A/N
Sooo sorry for not updating lately. I've just been really tired and lazy. I also have the school work like I said so yeah. I know I know bad excuses but anyways let's get on with the story!

Delirious POV
   I kept asking myself all those questions after what had happened last night. I still couldn't believe it. Evan. Kissed. Me. WHAT THE HELL. I mean, I'm perfectly fine with it but I never would of thought he had feelings for me. Well, maybe he doesn't. AHH I don't know anymore, my head hurts and I'm tired. I eventually fell asleep replaying our kiss in my mind over and over and over.

Evan's POV
  "Why did I do that?! What the hell is wrong with me?! Delirious probably hates me now." I thought to myself

I can't blame him if he hates me. We are best friends and he most likely doesn't go that way. (As in not gay) Then again he was blushing a lot even before we kissed. Ugh, whatever, I'll just think about how to deal with this situation in the morning.

The next day (insert Spongebob Squarepants narrator voice here)

I woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs. I shot up from my bed completely forgetting that there was a whole Delirious situation I had to deal with today and ran downstairs like a little kid. Then it hit me when I saw Delirious.

"Oh yeah.. I forgot." I said to myself

"Good morning Delirious." I said quietly

"Hm? Oh...Good.. Morning Evan." He said back shyly

"Are..you okay?" I asked

"Yeah, yeah just thinking a lot, you know?" He replied

"Yeah I understand." I said back

He gave me my plate of breakfast and we dug in but the whole time we were silent. It was still very awkward between the two of us. We didn't even look at each other. When we finished we put both of our plates in the sink and went to sit on the couch. I sat far from him because like I said it was very awkward.

Delirious POV
I sat on the couch looking down, still thinking about last night. I smiled weakly to myself so Evan wouldn't notice. I really enjoyed the kiss last night but I don't know if Evan would want to stay at my house anymore or be friends with me.

"C'mon Delirious cut yourself some slack. He's still here isn't he?" The good voice in my head said

I nodded to myself knowing what the voice in my head said was true, but I was interrupted from my thinking when I started to hear Evan speak up.

"Hey.. Um.. Delirious?" Evan said

"Yeah?" I replied

"I'm really sorry about last night." Evan apologized

"Hey, don't worry about it. It's fine." I responded

"Oh..ok thank you, it was just in the moment you know?" He said

Those words hurt me. I don't know why but they did.

"Did he not feel the sparks flying in the air as we were kissing? I surely did, but maybe that's because I have a crush on him."

I snapped back into reality and nodded.

"Yeah.. Just in the moment." I replied with just a bit of sarcasm

Evan thankfully didn't notice my sarcasm and smiled and went back to his room. I however frowned and went back to my room and sat on my bed. I felt so heartbroken. I know it's not his fault but that kiss is REALLY making me want Evan as my boyfriend. I started to cry softly but the more I thought about Evan, the more I was crying louder.

Evan's POV
  I felt crushed going back upstairs. I should've just told him that I had feelings for him. Even if it did ruin our friendship it would take a HUGE weight off my chest. I went back to my room and plopped onto my bed hugging my pillow. I was deep in my thoughts when I started to hear something that sounded like... sobbing?

I ran out of my room and listened closely. I finally realized that the sobbing noises were coming from Delirious. I ran to his door and opened it only to be greeted by a puffy, red eyed Delirious.

"Delirious? What's wrong?" I asked

"N-nothing Evan just go away." He replied

That hurt me. Why won't he tell me? I'm his best friend, he should be able to tell me anything.

"No I'm not leaving till you tell me what's made you cry!" I shot back at him

"But if I told you, you would hate me." He said

"Delirious A.K.A Jonathan Denis! Nothing, AND I MEAN NOTHING will ever make me hate you. I'm always here for you. I hate to see you upset." I yelled

"*sighs* Alright fine, but you promise you won't hate me?" He asked

"Cross my heart." I replied

"I-I..um..h-have a..um." He said

"A what?!" I shouted by accident

"DAMNIT EVAN, I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU OKAY!" He yelled

Delirious ran out of his room and ran downstairs and out the front door, crying as he was running.

I didn't run after him. I was in too much shock. It's actually true. He has feelings for me. I was filled with joy but then it went back to sadness once I realized that Delirious ran away.

I started running out the door and onto the streets shouting his name. No answer. I called his phone. No answer. I started getting really worried. I ran everywhere I could think of that Delirious may be. I couldn't spot him. I was so clueless.

"Damn Delirious where did you run off to? I can't stand not being by your side especially when you're sad, not to mention because of me. I really need to tell you my feelings. My feelings.. for you." I said quietly to myself

- Authors Note
Hey guys, so sorry this was short. It's like 2am and I'm tired as hell. Anyways hope you enjoyed and I'll try my best to upload more often.

BYEE!!