NOVEMBER 21, - BOKUAKA

november 21.

possibly one of the best days ever for akaashi.

it started out as a normal day for the pale boy, he woke up at four, got ready, and left thirty minutes later. why so early? you may ask, but that is because akaashi wants to avoid his parent at all cost.

his parents,, aren't the brightest, but they act it in front of people, so no one truly understands what goes on at home.

no one knows that akaashi dreads going home.

no one knows that akaashi has cuts and scars.

no one knows that akaashi wants to get his life over with.

but what's holding him back?

bokuto.

bokuto is akaashi's crush of 2 years, loving him ever since he laid eyes on him.

akaashi thought it was all one sided.

he never had the opportunity to ask if it was though, for he was too scared.

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"so! akaashi, want to hang out later?" the bi-colored haired boy asked. it was lunch break and akaashi, like every other day, wasn't eating anything. bokuto thought none about it, he trusted akaashi. ever since he met him akaashi never ate at lunch.

"sure bokuto-san" akaashi was glad.

glad that he didn't have to go home.

glad that he got to spend time with bokuto.

but.

tomorrow was november 21.

akaashi had been planning this 'november 21' for a while.

his suicide date.

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after school, the duo walked home together. they talked about cute, random things. the topics they joked about didn't matter, but akaashi loved it. he loved how bokuto just rambled about random, pointless things.

they soon reached his light blue one story house. bokuto's mom's car was home, which was a good thing. she made the best after school snacks.

akaashi wished his mom was like that.

when they got there, they said hello to bokuto's mom, and went to go hang out in bokuto's room. he had a biggggg fluffy bed that akaashi loved since the first time he ever came here.

after about two whole hours of talking, it was getting late, so bokuto just decided to let the pretty boy stay for the night.

"u-uh bokuto-san, i n-need some clothes to b-borrow..." akaashi nervously stated, he was embarrassed since bokuto's size was like five times bigger than him.

"ohhh yeah! i forgot about that!" bokuto said, chuckling. he grabbed his smallest clothes (that were still too big) and placed them outside the bathroom door. he chose a cream colored short sleeved shirt and navy blue sweatpants.

at the time, akaashi forgot about his scars that completely covered his arms, since he wore arm sleeves at volleyball practice, no one knew. he walked out and was met with a frozen bokuto.

"bokuto-san? what's wrong? did something happen?"

the said man didn't say anything, he just walked up and grabbed one of akaashi's arms. "akaashi.. why?" bokuto was crying now.

the bokuto was crying now.

"i-it's not what it looks like-,"

"OF COURSE ITS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE! DO YOU REALLY THINK I AM THAT STUPID? YOU SHOULD OF TOLD ME!" bokuto screamed. he was upset that he didn't even realize what was going on. he looked closer and saw brusies on his arms. some were fading, some were brand spanking new.

did it not hurt when akaashi played volleyball? did it not hurt to dive?

bokuto grabbed akaashi's arm and kissed every single cut. he wanted akaashi to know how much bokuto loved him.

"akaashi, i love you, so fucking much. i love you more than volleyball, i love you more than my own life! you are my sun, my moon, my stars and planets, my everything. you are my motivation and my reason for everything! i'm so fucking gay for you, do you not even notice me staring in the locker room? god how did i not even noticed our arms? i love you, i love you, i love you so much!"

akaashi bursted out into tears and bear hugged the ace, "b-bokuto-san, i l-love you. i love you, i love you!"

akaashi's phone then beeped.

it was his alarm showing that it was one hour passed from twelve in the morning.

1 a.m.

the time that akaashi was going to do it.

he didn't.

all of the events happened on november 21.

exactly 5 years later, they got engaged.

exactly 6 years later, they got married.

exactly 6 and a half years later, bokuto got scouted for the national team.

exactly 7 years later, the adopted bokuto shiori, a 2 year old orphan.

november 21 is a very important day.

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wowie hope you enjoyed ;)

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