UNHAPPY - KUROTSUKKI

tsukishima loved roses.

tsukishima loved the spring.

tsukishima was a beautiful person.

a beautiful person trapped in a violent mindset.

kuroo loved daises.

kuroo loved autumn.

kuroo was a mischievous kid.

trapped in the hands of a beautiful person.

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they met one late night at a heavily populated bar, both just finishing their last college exam.

"hey hot stuff, you come out here alone tonight?" kuroo said, clearly drunk.

tsukki, also while being clearly drunk, poured his drink on kuroo and left the bar.

good memories.

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their second encounter was at a local coffee shop. tsukishima was working and kuroo came into study (surprising)

"hey there hot stuff, working here alone this morning?" kuroo said, clearly remembering the night before.

"i will actually pour the pot of fucking coffee on you,"

"yeah yeah, meet me at ten," kuroo said, handing him a slip of paper that contains other details. before tsukishima could speak, the tall black haired male said something else, "also i'm really close with the owner of this coffee shop, if you don't come, i'll tell them you threatened to pour sizzling, hot, burning-"

"shut up, i'll be there."

good memories.

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another time was when kuroo surprised tsukishima with both of their first kiss.

"tsukki come look at this cool shirt that reminds me of you," kuroo said, holding up a kids shirt that had dinosaurs on it.

"what the fuck kuroo,"

"isn't it cute!" the bed head said, and now is attempting to put it on.

the tall bead head stubbled around and then fell on tsukishima, causing their lips to collide.

good memories.

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then came another time where tsukishima was having an anxiety attack.

with no one around.

kuroo was at volleyball practice and tsukishima assured him that he would be fine.

by time kei had calmed down, the voices came again.

"kill yourself."

"go die."

"no one wants you here,"

"you are a waste of food, air, and space."

"go fuck yourself."

"no wonder yamaguchi left you."

kei had have enough of it.

kei had have enough of people treating him like trash.

kei found the bottle of pills in the bathroom.

he grabbed about twelve of them.

he grabbed a glass of water.

he swallowed the pills.

he went to bed.

the last thing he saw,

was kuroo.

kuroo wasn't actually there though,

it was just kei's imagination.

kuroo never treated kei like trash, he's what let tsukishima live this long anyways.

kei regretted swallowing the pills.

kei wanted a life with kuroo.

kei tried to reach for his phone to call kuroo.

his vision blurred as his hand dropped.

he rolled out of bed.

the door opened.

kuroo saw the spilled pills and a motionless tsukishima kei.

he called the hospital.

to be continued. :-)

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sorry not sorry ily pls don't leave

this was my first angst could you tell.

word count - 488 words.