DELIRIOUS'S POV:

It's been a week now since Luke's death, I've started going back to school to try and get shit off my mind, Kody hasn't though.

Evan has been missing since the party, Police has been searching practically twenty-four seven, for he is completely suspected as the killer-

"Jonathan," looking up from my view of the soft carpeted floor I saw Kody sanding there at my doorway, red and puffy eyes along with a pink tinged nose from crying, her lips began to quiver as my eyes connected completely with hers.

"I miss him so much-" Kody ran up to me and tackled me into a hug, whimpering as she buried her head into my chest, "-so fucking much." Her voice wobbling as she finished her sentence I started to tear up myself and lay my head on top of hers "I-I do too.."

"Jonathan, Kody- Oh." Tyler walked up to the door and saw us, he cleared his throat and stuffed his hands into his pockets as he looked at my sadly, "I'm sorry if I interrupted your mourning, but I just wanted to let you know that breakfast is ready." And like that he headed back to the kitchen.

Tyler has been staying with us for comfort during this time, I'm surprised his parents aloud him to be honest, he was a great help and support, even though I never really spoke to him before, but he's become very close with Kody and I. I'm glad to have Tyler right now.

But where is Evan?

"J-Jonathan, lets go have breakfast." Kody climbed out of my arms and gave me a tiny smile before leaving my room, moving my orbs back to the ground I got lost again,

Evan;

Last seen at that dreaded party, last seen leaving me, last seen outside.

Luke;

Last seen at the same fucked up place, last seen following Evan, last seen outside.

Evans last words "I just wanna Kill Luke sometimes..."

No.

No fucking way!

"EVAN YOU FUCKING JERK!" screaming at the top of my lungs I swung my legs up to my chest and tugged at my short locks, "FUCK YOU, I CANT BELIVE I FUCKING-" ripping at my head I looked across the room to a small mirror perched on the wall, "-fell for you." My eyes watered as I clawed down my face, tracing the dry tear lines in pure rage, glaring at my broken reflection I herd my name being said, snapping my neck towards there direction I saw the only person who's been with me, Tyler.

"It wasn't he's fault ye know." He spoke calmly and walked up to me, wrapping his arms around my hollow shaking body, "Come have breakfast and talk to me about this."

"I don't want to eat....." was the only words I could croak out when I tensed in his grip, I made sure my body was touching his, I didn't like the contact, it didn't feel right.

"You haven't eaten all week."

"I Don't fucking care! Leave me the fuck alone!" pushing him away and shouting his face I saw it hurt him, not being able to look at him I turned away, "Just go. I don't want to go to school today."

"If you say so," Tyler said, walking to the bedroom door I herd his footsteps stop, "see you in a few hours. Jon." And like that my only comfort left the house along with Kody. I was now alone. The thoughts. The pain. The Betrayal.

Much to my disliking, But Evan fucking killed Luke.

It hurts me so much to believe this.

Evan......

WILDCAT'S POV:

After arriving at school Kody stayed by my side, she was so weak and frail, even though her food levels stayed normal and she took care of herself, her eyes and actions stilled seemed to be empty, never did I think of the day that I'd feel bad for Kody.

"Hey? Will you be alright to go to class alone?" I said to her while running my hands up and down her smooth arms, "y-yeah I'm sure." Taking myself away from her arm she left down the halls, stubbing around every now and then.

"hey are you okay Ty?" looking down I saw Craig gazing up at me concerned, while Lui and David (For your information - Tyler already knew 'bout David) were standing behind him.

"Yeah I am,"

"I'm so glad your here, you've been ditching School so much lately" the small brit screeched as he leapt into my arms, smiling lightly as I held him I herd a familiar Irish accent, "where's jon?" David questioned while holding Lui close to him protectively, "He wanted to stay home today. I'm extremely worried for him though." Looking over to the school entrance I felt a rush of guilt wave over me, "He'll be fine." Lui chirped trying to smile to make the mood lighten.

Feels like the whole school is clouded with sadness, I guess majority of the students who go here and went to the party where either friends with luke or just really scared for what happened.

I herd that a lot of them had to go into therapy after seeing his body and experiencing all the shit that happened, walking into class I sat down and looked out the window, "Alright class, I know you all may be sick of hearing about the incident, but we are hosting a school assembly in honor of Luke." The teacher guided us out of class and I looked for Kody before heading to the hall, seeing her Goldie Brown hair through the crowed I approached her laid my hand on her shoulder, "Oh? Ah, Tyler," smiling weakly her head leaned against my arm and we walked into the large yet dark colored auditorium.

Stepping across the ground and approaching the seating area I saw Lui, David and Craig happily looking at Kody and I.

