"Gee Gee!" Frank shook me awake. "Wake up!!" I opened my eyes and saw him standing over me with a grin on his face.

"W-what?" I asked and Frank smiled.

"Their letting you out for today, the day before your cemo!"

"W-Wait really??" I asked and Frank nodded I smiled pulling the blanket off of me. "Let's go!!" Frank smiled grabbing my hand as he quickly pulled me out the door.

~*~

He pulled me down the road.

"W-where a-Are we g-g-going?" I asked giggling as Frank tripped over a rock.

"The Park!" I felt my smile fall. I wanted to do something more exciting before I have to be in the hospital for three weeks.

"O-oh."

"We can do something else if you want." Frank said and I shook my head hiding my disappointment.

"Oh n-no it's f-fine. J-just could w-we do s-some-thing e-else t-t-too?" I asked cursing under my breath because of my stutter.

"Yeah Of corse." Frank leaned in and kissed my lips softly. I smiled and pulled away. "Will you ever make out with me?" Frank chuckled but I frowned.

"No." I said without stuttering and Frank stopped laughing.

"W-what?" I suddenly felt confidence wash over me.

"I d-don't like m-making out w-with people. It's n-not romantic! S-so no I w-won't make out with y-you ever Frank I-Iero." I said crossing my arms. "Let's g-go back t-to the hospital." I said crossing the street.

"No Gerard! Don't let me ruin this for you. You stay out and I'll go back to the hospital. See you tonight." Frank sighed as he crossed the street.

~*~

I sat down on the curb of street. Frank had left three hours ago.

And I was still sitting here. My hood pulled up so no one could see my shaved head.

I pulled my hands to the side of my face as I started to cry.

How am I going to date Frank if this is how it's going to be.

I shakily picked up my phone.

"Hey Gee!" Franks voice rung through my phone. I felt my heart break.

"F-Frank I r-really can't d-do this!" I said.

"What?!" Frank yelled.

"I c-can't do it! F-Frank I'm n-not gay."

"Oh yeah?! That's so fake! You're so fake Gerard! I hope you find some girl that you're very happy with!" Frank hung up the phone.

I'm not gay, I'm pansexual. But I also came to the realization that I'm also asexual.

I will peck someone on the lips. But I will not go more than that. It just makes me uncomfortable.

I started sobbing and pulled my knees to my chest. I picked up my phone started to dial Franks number again.

It went straight to voicemail.

Did he block me?

I hung up and heard a car pull up.

"Hey kid!" I looked up and saw someone I had never seen before sitting in the car.

"Y-yes?"

"Hop in. I'll drive you back to the hospital." They said I felt my cheeks get rosy as I got in the car.

The lady was very beautiful. She had long black hair and dark red lips. Her eyes were grey with black eyeliner lining them.

"H-how-"

"You have a hospital badge on." She pointed to my chest and I blushed even more.

"I'm Ger-Gerard." I said smiling.

"You have a stutter?" She asked starting the car. "It's cute."

"S-so are y-you." I blushed again.

"Mister flirt huh?" She chuckled as we started to go backwards.

"Yeah a-actually." I giggled.

"So why the stutter?" She asked putting her hand on the back of my chair.

"It's p-part of my m-medicine f-for my c-chemo." I said.

"Oh, you have cancer?" She turned to me sticking her bottom lip out.

"N-no. Not really. T-they aren't s-sure. I h-have a m-mass in m-my brain t-though." I said smiling and laughing a little.

"Oh I'm sorry." She said as we turned down the road to the hospital. "My sister works there. Her names Elena, know her?" My eyes widened.

"D-doctor K?"

"Yeah!"

"She's my doctor!" I said without a stutter as she pulled into the back parking lot of the hospital.

"Awww sweet! Well I'm Lynn. Nice to meet you, Gerard." She stick her hand out as I shook her hand getting out of her car.

"T-thank you so m-much."

~*~

I can't believe this. I dumped Frank and now I'm lying in bed texting Lynn.

I got Elena to give me her number. She's really sweet and I think I like her.

"Hey." I looked up and saw Mikey standing in the door way.

"H-hi Mikey." I said as he walked in the room. When he got closer I realized he had tear stained cheeks. "W-What's wrong?"

"Pete broke up with me!" Mikey started sobbing and hiccuping.

"W-what?!? Why?!?" I asked opening my arms as Mikey fell into them.

"He said that he found someone new! H-his names Patrick!! And I c-can't even hate him b-because he's so sweet!" Mikey yelled sobbing but also hiccuping again.

"I br-broke u-up with Frank. W-we can b-both me single." I said feeling tears roll down my cheeks as well.

"What why?!"

"M-Mikey I'm a-asexual."

~*~
A/N
Wow it's been awhile
So I don't have much to say ok this book bc my life updates are on my other book so yeah sorry :/
But again sorry for never updating this I'm kinda bored of it but I'm going to finish it I am
I'm sorry for breaking up the ships oops
Frerard will get back together....maybe
It's so nice here rn like it's actually sunny and it's never sunny here lol
Anyways

~enjoy killjoys~