I don't want to be the reason yet I'm
I don't want to be blamed yet I'm blamed
I don't want to be the obstacle yet I'm.
I don't know where am heading to, I have no destination but have faith in Almighty Allah.

Sadness come within, it makes the words look painful but little did others feel.

Feeling numb as the pain consumes from every direction can't help but let sank deep into my heart

The heart that once was full of laughter and joy.
But now it's on fire, burning from within.

No longer feel the wetness of my tears coz am numb but the pain never leaving me.

Just exploding within not able to cry loader, silently sobbing in corner.

I No longer fear the darkness while the darkness of the grave is waiting me.

In fact I enjoy the darkness coz its all I see nowadays.

Loneliness is has become something which give me company

Only if you know..........