybe there'll be a weird space breeze that rustles my hair, and reminds me to move every once in a while, so my legs don't stumble when i stand.
i just want to sit on the moon.
i mean chill up there or something.
for at least an hour in the night, or forever.
or whenever, at least then i could have something to look forward to.
i just really, very much so, want to take a seat somewhere on the moon.

July 11th, 2019