i've been spit out by the faucet of depair.
down the drain of joy,
to the sea of death,
is where i'm meant to go.
but the drain's clogged up by my ruthless hair.
water's spilling out of the faucet of depair.
filling up the tub of life.
it's splashing out the guards of the bathroom walls,
and into the destruction of family's homes.
into a hopeful, hopeless world.
bubbling bubbles of nothing appear out of no where,
and settle right on top of the water,
mix into the water.
they bubble even more and flow out, right into the guards of the bathroom walls.
they stay inside,
the water starts to stay inside, and drys up out there.
the water won't stop spilling out,
life has stopped spilling out.
i'm floating,
floating in the liquid of despair.
i can touch the ceiling with the simple flick of a finger.
i'm getting sucked into the faucet of despair.
the water is evaporating, and i'm heading back into the tub of life.
my body settles on the floor.
the water stops spilling out and keeps leaving.
i don't it want to leave, it was warm.
water spills out of the faucet of depair.
filling up the tub of life.
it splashes out the guards of the bathroom walls,
and into the destruction of family's homes.
into a hopeful, hopeless world.
bubbling bubbles of nothing appear out of no where,
and settle right on top of the water,
mix into the water.
the water stops bursting out.
more bubbles appear,
they start to suffocate me.
i can't really breathe, but it's warm.
so i sink in, and accept my soapy fate.

April 13th, 2019