-

"- so in conclusion, Loosing a student at the school means a lot. Especially in the hands of some sicko. Luke Patterson was a loved young man, who had many caring friends. We wish for only hope and wellbeing for his two household members, Kody Breedeen and Jonathan Denis. Thank you for your time."

After the two and a half hour presentation dedicated to safety, school events and the loss, our school principal stepped away from the microphone and aloud a coordinator to step up "alright students, I'd like you all to leave this area quietly and politely, first row then the second row and so on. You are dismissed."

Everyone started to get up from there seats and leave while the boys and I stayed behind because Kody started to cry,

"Hey, its okay." Lui spoke in his little boys voice trying to cheer her damaged soul, sniffling I noticed a small smile started to tug at the edges of her lips, "Thanks L-lui," Kody said while pulling the smaller male up for a hug, "Pretty girl is hugging me! You jeeeellyyyyy~" Lui said while giggling still in the squeaker voice, "Extremely. Now get over here." David said sternly while tugging Lui towards his direction.

We all headed to the cafeteria for some lunch, Lui and David were having there usual fluff movements while walking, while I had Craig and Kody hanging off of both of my arms, everything was slowly lighting up, I was smiling along with everyone else, but I just kept on getting a sick feeling about Jon.

Sitting down at a rounded table along with my tray holding a plate of pepperoni pizza and a Cola I was looking at Kody, who was unhappily playing with her food, "I know you don't feel like it. But eat. Please." Her head raised to my direction, "Sorry. I've been forcing myself to eat all the time." Her voice was low and shadowed in a way, I know that her being constantly sad then slightly happy, then sad again may get annoying but I know she cant help it.

For one she's a teenager like the rest of us, so that means overwhelming emotions, and shes lost her brother for fucks sake, of coarse she's gonna be mopey.

She started to eat along with the others, they all joined in on conversation and jokes, everything seem odd though, with out our two 'lost' boys.

-

It's been a busy day; I was just leaving the last class. Heading over to my locker I saw her already waiting for me there, "Ty. I'm worried for Jonathan. He isn't responding to any of my texts or calls." She spoke while looking down at her unnoticed messages, pulling out my phone I decided to try and call him myself, no answer, texting him a few times was also useless, "Shit." I hissed as I slammed my locker door shut and grabbed Kody by her wrist, "We have to get home, now preferably"

"What's wrong Tyler?" her distressed voice hurt my mind, I was feeling something extremely wrong boiling in my gut, its burning, my mind is spinning, I feel like throwing up.

What's happening to me?

"Tyler where are you going so fast?" hearing Craig's cause my stress to stop, looking over to him I panted lightly, "I gotta get home." He sent me a panicked look as he guessed what I was urging about.

Getting to the car I tossed Kody in and tried calling him (Jonathan) again, and again, still no answer.

Jonathan.

DELIRIOUS' POV: (again)

Its been a long day of pure torture, not 'completely' physical, but mental.

My mind was wrapped around Evan and Luke.

Why would he kill him, why did he leave me like this, why, why, why, WHY.

FUCKING WHY

I question everything in my fucked up life, and why the universe wants to pain me so much, is the world testing me? Trying to see how much I can bend before I completely snap?

Laying myself into the cushioned bed I played with a container of pills while humming a tune in my head, one line, from one song,

"Before its too late. Before its too late."

"Sometimes when he goes to sleep. He feels like no waking up."

"He feels like his hit so deep, that he'll never make it out"

"All the mistakes his made, he thinks about, that's partly the reason why he aint be sleepin now."

"His thought have been running off course, course, feeling so empty inside"

"Cause he's convinced their aint no choice."

Gazing at the container that was delicately held by his pale fingers, he started to twisted of the cap and poured some soft yet odd colored pills onto his free hand that awaited below, "Every other time he'd just pop another pill doe."

And as he sung that one last line with that husky and broken voice he pushed his hand up to him mouth and dryly swallowed the tablets, lightly choking at the force going down his throat he started to close his eyes, feeling himself slowly become weak...

"JONATHAN!" hearing and male voice scream I felt strong arms coil from underneath me, I couldn't move my body, only open my dried eyes a little bit, but that tiny piece of vision I had was enough, and what I saw was someone who could make me the happiest person in the world, but could also make me desire to go insane and want to murder them for pure revenge.

A light smile moved onto my porcelain lips as I saw him look at me, his face so filled with sadness and pain, looking away from me and focusing on where he is going I herd that heavenly voice ,

"I'm sorry."

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This is completely unedited sorry, I'll edit some other time. Just not right now. Forgive me.