pain |Oikawa Tooru|

WARNING: VIOLENCE ( I think im on crack while writing this. How could I write such a thing lmao)

Another kick was swiftly brought into contact with your stomach, and you doubled over, gasping for air. That kick had forced the air out of you, and it was hard to catch your breath again. As you took in ragged breaths, the jeering around you agonised your eardrums, adding onto the headache that was already pounding in your temples. You prayed fervently that they wouldn't bring in any more injury to your already weakened body. One more kick or punch, would probably leave you for dead.

"Girls, I have enough fun for today. Let's go home." Her icy voice dripped with venom as she turned on her heel, and the dull rumble of the sound of their school shoes dying away was music to your ears.

It signalled the end to your torture.

You tried your body weight with one foot and jerked back when white hot pain thundered down the whole length of your body, making you collapse to the ground.

Just a few more minutes, let me rest.

You leaned your head back on the alley wall and felt the dull throbbing of pain in every part of your body. You thought back about how excited you were the first time you had stepped into Seijoh High to follow your childhood friends, Iwaizumi and Oikawa, who were 2 years older than you. You had developed a crush on Oikawa when you were a kid and was disappointed when you found out he had a girlfriend already. However, you still hung out with your childhood buddies, even joining the volleyball team to catch up the times your weren't together. However, all that changed quickly when Oikawa's girlfriend thought you were out to steal her man, and set off the torrent of Oikawa's fangirls onto you. Them beating you up almost every time after school had then become a regularity, and you were scared to tell the teachers about it, not wanting to to seem whiny,

You bit your lip. As much as you would like to stay in this position, you had a life to get on with, you told yourself. You heaved your aching body up with great difficulty, and hobbled out of the alley. It was dark already, and you were glad that nobody would look at you with their curious eyes at your beaten up state.

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Looking at yourself in the mirror, you barely recognised yourself anymore. Dark crescent moons resided below your eyes, stubborn to leave. Nightmares plagued you ever since the beatings started and you couldn't sleep well, always jerking up in the middle of the night with cold sweat beading your forehead. Bruises were generously sprinkled on your face, some old, some new. Fresh Cuts and a split lip finished your look this morning. Lifting up your blouse, you grimaced as you saw a deep bruise the size of a football spreading from your left hip to your back in a brilliant livid purple. Thank god you wouldn't be needing concealer for that, nobody will see it under your blouse. After applying a thick layer of concealer of your face, you took a deep breath, bracing yourself for the new day.

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"(Y/N) you've got new bruises on your face everyday." Iwaizumi tilted his head and looked at your face, worry lines creasing his forehead. You felt as if you got shot in the stomach with a bullet of ice. You scratched your neck nervously as you replied, "Ah, I keep tripping on the steps to my door thus falling on my face haha. I'm really clumsy." You laughed a nervous laugh. and took a sudden interest in your shoes as you and Iwaizumi walked to both of your classrooms. You cursed yourself on not putting enough concealer.

"(Y/N)-channnnnnn~, Iwa chan~" A familiar voice sang in your ears and a small smile crept to your lips as you heard the voice you loved so dearly. Turning around, your face fell as you not only faced the chocolate brown haired boy, but also a pair of snake eyes that eyed your smugly, spotting the bruises on your face. Her arms snaked Oikawa's body possessively. Your breath caught in your throat as you bit your split lip nervously and then regretted it.

"Eh (Y/N) chan you've got new bruises again! Are you really okay?" Oikawa suddenly dropped his smile and peered at you closely, his eyebrows knitting together. You felt your face heating up and in your peripheral vision, a pair of eyes narrowed themselves at you. You quickly scuttled away, evading his question completely. You knew what hot water you were in if you stayed or even interact with Oikawa when his girlfriend was around, and you didn't want to feel her wrath again so soon.

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"I need to use the toilet for a while, wait for me! We can go home together today." Skipping into the toilet, you failed to notice your tormentors sliding inside the toilet with you.

