Chapter three

(R-16/18 warning XD)

But I couldn't stay still, I was walking through my room, thinking about him. He's here, because he's not feeling well. Because he has an illness. I sighed, laying myself down on the bed. Should I go? Should I search for him? Or should I just stay here, waiting for him?

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In the end, I decided to stay here, if he would catch me searching for him, it would be no good.
I stood up, taking the remote control, and sat down on my bed again. I zapped through the channels, when suddenly I heard some noises coming from the floor. I switched the TV off, slowly going to the door and pressing my ear against it.
"...kahiro-san. But you need... on the waiting list... Sorry..." I couldn't understand everything and what I heard was pretty muffled. But who's Kahiro? And what waiting list? Maybe organ donation...? I opened the door a small bit, peeking out, but the doctor and the patient were already gone.
I sighed frustrated, closing the door and laying down on my bed again. I shouldn't think about it, it could be only a random patient. I managed to distract myself from the the doctor and even Strawberry, watching TV all day until noon.

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I changed my clothes and looked at the clock in my room. Is it already afternoon? When is afternoon for him?
I shrugged, deciding to go outside, waiting there for him.
As I went outside, I already smelled the smoke of cigarettes. Why is he smoking that much? Should I address, that I saw him?
I snapped out of my thoughts, as I heard the most beautiful voice. "Hey Expressionless-san, I thought you wouldn't come!" He smirked, you couldn't note any illness at him. How did he managed to look that healthy, besides his slightly hoarse voice? "I would always come." I mumbled what made him chuckle. "I know..." He finished his cigarette and snuggled up my arm. "Then let's go to the cinema!" He kinda had an ambiguous smirk.

We bought our tickets, additionally we bought a coke with two straws and some sweet popcorn and went to the cinema hall, sat down in the last row, pretty much in the corner of the hall, you could barley see a thing, but Strawberry wanted it that way.

(The first little R-16/18 warning XD)

The film wasn't that interesting, but to me it felt like he took a boring film on purpose. Suddenly, he put the popcorn on the chair next to him, no one sat in our row nor near us. He bend down, facing my lap. I blushed a bit. "Uhm...What are yo-" He interrupted me, placing a finger on my lips and smirking up to me. "Enjoy and don't be too loud..." He whispered as he took off my belt, opening my pants and slowly stroking my shaft through my boxers. I had to breath in once hastily.
"E-Ey, stop that we're i-" Again he interrupted me, but this time, because he took my dick out of my boxers, softly gripping it and making pumping moves with his hands. I had to choke down a moan, clinging myself to the chair. He started to lick the tip of my cock and slowly took it in his mouth. I breathed heavily, biting in my finger. Fuck this feels so good. What in the world is he doing to me?
He moved his head up and down, continuing the pumping with his hands as a support. Licking and sucking my dick. I had to let out a quiet moan, I manged to moan in the parts, when the people laughed. He smirked, moving his head faster. It felt like his tongue surrounded my whole shaft. I ran my hand through his hair, grabbing some of it. I already was biting in my hand, not only my finger anymore. Fuck this is so friggin' hot. "I-I think I'm go-onna- Fuck, Strawberry..." I moaned, still quiet but I saw that some people turned around for a brief moment. My head was bright read and then I came in his mouth. I relaxed a bit, panting like crazy. "Shit.." I sighed, taking big sips out of the coke. I heard, how Strawberry gulped. He really swallowed my cum.
Fuck, he is so damn hot.
He licked the tip of my shaft once again and then put my boxers and pants back on. He licked his lips, smirking and continue eating his popcorn, as if nothing happened. God damn it, he's getting on my nerves. But I love it.
Through the movie, I laid an arm around his shoulder and he was leaning against mine. We didn't even watch the film or listened to it, both enjoying this small cuddle.

"This film was so boring, how did they even laugh at some parts?" Strawberry shook his head, cuddling with my arm while going to his apartment. "Yeah..." I mumbled. We didn't talk about that he literally gave me a blowjob in a public area. Well, I wouldn't even complain though.

As we reached his apartment, he kissed my cheek and took out his keys. "But anyway, it was a nice date. Have a good night Mattsun." He said the last sentence a bit flirty, like you now, singing it a bit, smirking at me and waving his hand. But I only waved back. "Bye, beauty." I mumbled, but he was already in the complex. I went back to my room in the hospital, laying down on my bed and looking at the ceiling. He really gave me a blowjob. I couldn't belive it and felt how I smirked. This guy... He's really crazy, but I love him.

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After this date, we had many others, well four others. Sometimes we would make out in a public toilet when we were in the city or in a café. Or on one date, we went to a sex-toy shop, making selfies with some dildos or putting on some weird ass toys, making pictures of it. That was the first time where I had to laugh and Strawberry filmed it happily and surprised. But anyway. I would always bring him back to his apartment, going back to the hospital or my place. But not this time.
"Hey... Do you want to come over to a cup of tea?" He said as he opened the door. I was really surprised and happy that he asked, so I nodded. "Yeah sure why not." He chuckled a bit and went with me upstairs to his apartment. "You don't have to be this excited and happy about it." Sometimes I hate it that he can read my expression. C'mon, I mean I could never have an excited face, why does he know it anyway?

