The flight to pa wasn't that bad. They gave us yummy food that for some reason made me full. Most likely due to the fact that I don't eat a lot. I'm very insecure and I don't want to be fat. No one would love a tough fat gangster girl like me. So I try to fast most of the time. It's hard yes: but I want to be like most girls.
Pretty and strong.
Every girl is unique in their own form. Which is why I feel insecure about my body. I can't help but compare myself to others.

" So this is where we are staying?"

Finn unlocks the door to the small apartment. It was cold due to the  December weather. I was bundled up in one of finns police jackets. It was warm and smelled just like Finn.

The apartment was small. Following Finn I walk in silently. Examining every room as he shows me around.
There was a tiny kitchen. A basement with a spare corridor just in case anyone would ever ambush us: we would escape from the corridors. Which led out to the tunnel near the lakes.
The living room was rather casual. A rocking chair in the corner of the room. Two love seats, a mini fridge with sodas and water bottles, a flat screen television and a back door.

The bathroom was upstairs: alongside the only room in the house. The room has only a king sized bed. It was as if the house itself was a hotel.

" Mari-"

Finn hands me a rose as I smile. His dark sophisticated green eyes shimmer as he stares at me.

" Thanks...."

My voice was shaking due to how much I was flustered. Finn was muscular and hot. His eyes were dark green emerald. His muscles popping out of his sweater. He was kind hearted and perfect. I can't help but feel a connection.

" Are you hungry Marianne?
Why don't you go take a shower while I make us some dinner"

Five minutes later I find myself in the shower washing my soft red hair as the water hits my body. The water warming my body instantly as I cleanse myself.
After shaving and washing up I was finally finished.
Finn had set aside on the sink a soft silk night dress. Along with what looks to be a Victorias secret lingerie set.
Get this: Finn knew my size: he knew my bra size. Not even Arthur knew my bra size. He would just buy me things just for the hell of it. Unlike arthur- Finn clearly cared about me.
I'm finally living the romantic life I deserve. in fact; I haven't even gotten a single call nor text from him. He's probably moved on.

Just like I plan to do.

I head to the kitchen. Finn was already at the table awaiting my arrival. The table was set as if we were at a expensive restaurant. Candles lit up in front of the plates. Silverware aligned to perfection. A teddy bear in my seat.

" I call him Mr. Snuggles. He's yours now"
Finn smiles as I take a seat. Sitting mr. Snuggles on the window sill. Finn smiles as he pulls out his phone. Putting on my favorite song. The song me and Finn used to listen to during our childhood years.

https://open.spotify.com/track/3Vr3zh0r7ALn8VLqCiRR10?si=0R7xxZ1zQ8mLzxfaRE5WXQ

( No clue if you can click on that so I'll put it in the comments as well)

The song plays as Finn grabs my hands. Our fingers intertwine almost stimutaneously as we start into each other's eyes.

This is what I always wanted.
Love.