welp I guess you should tell you guys a little bit more about me so here we go

I guess you could say throughout elementary school my life was perfect

and really it was heck I sometimes wish I could go back there

but that all changed when I went to sixth grade

Some kids bullied me beat me up it caused me to be physically and mentally sick, I couldn't go to school because I started getting worse so me being me I went ahead and took the bus to school and when they saw me they beat me up again

the pain I felt made me cry and the more I cried the more they hit me

then I guess one day I snapped and when they tried to beat me up I fought back, most of them left the fight and ran away but there was this one kid he wouldn't leave and I let my anger get a hold of me and I sent him to the hospital, I wanted to kill them all heck I still kinda want to

but after that, they school said because I fought back they would have to suspend me or send me to another school.

So as you all can guess I moved but the scars I had from that were still there

a constant reminder of what happened

so by 7th grade, I decided I had enough and I ended up who I am now

but I still couldn't shake what happened out of my head 

Every single time I looked into the mirror I saw the kid who was weak and too afraid to fight back 

then i realized I was running from my past and it would always catch up so i always told myself

  The past won't make you weak but will make you stronger if you let it  

So I changed my hair style the why I dressed I changed everything about me

then I met Brayden who kinda went through the same thing as me

And we stood up for each other no matter what happened 

But now after this year I can't stay

I have to go to another school

and i don't want to but i have to

well that's all

i don't even know why i wrote this anyway so by