As we reached the door and got inside, I took a look around. The apartment was really messy. Over the whole floor were laying clothes or cans. As we went further to the living room, well besides the bath and kitchen it was the only room, I saw a sofa, what apparently was his bed too, because on it was a blanket and some pillows. His kotatsu was a bit dirty, on it were some pillboxes and an overflowing ashtray and on the TV was a pair of boxers.
I loved it. Yeah I know, the eyes of love are blind, but I really liked it.
It was comfortable and felt like a home.
But what really caught my interest was a gadgetry, covered with another blanket, but you could see, that on it was a breathing mask and some hoses. "Well, home sweet home." Strawberry laughed and took off his shoes. "I like it..." I said, putting the blanket away and sitting down on the couch-bed. "Wow, you didn't even lie." He laughed again, taking the boxers from the TV and turned it on. "Do you want some tea?" He smiled at me and I nodded. Strawberry disappeared in the kitchen and I looked at the pillboxes, trying to figure out for what they were, but I couldn't read what stood there and I didn't want to take them to read it.
After a pretty long while he came back. He was wearing a pink short and a yellow tanktop with pink flowers, his face was flushing red and he breathed a bit faster. What in the world did he do in the kitchen?
In his right hand, he was holding a cup of tea and in the other a measuring jug... of tea?
"Sorry I hadn't had any cups left, they're all in the dishwasher." He said as he sat down next to me. I took the jug, taking some sips out of it. Apparently it was ice tea, so I could drink it right away. "You know that, come over to my place for a tea or coffee means always sex, do you?" He looked at me as if it was the most normal thing to say, drinking is tea innocently. I chocked on mine, spitting the tea out and starting to cough, what made him laugh loudly. "Oh c'mon, don't tell me you're this innocent. I wanted to make it easier for you so I took my clothes off already, besides my underwear." He chuckled, zapping through the channels. I took a deep breath. He wants to have sex with me? Tonight?
"I already prepared myself a bit..." He mumbled, this time a little bashful. I couldn't handle the situation well. "Could I use your bath?" Strawberry looked up to me, nodding. "Yeah sure, it's the door on the right in the floor." He pointed at the door and I nodded, walking to the bath and closing the door behind me. I took some deep breathes, looking in the mirror. "Don't fuck this up... And you too brain." I mumbled to myself, taking my pills with a sip of water. I slapped my cheeks once and nodded to myself. But before I left the bathroom I took of my shirt. Yeah... That's good, I'm glad that I have a trained body, besides my tumor, so I won't look like a scrag ([...] look scraggy), or more or less unhealthy, because of my illness.

(Second R-18 warning >\\\<)