"Wow look, it's Slut-chan." A cold voice drawled out and you froze in your steps. You were tugged backward harshly and your collar was grabbed by Oikawa's girlfriend, hauling you to eye level as she shouted, pure rage burning in her eyes, "WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO STOP FLIRTING WITH TOORU-KUN??" Your eyes widened in fear and your body shook uncontrollably. She threw you backward and your bruised hip hit the edge of a tap on the wall. Pain shot up your hip like fire. Hot tears sprung up in your eyes. However, as the pain sizzled in your brain like fire, something snapped.

Ignoring the pain throbbing angrily in your hip, you stood up and shouted, "I CANT STAND YOU SAYING I'M FLIRTING WITH OIKAWA. WE'RE FRIENDS OKAY?! WHY CAN'T I TALK TO HIM?" you panted heavily, a fire blazing in your eyes.

Her lackeys laughed jeeringly and a smirk curled on her lips. Then, she suddenly lashed out, grabbing your collar again and smashing your head repeatedly on the edge of the sink. Pain exploded in your head with a blinding whiteness and you saw stars. Everything became a blur until she suddenly dropped you onto the floor like a lifeless rag doll. You felt a hot wet mess at the back of your head, but anger overtook the pain. Despite every muscle in your body screaming in pain, you launched at her, tackling her to the floor and pulling at her hair. She cried blue murder at your action but rage had overtaken your logical thinking.

Suddenly, you felt yourself being ripped away from her and and with a hard shove, you felt yourself flying backwards, and the back of your head came into contact with a sharp smooth object-the corner of the sink. Familiar pain exploded before your very eyes again and this time, the searing pain sent spasms up your body. However, before you passed out, you heard a familiar shout...

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The smell of antiseptic and detergent hit your nose first. Then the pain.

"Ow..." you groaned as the dull throb of pain seemed to infiltrate every fibre of your body.

"(Y/N) YOU'RE AWAKE!" A shrill voice pierced your ears and you winced in pain as you felt yourself being enveloped in a bear hug. The comforting and familiar smell of vanilla filled your nose and you pried an eye open, brown curls coming into your vision.

You then spotted a weary but smiling Iwaizumi at the foot of the hospital bed.

"WE THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO DIE!" He extracted himself from you and you took in his red eyes, his dishevelled brown curls that framed his handsome face.

Smiling weakly, you traced a ginger finger on Oikawa's jaw line and tears sprung up in his eyes, He suddenly grabbed your hand and whispered, "Don't leave (Y/N)." You both were locked in each other's gazes and you didn't want to break away.

"(Y/N) I cant believe you didn't tell us that you were suffering through all that." Iwaizumi's usually hard voice was softer and calm, but anger was still evident in his voice. You broke away from Oikawa's mesmerising gaze and looked down, shamefaced.

"I'm sorry." You choked out. You really had nothing to say. And you could only blame it on yourself for others not knowing about your plight.

"You could have died that day! Do you even know how serious is that? We could have lost you if we hadn't stepped in! You were in a coma for a month! We blamed ourselves for not noticing your pain!" Oikawa shouted at you, hurt mingling with rage in his voice. You looked down, too shameful to face him.

Oikawa noticed your expression and took your hands in his rough ones. He whispered in a softer voice this time, "I'm sorry (Y/N), I never imagined <girlfriend's name> to be hurting you all this time. I should have known. That wary look whenever you see her, the tiredness in your eyes when you come to school everyday, the fake smile you put on in school....(Y/N), I should have known, I'm so sorry." He voice cracked at the end, and he dropped your hands, using his own to cover his face as his body wrecked with sobs. You noticed Iwaizumi was no longer in the room, and guessed that he must have stepped out to give you both privacy.

You scooted yourself nearer to Oikawa despite the pain shooting through you. You cupped his red face in your hands and you said softly, "It's not your fault Tooru. I was the one who didn't tell you anything, because you looked so happy with your girlfriend every time. I couldn't bear to  take your happiness away." You gave him a sad smile and Oikawa looked up, pain in his eyes.

"(Y/N)...Don't you know? She was never my happiness. It has always been you." Your lips parted in shock and he took this opportunity to lean in. Both of your lips connected. You melted into the kiss, wishing that the blissful feeling in your stomach will never leave.


Deducted to YumiAsui who is so nice to support my crack book thanks g0rl hope u like this even thought it's not a drabble about tendou 🤧❤️

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