I went outside the bathroom and as Strawberry saw me, he nearly spat out his tea. "What the hell...Why do you have such a hot body? Thought you're a sicko." He said, whipping off the tea of his mouth.
I chuckled a bit, sitting down next to him. "Well, you're not the only one with a hot body." I smirked at him, crossing my arms behind my head, resting it on them. Strawberry stood up, sitting on my lap and stroking my bare chest. "Yes... You're really hot..." He mumbled and started to kiss my neck, licking and sucking on my skin, leaving dark marks on it. He was still stroking my chest while doing it. I rested my hands on his hips, slowly stroking them up and down. His skin is so soft, I want to taste it too, want to touch his body more. I ran my hands under his short, grabbing his butt, what made him smirk. "Already grabbing my ass, honestly Mattsun!" He snickered, kissing me on the lips and slowly opening the belt of my pants. He opened his mouth a small bit, letting our tongues play with each other.
"How could I resist to such a hot body..." I mumbled in the kiss, massaging his butt. He started to pant a bit and took off my pants and boxers hasty. He stopped the kiss, smirking down at me and taking off his tanktop. "And...? You like what you see?" I felt how I got a boner, nodding. "Y-Yes..." Strawberry smirked satisfied, taking some lube from under the couch. I don't want to know why he has some, if I think about it, the sex will be over veeery quickly.
I placed my hands on his waist, starting to lick his nipples, biting them softly. He let out some moans, piercing his fingernails in my shoulders, still holding the lube. "M-Mattsun..." I really had to control myself, not to slam him on the ground and fuck him till morning. What the hell did I thought right now? No one made me think of such things.
"S-Stop it already with m-my nipples..." He panted and moaned. I smirked a bit, licking them once again and then looked up to him. He breathed out, his face was flushing bright red. I never saw him like this and you can see that I liked it pretty much. Strawberry took off his shorts and put some of the lube on his fingers, he inserted them in his butt, biting his bottom lip. I felt how my boner got harder, only by watching him.
He sat up, taking my dick. "Uhm...Don't you want use a con- Fuck." He already put the tip of my dick in his butt, slowly sitting down. "We're both a-already sickos. S-So we don't n-need it." (Always use protection kids/readers v.v♡)
He flinched while doing it, moaning loudly. "Ah~ Mattsun...!" I still had my hands on his waist, but slowly stroke down to his hips, tracing his curves. As my whole dick was inside of him, we both gasped. "Shit... You're too big..." He mumbled, trying to smirk. I blushed a bit, but had to smirk too. "And you're just too hot.." I started to lick his nipples again and he started to move his hips, running his nails into the skin of my back, resting his head on my shoulder. He moaned loudly my name, what erected me even more. I couldn't hold myself and thrusted additionally. "Fuck yes! Mattsuuun..!" He cocked his head back, moving his hips faster. "Shit..." I panted like crazy, moaning quietly. I grabbed his shaft, pumping with my hand, what made him shiver and flinch. "I'm c-coming...!" He let out a loud moan again, moving his hips galvanicly until he cum against my chest. He was gasping, resting his head back on my shoulder. I wanted to pull it out of him, but he didn't let me. "N-No...I want...you to...cum in m-me..." He mumbled, already whacked. "Hey... You're tired, I can jer-"
He didn't let me finish, kissing me and moving his hips again. His whole body flinched and he started to pant heavily. "Fuck me Ma-Mattsun until you c-cum..." He moaned right into my ear, what turned me really on. I thrusted hardly, moaning a bit louder. I felt bad, because his thighs were already shaking. With my last thrust, I came inside him, breathing heavily. He smiled satisfied, pulling my dick out of him and snuggling up my chest. "That was reaaally good..." He chuckled. I smiled, nodding. "Yes, best sex I ever had..." I mumbled, kissing his forehead softly. His eyes widened and he immediately backed away. I was confused, so I wanted to ask him what his problem was, when suddenly he started to cough. He grimaced his face in pain, wanted to breath but couldn't do it, because he couldn't stop coughing. "Hey, Strawberry, what's up?? Fuck! What should I do?" I panicked a bit, lifting him up, standing up and placing him on the sofa. We both were completely dirty but I couldn't care less right now. His face was turning red. I felt how my eyes got teary. "What should I do?!" I yelled at him, he stopped coughing but couldn't breath well apparently. He pointed at the weird gadgetry. "On..." He mumbled.
I nodded, putting the blanket away, pushing the On button and taking the breathing mask hasty. I put it around his head, placing the mask right over his mouth. After a brief moment, what felt like hours, he calmed down and started to breath normally. I sighed relived. "Man, thought I would die naked, that would be really funny right Mat-" I hugged him tightly, pulling him close to my chest. "Shit, don't scare me like that again..." I whispered in his ear, burying my face in his neck. I couldn't see his face, but I could imagine, he was shocked.
After a while, I let him go, taking a deep breath. "I'll wash you, kay?" I mumbled, putting on my boxers and going to the bathroom, not waiting for his answer. I took two towels, wetting one of it. At first I washed my chest before I went to him. We really had sex...
Besides the shit that happened couple of minutes ago I was happy. I went back, kneeling down right in front of him. "You don't have to wash me like I'm a shitty gramps." His voice was muffled because of the mask. "Just shut up for a sec or do you want to sleep with my cum in your ass?" His eyes widened in shock, apparently he wasn't ready for such an answer. But then he smirked, placing his leg on my shoulder. "Then wash me.." even with this mask he looked hot. I felt how my cheeks flushed red. "Yeah I'll do it..." I mumbled and started to wash him.

We cuddled on the couch, watching TV. I had my arm around him, stroking his belly softly. He still had his mask on, but smiled happily, pressing his body against mine.
"So... What illness do you have now...?" I mumbled, kissing his neck. He started to laugh, facing me. "You don't know? Oh c'mon, Mattsun. I have lung cancer. The smoking? The hoarse voice? The painful coughing? As if you didn't google my symptoms..." He laughed, but as he saw, that I meant it like I said, he stopped, blushing a bit. "Lung cancer?" I repeated, he immediately looked away, facing the TV again and nodded. Why does he always act weird when I make him blush?!
I sighed a bit, kissing his head. "By the way, the mask looks cute on you." I had to chuckle as I saw that his ears and neck were completely red. "You really mean a lot to me, Strawberry..." I mumbled, slowly falling asleep

(Real short Hanamaki POV>~<)

You didn't mean it like you said it! I mean shit for you, say it!
I turned myself around, facing the sleeping Mattsun. He now looks even more like an angel. I hate it, no I hate him. I felt how tears were streaming down my face, but I was angry, not sad. "Why do you do this to me. Stop making me feel like that. I don't want these feelings, I don't need them." I whispered, or more hissed these words. He didn't wake up. I took off my mask and kissed him on his lips once. "Stop being perfect..." I whispered against his lips, putting my mask back on and whipping my tears away. Slowly, I fell asleep in his arms.

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Here ya go, my MatsuHana one shot^-^ Over 3000 words dafuq XD I'm gonna publish the next chapter of KageHina and a BokuAka One shot (Haikyuu Dating Website) next ^-^ this story is going to have 4 chapters >0< and here was my first real smut scene, was it okay? I can't write those, even though I want it >\\\<
I hope you guys liked it and enjoyed reading it. See us in KageHina or BokuAka, byeee~~♡

[Edit: Jesus Christ is suck at smut scenes. Why did I think that was a good idea XD]